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2008-10-26T19:19:00.000-07:00

Dear readers,I've moved so this blog will not be functioning from now. You can ask me for my new link if you want.

This is where a new chapter of my life begins and for now,this ends here.
For all who have been reading,I thank you sincerely.
& for all who come here to seek laughter from my pictures,well sincerely thank you too.

All my love,
Priscilla.

For a moment,things can change.

2008-10-23T07:04:00.000-07:00

I am really tired and I have been feeling so lethargic. Sch has been ok and i will really try hard to do better this sem so I wont let my dad down. After this week sch will officially start and I have to juggle all the things I have. Time really flies,I have not gotten enough holidays for myself and now I have to really start working hard to make up all that I have missed last semester. Hope you guys are all doing well, and good luck for your O levels people!

But when you're standing at a crossroad,there's a choice you gotta make.

2008-10-20T08:13:00.000-07:00

HI can you totally picture how gay we are during lectures. Took this during biz stats cause its like whoaaa boring and I really wonder how am I going to bring myself thru the entire sem. My outbreak still not going off and it has been staying happily on my face for almost half a damn year.Ok should stop complaining,at least its starting to heal. When you see my forehead 3 months ago,omgg,can freak your balls out.

First day of sch was ok and after such a long time i felt i was the luckiest son of a gun because Im the LAST student to get my arse into the 20th century fashion for my CDS! I have no lectures and my tutorial starts tmr. Hope it would be like how i expected it to be.
Other than that,my timetable is super cramp up now and i officially hate tuesdays because I have tutorials from 9am straight till 5. Like Im one superwoman.

Drastic measures,

2008-10-19T07:58:00.000-07:00

School starts tmr. Really wonder whats installed for me. Hope i dont bump into anything brown or trouble. Im starting to feel very half-hearted about plans and all that wishful resolutions. Where can i get encouragements when everyone else seem to need it more.

Well,how hard can school be right...........?

Because moving on starts with goodbye baby,

2008-10-16T19:00:00.000-07:00

Its the last 3 days before sch starts,before i start anew,before I make a change and most of all, before life fall back into place. I have been shopping siaoz,drama siaoz and working siao throughout the entire holiday. I think I have earned a minor 100 bucks but still!!!!Its made up through all that ice-cream stealing and the major discounts!

Heh,should be enough to cover for a portion of a halloween party right. So neway,yesterday was pretty nice for me. Had a shopping trip with my dad and i got this pink hairdryer in my room now so guess what,I dont have to drag myself up just to get my hair blown so yay.
Met Sam & Crd for dinner @ hk cafe and we had this major overload of mango dessert.Prolly had another kg injected after all that.

Then we went over to starbucks to chill. S & C got me this..

for a belated birtday!! Thanks ah darlings although my bday has passed like more than a month ago if I can recall.But today was really enjoyable for me and a good way to rejoice before sch starts.Sighs..school.

The cupcakes are so pretty but it looks pretty much like a disguise of fatty tissues but to show my true love,I will stil finish it all up :) :D

Anyway i got into some leadership thing for my CDS.I know how positive i should be but damn that was one of my last choices. Great!! Should i freaking appeal out?I really want to get into the fashion design thing quite badly!! But on the other hand,the leadership thing sounds quite cool. Maybe next time I can come out being a great leader and it will give me a better edge in serving my country :) Damn it ,how come everyone gets what they want!!!I dont want to be in a class full of leaders la honestly.

Because family means nobody gets left behind or forgotten.

2008-10-13T08:52:00.000-07:00

Dear Pris,
Thanks for everything today. Not only for the gifts, for sharing your emotions with me, and keep reminding me I must treasure yc. Don't worry, I will. More than anything, this afternoon was a great day spent, with someone who's more than a friend but like what you said, someone who's like family. I also appreciate you for always being there for me and showing your concern whenever something goes wrong. I promise, Pris, that you can always fall back on me.

No emotional day today too, so I'm really glad. Felt like I could really forget everything and just realx, chill and have fun. I'm happy seeing you so joyful and optimistic. Videos were awesome, just that they kept hanging(not cuz I was there) and I didn't really get what was going on in RV. I bet you had fun with my friendster profile you crazy girl :)

Lastly, your speciality pasta was delicious and I'm not lying! Because it was so good, I'm not gonna tell anyone else that's the only thing you can make. :D

Sorry babe I like this picture and it also convince C that she is not the only one with hair issues :) Kidding. Above post is by Cat and seriously she is just out to make me tear at this time of the night. Anyway I had alot of fun with you today babe. We have ditched all those stupid emotional thoughts and Im glad you are happy today! I shall go fix my Dvds and learn to make a new dish the next time you come cause i always wanna see you this happy.

At times i rather diss you and laugh over your friendster photos because there is so much joy in it,you've no idea.

Babe,Im glad through everything we have became better friends or should i say family.Yeah its not going to change ,not in a thousand years. You are a great gift to me and being able to walk out of this with you is a sent blessing from above.Sincerely,I love you Catherinelim.
Ps: Think all my friends kinda know thats the only thing i know how to make.

I'll never let you fall,even if saving you sends me to heaven.

2008-10-12T00:57:00.000-07:00

We look like we are the ones forcing kenneth to do that pose but the truth is he was the one who came up with it!!The purpose is to make us look more lovin'..we are anyway,hehe.

Sean's eyebrows kinda thicken after a few weeks and someone needs a new haircut..

Kenneth is seriously still the same.

Anyway we had steamboat at Sean's place yesterday but it wasnt as good as the last time we had it i guess.But at least we all got together and we had so much to laugh about. Oh kenneth,lz and Sean...

Worked so hard last night and till i got dead beat. Seriously never expected a full house at century ever but it proved me wrong.I hope tonight is somehow less hardcore because I wanna come home early to rest and recharge!!

C'mon friends you guys know my resolution when next term starts right. I dream so big about everything but for me to actually accomplish something,hmm thats a different story.

Its such a shame for us to part.

2008-10-10T07:57:00.001-07:00

My life is like that.I go out,i work,i watch tv. I have money now,I know how random this sounds but Im amazingly learning how to save. I miss some friends that I have really not seen in such a long time. & Cheryl its nice to receive your text today,we will see each other after your Os. Today was one of the best days in so long and i enjoyed myself alot. We didnt do anything much but I was just very happy and gay anyway. Tomorrow is going to be a great day,I can double assure myself again because the last time we had a steamboat together was...I dont know. A and J are coming to visit me at work tmr too and i cant wait to see them.

Crd,Charm & p.

Life has been pretty fair to me these days and i really need it to be like that for abit.

I rather be in a storm with you than being safe & warm by myself.

2008-10-07T05:38:00.000-07:00

Classic faces!!

Caught on candid camera.

2 girls.

Anyway yesterday was really awesome,i really hope all of us get to meet out again really soon.But this time lets go to somewhere we all know or not that far.

Life is pacing back to wher it started off again but perhaps its a better thing for me.

My eyes are glued to the tv for damn long now. Know that show?"Er zhuo ju zi wen"(???) Yeah freaking hooked to it so bye.I love you i love you.

I rather have bad times with you than good times with someone else

2008-10-06T07:04:00.000-07:00

Hello everyone. I hope you guys are havin fun because..my life has been extremely nice to me cept for that one lil setback.Below are pictures my dad took while he was in town.
Leonard &dad

Dad playing bowling. Damn classic!! I never knew my dad could play this well seriously. He always tells us,"We can have so much fun when we are together and we dont have to think about the stress or life". Cant help agreeing.

Uncle Peter,leonard.

Don,dad& yours truly!
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Anyway Im feeling so drained now. Whenever I go out with my classmates we always end up at some ulu place in singapore but we always do random fun things. Take today,we went all the way to holland V(Wl cab fare 17bucks) and at the end i dont know how we end up at bukit timah,again. Well at least i get to see Dian after so long and the rest as well. Jonas was being such a bitch as usual and he keeps telling me my hair's too black. Damn depress now la when i remember.Bye people.

This one's to life,the greatest gift of all.

2008-10-04T09:08:00.000-07:00

Startbucks with Allie & Jasmine. & Happy belated birthday Catherine. You,one awesome friend will definitely not forget about you love.Im glad your bday turned out to be a blast dear,hope life just keeps getting better for you.

So my dad's going to Dubai tmr already. Spent the entire weekend with him and I will upload pictures of him soon. Seriously suspects he went for botox because he is getting more and more youthful.

My dad was talking about his death to us today so it went like this.

" Can you imagine if you are dead and when your body is about to be burnt,you wake up from your coffin suddenly and realise you are alive. By that time you wont have a choice but to be burnt/buried alive!! Eh can you all like slap me or pour water over my face to make sure im dead as a log before doing anything to my body. Or maybe you all can like put a handphone inside with coffin so when I happen to wake up,i can give you all a call."

Someone please tell me dad....to be more realistic. Today has been great with my dad :)

I am going to save up for a golden half frame cam!!

But you're like a satellite and you're driftin' through the sky

2008-10-02T07:41:00.000-07:00

Everyone should totally dig the House bunny show because its the show of the century!! This is also the most valuable movie for me because its the first time i watched a movie with Felicia Ang and prolly the second time with Yl. Fel thinks she's damn big shot k,I had to literally beg her to watch it with me know why!!!??? Because she thinks its cool that our friendship stays within the bounds of not watching movies together. But the movie is so freaking awesome....I mean only to me that day.
Ps,I dont know why someone didnt like put a picture of the house bunny on her blog then say like worth watching or something.

Slogged my ass of yesterday at work cause it was quite busy at first. Anyhow I was paid double!!!So i guess its all worth it now but it feels more like Im working to pay off all that i have been spending.I ought to actually.

I had a great time today with Sam. Watched the Sex&thecity at her place and its..really sexual,well the tittle says it all. I dont know how but we ended up at cityplaza for my first time and...we spent some money.But it was good bargain for such pretty pieces and sometimes people need to reward themselves too right..
Hang out more often babe and stop staying at home!!!Know like we might never know when the shopping places might close down so..... (:

Anyway I read todays paper on Mind your body and they said girls who keep sharing their problems with their girl friends will have some downward spiral of negative emotions so it will lead to depression. And because the listener who gets to co-share all these problems,they will somehow just be as affected too. So now its like wrong for girls to dissect their woes?They even encourage parents to keep the phone away from teenage girls!!?? Wow.

Getting there means leaving things behind,Sometimes life's so bitter sweet.

2008-09-30T00:10:00.000-07:00

My work turned out to be such a good start for me. But the one thing i had to go thru was learning the history of the company and the equipments (Obviously things which bores you anyhow) yeah and take a test!!???!! I passed k,can make ice cream already!!

So now Im working at the floor which is mostly serving the customers. It was ok except that I was suppose to be friendlier than ever, know the menu,take their orders and cleaning up of course. Wait its not easy work i tell you.
Like when Im taking down their orders,I have to be quick and pretend i know the menu by heart. Yesterday when i took their orders,i couldnt figure out what i was writing and i couldnt repeat their orders. So erm...my manager took over.

Then I met the most awkward situation. This customer covered one side of the menu and he asked.."ok tell me whats the ingredient in this creation?" .Ok I was blank,like wth???
I replied."erm sorry Im new here so honestly i dont know!". He said then why are you blushing.

Dude i wasnt man,I was just freaking nervous!! So yes i have to do that for another month unless Im good with sevice,I can promote to be in the kitchen.That is to scoop the ice cream and making the creations. Hmmmm thats just exactly what i wanna do people!! Scooping ice cream and making things.In other words eat ice-cream,thats what I do best.

The people there are really nice,like genuinely nice! Then they are going to throw this party for all the September babies.Quite surprise they actually invited me cause it was like my what first day of work?My manager was cool cause he drove me home last night. Yep,seems like first day was pretty ok.

The uniform and cleanliness standards were amazingly strict. I have to wash my hands everytime i touch my hair.I like the hat thou,quite cool ah. Dont think anyone have seen this side of priscilla yet but well....you can always drop by to laugh at me! (:

There's a lot of wonder left inside of me and you,thank God even crazy dreams come true

2008-09-28T07:35:00.000-07:00

Hello all,today's rather accomplished. I finally did what i wanna do after so long and that is to..go to ecp. Thank you Charmaine,you know dear it is something i should have done way back ago but i guess sometimes its better late than never. Most of all thank you for sharing everything with me,I really appreciate it. Its a great day babe,isnt it ?(:

We had dinner together with Josh at Tingtaifung and seriously we should stop craving for the xiaolong bao because its freaking costly.We were all very dressed down today obviously and we made josh wear a singlet out so we look more like a team.
Work starts tomorrow,I hope people are nice and i hope i dont screw up at all.

When you figure out love is all that matters after all

It sure makes everything else

Seem so small

& he said dont look back now cause everything ahead is better.

2008-09-27T05:25:00.000-07:00

Just keep moving forward for you cant always carry your past along with you. Embrace yourself,you pick up and learn better as you fall.
-WaltDisney meet the robinsons.

Im sure you will be ok babe,someday.

Lets just start by,giving.

2008-09-25T03:29:00.000-07:00

I love this picture so much dont you?? Thats Dian with her new born child anyway. It must be so hard on you darling,you are only 17. Strong mother you are.

Today's fun!! Made sushi with Allie and anyhow it was quite successful.So yea if you dare to try then yeah I'll definitely give you some.

K THIS IS A CON POST. Dian is single and.............clean so its her baby cousin.Im doing this to irritate the shit out of her. Sorry bb :)

Dont share your devotion,lay your love on me.

2008-09-23T21:13:00.000-07:00

Mamamia has been playing in my head all night. Hee,but i had a very goodnight :)
Was suppose to go to the zoo but now........lets just wait for Crd to wake up to make today's plans happen.My arm is hurting like crap ,must be the injection and my period is giving me an ultra hard time as well. I dont know whether it is the cramps or is it me needing the loo.

Oh well,got the pictures from the picnic from Ryan.So,thank you Ryan!

I wanna cry to the ocean and let every bit of my emotions run. Baby,why didnt you stay just for a while,maybe things would be ok.I miss you.
I wanna share every joy i have with you right now. Baby,why didnt you stay just for a while,maybe things would have gone my way.I miss you.

Yes Ive been broken hearted,blue since the day we parted.

2008-09-23T07:56:00.000-07:00

My life has been awesomeeeee.No pictures cause Ryan is taking forever to send them!! Let me just sum it up. On sunday my classmates actually namely Charmaine came up with this idea of having a picnic,then the smart one came up with the idea of going to the botanical gardens and visiting the abandon house. Everything worked out perfectly as planned cept for the abandon house visit cause we got very very lost. Had a long walk together for 45 mins straight but it was great really.Enjoyed my day so much.

On Monday i had to go to some unknown place to collect my uniform.Wa damn cute k,apron and hat somemore. Freaking own!!!Then guess what!!!I have to take a stupid jab before i start work.omg if only i could back out right.
Met Afiqah in town for dinner and shopping. Heh,I love you babe. Time was short but somehow always meaningful right right right.

Went to get the jab today.You could see how prepared i was for the jab really. Jonas was being QUITE nice cause he accompanied me to the clinic and we watched Mamamia after that.I love the show so much ia m going to buy the dvd when it is out. Its a very sing-along show like high sch musical!!No i think HSM3 would be better for sure. Crd came and predictably they didnt manage to find a job. Charmaine josh vee and Wilson came to join us for dinner.My classmates are the best seriously,damn humorous,mean and fun. I like.

Sorry I am damn lazy to barely think.I am just typing and ranting .
PS:Dont put your head to things that would trouble you so much k,there are too much to do in life. Still young,we have such a long way to go babe. Anything,we are all a phone call away.Be strong darling!!

Start a new fashion, wear your heart on your sleeves.

2008-09-20T06:47:00.001-07:00

Hello darlings, today's a pretty productive & happy gay day with Fel. Bought another belt with the last sum of money I had.You must be thinking how stupid I get but noooooooooooo cause I VE GOT MYSELF A JOB!!!! How rewarding,spending before i earn. Think I will start the week after next cause I still have alot of things i wanna do. So friends, spend time next whole week before my busy life begins or alternatively you can visit me anytime !!I give you ice cream,heh:)Anyway..i just trimmed my fringe for 10 damn bucks and my hair looks very much the same cept its neater and straighter. I'll cut it myself the next time..I think i can?

I am going to re-watch my rented dvds to entertain myself because Im a cheapo kia so I must make full use of every cent that i use.It somehow doesnt feel like a weekend to me.

Anywhere at anytime,Im yours and you're mine.

2008-09-18T20:30:00.000-07:00

Town with Janice that gila/insultive girl. Amazingly someone who likes to do things that people dont want her to do. Implusive buyer and a gossip girl. & there you have it,janice! My allowance has somehow vanished to dust,my bank acc is so pathetic i dont want to have another look at it. Why isnt haggendaz calling me!!I need the job so damn badly to make up all that i have been spending. My dad is the best seriously.He has not been complaining about my expenditure at all and he says that for every dollar that i earn from my job i get another dollar from him! Heh, dad rocks.

Im so tired today i m staying home to heal.Sorry sam really!! Please have fun today and meet up soon to jubhunt/shop/reflect.Have not met you in the longest time ever i am going to forget how you look like.
Ps: Its somehow a good thing we are all put though this because its only then i realise my own faults and somehow I've seen a better person out of you. It really taught me how not to throw my judgements and biasness all over..just showing how carried away i've been.

This is life,hold on tight

2008-09-16T23:21:00.000-07:00

How i wish we can backtrack to the times whereby everything is less superficial,less selfish and less complicated. To the times when we all could just talk and filter every misunderstanding between what they call friends.

Our love was the strongest drug.

2008-09-14T22:26:00.000-07:00

Sadly there has been a continuous series of unfortunate events in my life after my big 17. You've absolutely no idea how tired Im. Spent some time stoning at nothing. Are you tired of explaining too? You bet Im.

So anyway on Saturday,fel called me and she came over to my place all the way from the other end of sg. Of course we wouldn't put that journey all to waste,she slept over at my place and I had company for the night. Damn shiok no emo night.

Went to town on Sunday and we were suppose to meet yl at nyny to chill and have a good dinner. Miss soh apparently took a whole good time getting her butt down .

I was left alone when Fel went to the toilet....ok anyway point is one waiter came to me and asked " hey are you like waiting for your friends,I think they are there"

Feeling pretty confused because the only friend I was waiting for then was fel. KK so this is how the surprise goes. Yl turned up with Sean and Kenneth(long time no see) with a cake and two waiters with a bday song.Wowie,and did i mention they had some instruments with them too!

Nice one guys,i really suspected nothing! SeanTan and kenneth,your pressence that day was really the least expected but yeah,you guys made me sooo happy. Thank you all for the new naval stud too and planning everything for me. I appreciate it so much. Even at the verge of your problems and school,you guys made the effort to put that smile on my face.

Now i freaking owe all the people who made my 17th this year man. Anytime just come to me,I'll be your man.

The Man Who Cant Be Moved.

2008-09-11T03:13:00.000-07:00

This post is image heavy! Anyway we got so high we forgot to eat the birthday cake. Happy people,we are. Thank you people for everything last night,i enjoyed myself tremendously.Hopefully those who should recover have healed and if you're still high then..stop drinking!!!Kidding ok bye people!!

Cos if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me,

And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be,

Thinking maybe you'd come back here to the place that we'd meet,

And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street.

Your voice is the soundtrack of my summer

2008-09-10T22:52:00.000-07:00

HI people i had just had the best birthday ever!!Ok let me talk about the night when i turn 17!I left my phone in my bag and intend to check it only when i get up next morning.Wrong move of the century cause i missed out hell alot!!Ok so when i woke up next morning,I saw 50 missed calls and texts and i was wondering"Wow ok its a good year my friends are so enthusiastic!!" .Slowly i scrolled the texts read everyone and replied...until i came to this one that is a picture text!! Enthu right,got picture somemore sehh!! Then i saw this
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Wa,look like my house background ah!!! Honestly it was only when i saw the missed calls i realised oh yes its my freaking house and my friends were there last night omggggggggg!!!Ok so i got up and yep..i was in my bedroom doing dont know what when my poor nice friends were outside cam-whoring cause they couldnt reach me.

Felt damn bad about it cause they waited outside for like a really long time.Dont wanna say how long cause i am just gonna feel shitty again. Hey guys esp Charmaine josh and Jonas thank you for putting in so much effort just to make this birthday so memorable for me.I feel so blessed and grateful to have friends like you guys.Sorry i was such a bitch to not check my phone,but its a lesson learn yeah!!You guys make me so happy i swear.<3<3<3

& thank you everyone of you who texted me,called,testys,blogposts and your gifts!!Omg every bit of this put the biggest smile on my face yesterday and Im very touched that you all made the lil effort,it really means alot to me.Thank you over and over again for making such an impact on my 17th year.I LOVE YOU ALL OK REALLY !!

Lastly the chalet yesterday was awesome!There are tons of pictures so let me just leave it for my next post.But it was quite an experience for me throughout all that fun.Thank you my dear friends again for the party,I enjoyed myself so much.

This.is.bliss.I wished everyday's my bday!!Fat hope prissssss.

Forever it will be,you & me.

2008-09-09T06:27:00.000-07:00

Hey!Below are pictures of the not so surprise party put together by my bestfriends.Having a celebration at fish&co can be quite traumatising just look at our faces.

I was made to hold this sparkler thingy and there's an announcement made in the whole bloody restaurant with this birthday rep omg . A whole good moment of being embarrassed ..nice.

Thank you Alicia,Fii,Weirun,brandon and darren for putting everything together ! I enjoyed myself the whole time,really appreciate you all. And we waited 2 and a half hours for a cab and i got home only at 12. Imagine the rain,the queue,the tension!!But well,it was good bonding time plus i didnt get so screwed by my mum.

Dear Alicia,thank you for always making an effort to make me happy.Not only on special occasions but on every other day,you are just there to cheer me on.I really like the present you gave me,really does reminds me of everything that we've been thru.I love you.

& for some reasons i don know why i receive birthday texts!!Ahhh see forget the actual date ah friends!!But thanks still.In just a few hours,I will be officially 17,lao zha bor already with all my other lao friendss.

Chalet tmr,cant.wait.

You can party like a rockstar

2008-09-05T08:52:00.000-07:00

Hello everyone ! So yes today we had a mass birthday celebration for all the september babies!!Its still hitting me why there are so many people born in the month of September,can anyone give me a more logical explaination. Ray says its because during december, our parents get more excited since it is the holiday season so there goes after 9 months. Bullshit.

Everyone if us is forced to do this.There's thrill in it somehow because more than half the time we are afraid that we might get pushed into the cake.........................

Thank you everyone who came and happy birthday to birthday people!Thank you Clement for organising :) Nice party!

I've got dental appointment tmr,I dont know why but i am actually looking forward to it right now. I am dead beat,sorry for the lazy post.Have fun people!!!

Cookies and cream

2008-09-03T08:31:00.000-07:00

This is luxury but whatever it might just end up in my christmas sockings ha. I have nothing to blog today but on saml's acc....... Anyway my dad just left for italy but he's coming back for my birthday this year so its going to be one of the best year for me!

I am allowed to stay out the whole night on my birthday omg this is da bomb seriously.Thank you charmaine for trying omg omg i am so excited!!Dont laugh,its my parent who always cannot get over the fact that Im growing!!I need a life but still...i am really blessed with good parents so i should shut up now.

Hello,Samantha!

Oh and yes Happy 17th birthday, Xinghuei & Hc.I hope you two have a good one this year!!(:

When i get older,I'm sure I'm gona love you

2008-08-31T19:16:00.000-07:00

My dad's in town so I have been spending time with him since his return. Been eating and indulging alot but guess what its the holidays and I am happy now!!Everything is settled now cept for the fk-ed up fact that i m accused of shit. I must be damn careful in school now,I might just get stepped on.Or should just totally get a policeman outfit for my classmates so we can feel more secured. Being gutless and not wanting to create a bigger problem is two different things ok and if everyone just wants to settle everything physically wouldnt the world be in chaos?K I am done here,hopefully its reallly done.

I cut my hair again on impluse but i guess its ok cause again our hair will always grow.That day catherine had a good time watching me do this but i had my fun when alicia came.So anyhow,i look like this now.

2008-08-30T09:33:00.000-07:00

"Dear,daddy will be arriving before 12pm.Please wait for me.We will go out for lunch and shopping together ok"

You know there is no ugly people in this world,its just the people with the ugliest hearts. You babe,once is enough you want a second time.Bring it on,Im not afraid of you.
My apology if you have not seen the worst side of me yet but now you are reaching my limits!!!I dont want you to be in my life but i dont understand why you are making me significant. Good for you,pls try me ok.I am damn tired of everything that has been happening and if you wanna push it,i'll give it all to you ok.
Dear Felicia, smile ok.Life will find a way out on its own somehow especially for good people,good friend like you.Be strong darling, we are all here for you.

2008-08-29T07:51:00.000-07:00

YL IS STILL AT MY PLACE.YAY GAY I HAVE COMPANY FOR TWO NIGHTS STRAIGHT. We are watching a gay show. k party time bye/

2008-08-27T09:10:00.000-07:00

So today i had a heavy heart and when i got home nothing felt like what it should be. Dear friends,Im really sorry for making you all worry but I will be fine in no time.
I want time to think through,i dont know why but i keep telling myself i need time!!!Wa,today's pretty hardcore,shall not think about it for now.

Thank god,the 1 and a half month break came just in time. Chill pris,chill. Thanks people really thank you for being there.I like your ice-creams.I like your blogposts.I like your humour.I like the way you make me happy.

2008-08-25T08:21:00.000-07:00

I can go kill myelf now. I screwed my exams today and to be specific,econs. I studied and nothing of what i did came out,such tough luck. Now,its just good that Im through. I think my blog is really boring and I m often here to rant all my emotions and thoughts. Keeping and swallowing is difficult sometimes, so yes please pardon me for that.

I've been reminding myself the whole time."You,can walk out of this,yes you certainly can." There's only those little things in life missing towards perfection but yet it will never be pieced together because life is made to be imperfect. Dont try to understand what i m saying,its gonna take you all night. If you have been there ,you'll know what i mean.

Goodnight,friends or stranger. If life have not been easy for you,I wish you all the better. If you are down , please cheer up and be happy. Simply because,you deserve to.

Melissa

2008-08-22T21:33:00.000-07:00

You really have alot of explaining to do, dont ya think?F really.

There's always that one person that will always have your heart.

2008-08-20T18:09:00.000-07:00

So yesterday i decided to give myself a good break because i have been such a hardworking girl for the past 2 days.Right pris.....................

But whatever,i went to town anyway with Yl and Fel. I really miss them both so much and they are really the kind of people whom i can be with and just laugh non stop for god knows what.
Anyway I m the only one spending like crazy yesterday but Im very satisfied. Life's good like that.

All good approached us yesterday,really for once I feel like every step i take is just getting closer to luck. Someone from Le salon offered free wash ,blow dry and style!!!How can anyone in the right frame of mind turn that down right!!So yeah we all had curly hair,look at fel,really nice ay?:) Yl's still chiooo.

Im going to startbucks soon! have been there studying since the week started. Manage to do some productive studying which is very good of course.Saw the most random people ever,not the point but...it became randomly fun too.

Kkz anyway thank you to the people who came to talk to me and everything.Everything's good or should i say Im taking it well yeah so :)

I miss you C d v j j a ,classmates!I miss you Cheryl,Zsa and Sl!We can wait till all this shit exams are over ,really.

OK MY FRIEND JOSH( VERY EMOTIONAL NICE BEAR) will be selling alcohol online at a much lower price. I know not many are as hardcore as him but stilll maybe your parents....

http://alcoholicj.livejournal.com/

Will you,still love me in the morning

2008-08-18T18:30:00.000-07:00

9.30am,lazing in bed still pondering about the rest of the week.Anyway this is a dedication post and even if it might be wrong,I think I wanna do it.
Dear you,thank you for coming back in my life even if its only a very short period of time.I enjoyed every bit of your company and definitely,your comfort. Thank you for making me feel like your gf, keeping each other company,studying together,having fun and most of all thank you for making breakfast and sending it to my doorstep. You have no idea how much i appreciate every bit of this.

I'm really sorry things have to turn out this way for you. I must admit even when i was filled with bliss when I'm with you,I'm experiencing fear all at the same time. All that came to me was insecurity and how afraid I really was to go through another break-up.It came to me that this isn't how i want things to be.Having someone in your life means being happy and most of all you know you can always fall back on that person at the end of all hectics. Not that i didn't feel all that, its just that things are no longer the same anymore. After all,we both have changed and maybe its not as easy as we think to re-accept each other back into our lives.

Nevertheless,you are still my dream boy because you have almost every quality I look for in a guy. Your humour and how we can really connect at times. Like I've always said, you may not be the best in the world,but to me you are because you,made that impact on me.
You really don't know how much it takes to walk away from the one you love. You don't know how much courage it takes a person to even let go of a loved one. Even if everything i wanted is all within my reach,I wouldn't just take it because i know this decision will be for the better.

Perhaps you will understand where i am coming from one day,at least i hope you do. It has been almost half a year since we broke up, but i still did love you. Every single day,I'd still keep you in my prayers and pray the best only for you. You will always mean something to me,always . I'll let fate take the wheel from here,hopefully it guides us both back to eternity someday. Whatever happens you know I will be proud of your every achievement and when you are down,I will be here to try make you happier. Lastly, remember a part of me will always be with you,Yanjie.

Cause obviously,she's outta my league.

2008-08-17T05:52:00.000-07:00

Hi this is a post of our planned surprise party thing for Wongjm. The rest of the pictures are with Jasmine so that will have to wait!!K so this whole thing was made possible thanks to her very beloved Bf Marcus even though his acting sucks .But still you should all see Wong's classical surprise face cause she thought Marcus was cheating on her.

We made him bring her to pp Starbucks and then the four of us,Allie,Teni ,jas and me crept up from behind with a huge balloon,present and a birthday cake. People in starbucks were obviously staring damn hard but whatever....cause the surprise worked out.

Meantime in the making...

I think this photo is so funny because i look so patrotic waving at Teni.Wong must be damn touched cause we had CSA exam the next day and we stayed to party instead!!

The end of party. Anyway the CSA paper was good because I could mange it!Never had a bigger sigh of relieve really.Today i had my butt home but i couldnt study.Oh well at least i went to jog and burnt the whole day not doing anything productive.
Anyway Happy 17th Wong. You and Marcus gave everyone the sugarrush after the whole thing seriously,but its cool cause now we all have an aim for happiness!Hope you like the surprise and dont forget to keep the balloon floating :) <3

I wont risk a step towards fate.

2008-08-16T20:24:00.000-07:00

& for the last time,I love you always forever and ever.
Goodbye

You're the last good thing about this part of town

2008-08-13T05:51:00.001-07:00

If only i can get my hands on

Then again,its not like i can wear these cause I cant really walk normally in heels.But its very nice right!!Maybe some of you can fall in love with this too and we can have a lil spree and my dream will come true.Whatever the CSA must be getting to me.

My life is currently screwing up on its own and it all up to me to unwind everything. Work hard,Pris!!

Talking about results,Im very very proud of you,Melia. I need to succeed just like you.

Sorry,I have having a lil shopping fascinations. Ok i need to focus on my exam which I cannot afford to fail or i will meet my so dire consequences.

Being you,is what you do best.

2008-08-11T06:06:00.000-07:00

HI!!Actually Im very pissed with myself today. First up, We got an Effing C- for our economics report after all the harvesting,all the cramping all the hard work.Deep down,I think teachers are very sadistic people,no offence.I mean my dreams of going into a Uni might just be dashed cause of this freaking C in my report.Ok thats the second C I've seen so yeah you must panic for me.

Anyway,I met Afiqah to study and shop in town today.We studied really! We made a point not to speak to one another for like an hour or there will be a penalty of 1$. Works,very well.

I really love Afiqah even when she was being an idiot to be more than half an hour late.Ok its not like I dont see it coming but i thought she would change !!Kidding,today was really fun and productive at the same time. Next time, we must bake i dont care.I happen to read one of my very good friend's Private post. I see how life can really change a person especially one's emotions and even bringing out someone that you have never seen before. I know its so easy to say this but i guess we really have to take chances in life and believe that god will always always be having our backs so yeah don't be afraid of falling i suppose?You know one fine day, you will start seeing the light to things and that life made us fall for a good reason. I dare say so because I've been there and all i can say is...it will really get better in time.

Hallelujah,we'll make it last forever.

2008-08-07T05:48:00.000-07:00

Jasmine is such a bimbotic girl,she freaking bought an eyeliner before taking pictures.Who's da best now eh!!School has been very short for the whole week and i am really appreciating this. I have no mood to blog,no more agendas nor projects. Now,self proclaiming for a good break.Period.

5,6 pick up sticks.

2008-08-06T07:31:00.000-07:00

To the kids of tomorrow. Live life without fear or hesitation.
Cut your hair,bangs it like how 2 brave souls did today.I am not part of it, my fringe has grown as you can all see and that finger is not mine.

& Im in love with who you are.

2008-08-05T07:35:00.000-07:00

Lets be liberal with our demands from life,maybe we will find ourselves more contented. So anyway I fond today kinda funny cause went i came into tutorial,apparently only Vee and Adam plus12 other people showed up. How nice,k it wasnt as bad as the last CSA i attended cause only 8 peeps were present when class started. My classmates are too cool for classes you see!!Wl,Miss you all plz come next time,we shall be good students from now.

I caught "money not enough 2" with my class yesterday. It was very much like the other Jack neo productions cept that it was more touching. The show was so sad I got a little emotional and i was not alone because that girl beside me was sobbing quite hard..i think. K,that's exaggerated but the show's touching and,sad.
There was this part about the families pushing the responsibility of their mother here and there.Oh and the first thing that me to my mind was.."that sounds so familiar' .Maybe everyone somehow goes through the same predicament its just how different people deal with things.
Know whats best? From my personal point of view,i think we should all work for ourselves,girls especially so we dont have to rely on anyone when we are old and all sappy. Life,is by far the most unpredictable statement. By the next minute,you have probably wasted half your lifetime doing nothing.

The thing about JackNeo's productions,it always sets people thinking because it relates alot to our own lives. Perhaps only then we will start to think and do whats right.

Karma is hitting.

2008-08-02T05:29:00.000-07:00

I AM GOD DAMN TRAUMATISED CAN YOU PLZ FIX ME. So like today it was extremely,traumatising. There's a call from above,hitting me right smack into my face. Anyway,I dont know I am still traumatised!!Gay gay gay gay,I gonna repent.

The snake says i wish i had hands so i can hug you like a man

2008-08-01T06:27:00.000-07:00

Fii!

you are always missed.

Hey gay its friday.My week has past fast.So anyway my ob presentation came out pretty well and I am eternally grateful to my group members for all the effort everyone has given. K enough of thanks giving, my week has been fine. I just caught the dark knight with Saml and crd!!Ok maybe i am so not into the batman/spiderman thing but the show's quite good!!

I am quite relieved now,more or less projects are almost all taken down. Which is a very very good sign for a poly kid because...thats a sole burden i suppose.

If there's one thing in the world god could give you,what would that one thing be? My answer would be family. I really miss the times when i was younger because i always had my dad with me. I never thought that as i grow older, i actually needed my parents more. Every little thing in life will always come and go but our family will always stay, at heart.

For the past few nights,it has been immensely difficult. Wake up and i know I'll live, for the better,only for the better.

Central,Manhattan.

2008-07-29T06:16:00.000-07:00

I like this,i really do like this a lot

3 loveliees

Happy birthday Joshuateddy. You are one of the funniest people in class and not to mention helpful,nice and always caring. I m really thankful for knowing such a great friend like you.Thank you for always cheering me up and boosting my happiness during my emotional times.Its because there are people like you,thats why the world will always go round. I hope you enjoyed your b'day:) Thanks alot for the dinner last night.

With Charmaine and Jonas who finally appeared in school after 3 damn bloody long weeks. You all should worship him for such courage.

Will post up the rest when Dian comes online.Most of the projects are done,just one more and we are on our way to party. We had alot of fun yesterday didnt we?:) Dinner at central manhattan to celebrate Josh's bday.Bought two funky balloons and made Josh walked around boat quake with it.

You can bet on me ,again.

2008-07-26T18:29:00.000-07:00

Very,classical.

Saml,me,crd.

79shots.So anyway yesterday felt like friday and we spent the day like it was friday. I had fun,watching a movie,cooking,webcaming,video-ing.I had an extremely shitty night though,I wish i didnt remember a thing.But i did cause i have a freaking vivid memory of significant things.I even remembered how my birthday cake look like when i was 10.I woke up with hopes of feeling better today,but no it still sucks so bad.K,i better shut up for now...

Lets welcome Sunday,welcome new hopes and lead a good day.

Glad & gay,only for you

2008-07-24T06:01:00.000-07:00

Imma Farnnny piece of shit.

Fridays'the best.Starts singing- deep in my heart i just know,right from the start we will grow~~Patriotic piece of shit.Gay i dont know what to blog.

Today's fine,Im good.Hope you are happy,you and you especially. Smile!!

There were rapid statements about life commitments

2008-07-22T06:08:00.000-07:00

So this is the way we love,
not in a thousand years will i forget about you.

K hi,today's not a bad day,in fact it was pretty accomplished. I had work done,started on many things and wow I am very happy with myself.Studied at Starbucks with Catherine and it was like always,very productive. Saw Sean P today after months and months. Went home together and it will definitely take more than one journey to finish up talking about our lives.

Oh and did I mention about the test which i screwed up so bad yesterday? Yeah but me and my friends seem quite cool with it since it was already our best shot plus..it was a tough paper seriously.

I m really busy with life right now,gotta chill so bad. My close friends are depressed,I need to do something really ..Smile ok,Im here for you!!!
Love you,
Yl aka goth gorgeous hot damn god chio boooty babe. Ok i just made your day.

I'll give you a piece of whats in me

2008-07-19T20:33:00.000-07:00

So hi.Its a very beautiful Sunday,half past eleven just look how I've wasted half of my day.Just like any other Sundays,I would wake up early just to catch Mtv made but guess what,there's no more episodes of it anymore,tell me how depressing can that get.I cant find my motivation to work today,this sounds bad.

Anyway Im blogging now because i thought it would be good to just let out a piece of my mind.Its really ok if you dont wanna read this because some may think i dont make sense more than half the time.To just sidetrack for abit,below shows a picture of my 3 wonderful friends pointing the finger.Wa so kute,kena my laptop somemore chee.

Yeah so i sat back thinking alot about things,evidently about everything. It just never came to me that i would wake up this morning feeling completely different about myself.Did i just change my life or what..Besides the usuals,I laid on my bed letting every thought flow through..

Maybe it could be a good thing because i have not been thinking alot.

To me you were the universe,but I wake up finding myself only a part of yours.

If only i could change my own destiny...sounds good but truth is,i dont know how.

Even if i wake up the next morning from all the boozing last night,I really wish i remembered the more significant things.I didnt.

My friends,you dont know how much you mean to me,not because i am afraid of being alone but i just fear of losing you.

If you think that its lie,than why dont you think back and ask ,why you treasure in the first place?

If you are currently in love,be thankful i guess.

Its very nice to have someone to love and in turn getting love back.

You've no idea how many out there yearn for such a bliss.I know i do.

Dear friend,I will wanna be there for you and help you through everything in the best way that i can,just like how you did for me before.

Some things in life were made for the best experiences,so the next time you fall,you will stand up just fine.

I am really into life man but its cool this way.Ok,its Sunday we should all just...smile!

Its not your fault so please stop your crying now

2008-07-18T19:40:00.000-07:00

For some reasons,time flies on Fridays. Its the best day of the week cause of my cool classmates who always end up with very classic ideas to start the weekends . Anyway we caught the show Wanted' cause Di-an was being such an angel to provide 5 free ticz yes haha good deal.

Met,Allie,d,Cat,Brandon,Elsen and Alvin for dinner after that and it was a good catch up time esp with Cat. The sales has to stop because I dont wanna spend my pay yet!!

Other than that,I dont know what I am doing in my life now. Wait till next week when all these dumb projects are over,I'll think of life more than just a bed of roses.Good day people.I'll be by your side whenever you need me.

& Im a sucka for happy endings,thanks for the lemonade.

2008-07-16T03:10:00.000-07:00

Im so gonna burst in no time, I meant that literally. I know you might think who the f am I to be exploding cause my life seems so good on the surface all the time. Do you ever come across a point whereby you feel like every shit decision that you make just lead you to the wrong way?I always swallow things,always but now i just need to rant so i wont suffocate this bad. Screw all the projects in the world,fancy havin all due almost at the same time. Screw you for making me so hurt and for even doing this to us. Everyone has a tolerance level and when you break that point,thats it.

Its definitely one of the worst Wednesdays ever. Besides school thats just so much theres running at the back of my mind. I really wonder how am i suppose to be dealing with things. Ya like for every step i take,I still have to be wise cause even if it doesnt affect me for the rest of my life..it does now.Omg can life just give me an fking break for good.

& I know the rest of you are going through a very difficult time now with the shit that we're facing. C,D,V,J,A,R lets just do this together,get done and we are soooo gonna get our lives back.If you are emo-ing now babe,please cheer up,I'll think of something to make you happy tommorow. I am so tired I cant share my dirty jokes with you but I'll think of something.Hang in there pretty please.

I am so metally exhausted I have no time for M. Aiya rip all you want kk,do what you please babe. You da bomb ,da best kkz. Richest most intelligent person happy??Quite fun right,cause in your world you own everyone else. Cool,hope no one pick that up.
SCREWWWWWWW IT

A tit for tat is fair play,revenge is sweet.

2008-07-14T06:39:00.000-07:00

Hello everyone.
I am happy yet confused and sad at the same time.Tell me what am I going to do with myself.I wonder if life really keeps people trapped all the time.I think i should thank god for my youth,at least I have all the time in the world to think through and to deal with crap. I really need life to quit fooling with me cause...Im tired

School's cool. Projects are still bombarding like crazy.

In coffeecity, we borrowed heaven.

2008-07-11T05:04:00.000-07:00

If only we could have life the way we planned..
'Hi my name is Priscilla and you look insanely familiar.Have we met before?"
We wont need to know one another to fall in love and till the end,you'll still have me.
The world can crash & burn for all i care, all that i need has been here all along.
I am here, thinking of god knows what.
Friday!I can never fulfil anything so not its the right time to keep a focus mind.In no time,i will be facing another major exam.I would be so raw with everything since life has been pretty relaxed.Freedom needs some boundaries at times like this to keep people like me alive and kickin'.Classes were good, probably after a goodnight sleep.Like every friday,lunch with Alicia acompanied by a good catch up. Went to Ikea with my classmates after school and our after plans somehow got cancelled..Grocery shopping with Dian is simply,classical. So to sum it all up,its a good day!

Im looking forward to Sunday,just so you know i miss you very much, friends. At the same time,im wondering how am i gonna make it through my weekends. I have to complete my econs,ob and I wanna make time for leisure.Oh my god why cant we have more hours in a day!!

Bestfriends forever promise me.

2008-07-08T05:18:00.000-07:00

The lovliest couple in my whole world,I'll tell you why.I felt so sickly today cause i did not rest abit the night before. Dragged myself to school after missing the first 2 lessons and I was practically dying. By 5 pm,I almost fainted. My head was pounding like crazy,I nearly threw up all the redbull i had earlier on.
Had to cancel plans for dinner. I felt bad cause we hardly meet up. Weiru,Jolene & andrew especially,I hope to see you all soon.
So getting to the point!!! Allie and darren came all the way to my place just to bring dinner for me. Im really thankful to you both.Its the best congee in the world cause its filled with the utmost warmth and love..omg I am blessed with such great friends. <3> Anyway..i made this garlic salmon thingy last night and its da bomb. Culinery is my official hobby and currently Im having this fantasy of opening my own sandwich bar and freaking own subway!!
My classmates were extremely high and gay today..in turn making me happy too. Its amazing how things just get all better with them around. Oh I just remembered..i owe Josh alot of money today.Kkz,Im dead beat,no time to reflect about life.

''when i see you face,it just came to me that some things in life are simply irreplaceable"

Hello baby, you know my heart has always stayed by yours.

2008-07-06T07:10:00.000-07:00

You bring out the best in me,cover me from all brightness and i miss you i miss you with all my heart,dear fringe.

Today is extremely productive siol. I am damn happy after soooo long because I did my own homework. I think i actually performed well today. After today,I finally see why patient is such a virtue. When you calmly take things in your stride and believe that one day things will be ok..it eventually will. You know you cant change the present so why dont you just make the best out of what you have.

You know dear,I realised you detest the whole entire world around you. I mean its your own opinion about people so i dont care. Just that you should know that it takes alot of love to actually hate someone. Seriously,life is already so draining why burden yourself so unnecessarily.
To me,you are just not thinking hard enough before you talk. You know you dont own the world, so that makes you unoriginal already so get real ok?:)

Life's really short to even make stupid mistakes. I mean yeah,in just a blink of an eye my youth might be a past. I dont want keep looking back because what's ahead is more important. Thinking about what my classmates and I were talking about today,I guess its really important to give thanks for everything that we have. Life's not perfect but its not even created to be. I keep emphasizing on the millions of flaws that i would wanna change but I think on the other hand i have neglected about the other million good things that I am blessed with.

Gee.Enough.Im gay and good.K bye people!

Those misery,were they made for humans?

2008-07-04T08:18:00.000-07:00

Hieeeeeee!Finally,time to retrieve my weekends.I was thinking about a change ..in some things.I know I dont always succeed but trying makes a difference so anyhow!!I want to try to do my homework and somehow abolish my own freedom. T.R.Y.

Anyway Met CherylF and Jszeling after school and they were damn nice to come to tp ha!!Ok...or maybe cause there was a straight bus hmm. Had alot of fun and cheap bargains from Haji cept for the fact that we couldnt find Sl's costume thingy.Omg,we ate hell alot today and its really unfair cause CherylF wont gain weight ever!!

Life always make you seem like a damn fool.Why cant things just be ok for abit?I mean sometimes you really need things to just stop falling apart so you have time to set things straight right.If time really does heal everything then i think I will be need a whole lot of it cause some things are just driving the shit outta me.Screw it all,really screw it.

We can both sit down and talk about your Jesus

2008-07-02T05:23:00.001-07:00

So anyway..........I cut my own hair and it looks rather hideous.I should seriously go hide for good till my hair grows gay. I can never be a Zohan.I really feel like cutting fel's hair,maybe she'll appreciate me :)

Life's a damn bitch,I really need a timeout from everything!!

I am still damn annoyed with my hair.its probably dont look any different but it feels different cause my world around seems so bright!!I need fringe to cover my entire face to feel good omg why am i so weird.

July seems kinda shitty..i hope things are not that bad for everyone else.Whatever it is,keep your smiles going people!!Big girls you're beautiful!

Touchdown turnaround,everything is safe and sound!

2008-07-01T05:40:00.000-07:00

School,my classmates. They're really amazing out there :)

Wa,I dont have a clue about my life sia. I have lost certain motivations for certain goals and it bad cause i am suppose to prove something worthy!!I think,I should consider being a nun like CherylF,it would be nice to in turn love the world.

I have lost touch with so many things,I am no longer fascinated by stupid issues or hormones for a fact.I felt like i have withdrawn myself from alot of things lately. Going home,turning in by the usual bedtime and doing my homework. Wa,damn Shiok.

I miss you, Alicia,Jasmine,wong,Fii,teni,Yl,fel,saml,afiqah,cheryl,zsa,szeling,catherine, amelia and amanda

Where have you all been. How're you all doing.

We had a million questions,all about our lives.

2008-06-28T07:18:00.000-07:00

My dad's the coolest guy I've ever known.He's the only one that would go that extra mile for his kids to make them a lil happier anyway.So he made some absurd plans today..going for a short detour at Sentosa. So we did of course and we had the best lunch after so long!!

Manage to catch up with Gina & Phylicia for awhile after that. :) Thats my Saturday.OHHH before i forget Happy Belated Janice,i really hope you're reading this. Hope you had fun on your big day man,hmm meet up soon dear,i owe you one. You can copy and paste this down somewhere so i wont forget the next time we see each other :)

Anyway,its the best time to shop now cause everything's like going on their best prices. Must go to Pull&Bear,most of the stuff are like below 20$ no kidding.

You,impressive.

2008-06-27T03:16:00.001-07:00

Jonas Leong says :" Do your best and god will do the rest ."

For FELICIA ANG

2008-06-25T08:22:00.000-07:00

The moon is like the origin of Chang-er and the bunny. When you look at the mook you think of stupid cartoons like bear in the big blue house because he's the only idiot who can pull the moon towards him.One more stupid fact i know..the old sch red ranger is a porn star now.You know mighty morphine power ranger right!!Omg whats the world coming to??

Goodnight Felicia,sleepwell. We can be two rebels breaking the rule .aha bye

Devastations and reform

2008-06-24T07:09:00.000-07:00

EDITED yo babes :]

Like all the others in the world,I'm trapped. Life keeps you trapped and you'll need too much time to ever find a way out of things.Since we are all kinda trapped so maybe we should work together to make a better team. Things always works out better when you know that you're not alone and that there are people out there who are actually going through the same predicament as you.I, would really like to try to love you.

I know I always try to make people read inbetween the lines but you know who you are ok :) I would really hope the right encouragements is sent to the right people :)yes.

I think I've always been quite pale looking,if i dont smile,have a freak bad hair,extreme hunger...I will look super ghostly!! Ok and i need to get out of that.I have been reading the column "Health & you" so much but of course applying it to life is another story. I've been exercising and having better meals so i hope I'll see some results in a few months. Kidney problems will start reducing by then as well as the nose bleed and shit.Omg I am really annoying.

Try to keep yourself away from the sun these days ok.You have not read about the darkest side of it yet man.Firstly just 15 mins being under the sun will cause damage to your skin,eyes and even your precious hair.I emphasize hard that this is not suppose to be a bimbotic statement,its really true.I do love the sun just that..i have the problem of not being able to get tanned just like everyone else.So be it i guess.

Ok promoting healthy lifestyle is crucial for everyone!!!!

We've come to the end,so what your gonna do now?

2008-06-23T03:18:00.001-07:00

Greetings everyone.I made plans for the start of this term so hopefully I'll be better shape and person altogether.Hope school has been fine for all,its the first day so i suppose how bad can it get.

Life is getting amazing because of the roller coaster its putting everyone through.I can relate almost everything to life.I came across this article online today and it highlights that money is the root to all happiness.I somehow agree cause we all work so hard right now for the sake of our living no?Comparing all our different needs in life,I would definitely prefer the latter.

I nearly threw up when i came across this..K i m sorry.I think I am scaring people away.
This is not even that bad ok,its like level one.If you happen to be freaking sadistic today then visit the web!!My appetite is gone for good

I WARNED YOU

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Random

2008-06-22T09:19:00.000-07:00

You,are really cute.So friendster deals with all your friends?:)
You,need to grow up like now now now!
I admit i can get really mean.
From tomorrow,I will be better off in someway cause i am determined.
Everyone's burning the midnight oil,it always happen like a tradition eh.
I wont mind watching Zohan repeatedly since it gets me going.
I really miss you, S . I know you're reading this.
Life will return to the way it is before soon and good days will settle in.
How about a hot chocolate?It will put you in bed better.
Dont struggle,just find the best way out of things.Life is ok
I am still a kid and i think too much about my future,gets me all worried sometimes.
I will get my driving licence next year,promise myself.
I cant believe school's up tmr..
Monday blues is coming my way now,time for bed.
Goodnight

When dawn breaks,you might get a new hope.

2008-06-21T07:33:00.000-07:00

YOU ALL MUST WATCH ZOHAN!!IT WILL MAKE YOUR DAY I SWEAR SO TOO BAD IF YOURE NOT 16!!
I LOVE YOU,FANGYI ,TODAY'S OUTING WAS FUN.
I am very very screwed up,tmr marks the last day of my hols and oh I have not laid a finger on that piling workload. Goodluck Pris thanks to your utmost fruitful week.

Your pressence is a present to the world

2008-06-20T08:15:00.000-07:00

I am zonked out for real. I love you people to the end of my life ok. Hi Saml thanks for saving my life today,I really appreciate it,catch up soon!!Lastly,Im gonna remember you forever,Paulina.

Officially,broke.
Friendship is a wise investment.

To the world you might be one,but to one you might actually be the world.

Im not making sense,k goodnight.

If the world's coming to an end,you can die in my arms

2008-06-19T03:49:00.000-07:00

Project status,unproductive. We worked so hard today cause we need things to get done.RIGHTT.Hi people be happy ok!!I know ho easy i make things sound but really,brighter days are just ahead of you and good times always comes with the bad so dont let everything take you down. Smile for me pretty please ................ :)

Wise men says,only fools rush in

2008-06-18T08:36:00.000-07:00

Today's so awesome!! Met Ryan for a lil while cause we were both heading to town. Did my hair with Yl but to hell with it cause there is no difference at all.Okay maybe its in better condition now but still.......!!!Everything we did today just make me feel like a freaking deprived teen. We queued up for balloons with all the other kids,how cool can we get seriously.

We dined in @ the Disney resturant,Redhill. Like how often we travel to the other end of sg . Visit that place everyone,gives you a slight feel of Disneyland. Like I've mention SiahXinYi's very deprived like always!! There's even a movie screening thingy which got everyone hooked up. I miss my younger days really where things are always..oh dreams come true and shit like that.
But now we always have to snap back to reality which dont always come with a good ending.
I know you,I walk with you once upon a dream.

I know you,the gleam in your eyes is so familiar a gleam.

& i know its true,that visions are seldom what they seem.

But if i know you,i know that its true.

You'll love me at once,the way you did once upon a dream.

I should shut up,k bye all.Dream big dont expect too much outta life.

Wrecked

2008-06-16T21:59:00.000-07:00

Alicia to the rescue!!I've got a phone so i can read my texts and charge the bill to WJM!!

Morning! A surprise greeted me the first thing this morning. So yes lets make things sounds more dramatic..The first thing when i woke up today,i told myself "its a start of a brand new day.so woohooooooooo!" So when i entered my room,those words in my head just got brutally crush,like seriously!!I saw my pathetic phone on the floor in the most pathetic state ever. I can now only view half a sceen,meaning only reading half a page of my texts!!!The person who called me last night,can confess now ahhh!!!Cause of the vibrations,it leaves my phone smashed on the floor..poor thing.

But whatever,I m over it now.Project time. Gelare with Dian & Charmaine noww:) Dian says hi!:)I am getting a replacement phone soon or.. i will really be pathetic.Bye alll enjoy your dayssss dont greet yourself with determination at all ok!!!

Me now,an avid blogger.

2008-06-15T19:53:00.000-07:00

The Pc show's finally over.4 full days of standing,mostly persuading has taught me alot.I met different kinds of people,fussy ones,annoying ones and definitely easy-going ones. Dealing with the needs of different people aint easy at all.
Most of my first impressions of people changed.Anyway,I really like you people ok. :)Working with you all has motivated me to push my targets and of course having so much fun all at the same time.

Yesterday night was horrid,you should totally check out the jam in town.No cabs and i was definitely screwed by my mum.I waited for a solid hour,and as every minute pass i just got even more panicky.I had Yl with me on the phone to calm me down the whole time,yeah just what i really really needed from her.I can seriously hear the others behind me giggling at how pathetic i sound.But thankfully they're good people,like really.

The Monday blue's getting to me now. I am just sitting back wondering whats the week gonna bring me. I need just one more day in this week cause time has always been running short.Lethargy always sets in when in comes to my own homework,cause there's always something else i would prefer to do.
Girls can get really expensive,our wants are never satisfied anyway. I need hairdo,nails,new clothes and now i wanna sign up for different classes.

I miss my dad. I know things always fall into place when he's around. Happy father's day.

the stars in these skies will light up for you tonight

2008-06-14T08:22:00.000-07:00

Dear world, do you know how it feels suppressing all your feelings inside?Im getting too tired and plus i am really affected by some shit today so dont mind this post ok.

I m tired of getting all emotional cause I've been a depress shit since dont know when so guess what its time life change.Life has been better since I literally dragged myself out of a nightmare and its gonna just be over.
Its gets so fk-ing tiring sometimes,so i was wondering if some things are really not meant to be. If I really cant find a single way back to you,perhaps i should figure another thousand and one ways to be happier without you around.

I hope i close like 2 deals tomorrow. Wow,how attainable.

Workaholic

2008-06-13T18:07:00.000-07:00

I am slogging my head off for the damn commission.I like working there really. Do visit the IT fair everyone,its only going on for like another 2!!2!!! days so what are you waiting for :) Anyway i have been feeling quite screwed up lately,about everything. Oh well but at least the more important thing in my life is more or less settled and better now. Goodbye all,see ya real soon when this job thingy ends.

Always and forever,I'll be here.

2008-06-11T08:26:00.000-07:00

I VE GOT A JOB SO YAY FOR ME !

Dear Jasmine,pls cheer up.I know how hard things can really be right now but you got to pull through somehow ok.Life's like that,everything falls apart together but you know when things get better,life will turn around for you.Dont let boys who dont deserve you take you apart like that,not worth it right!You're gonna be a better person altogether at least i think i can prove that.Yeah so be happy kkz,you've everyone of us to support you through everything.Loveyou

A smile a day,keeps your troubles away.

2008-06-10T19:42:00.000-07:00

Money is the thing that flows out really easily. I need alot of self control,seriously!
Have not started on a single project,its gg.
I think..i really need to find time for myself and think about life.
Charmaine,Venetia & Dian are coming over now,Im thrilled!I think i miss my classmates.
Dinner tonight @ siglap. I cant wait.
For some reasons,Im looking forward to Thursday too.
My life revolves around practically the same thing,its getting mundane.

I think I m dumb,so much to an extend i need people to help me realise that.
Working towards a goal is getting exhausting,I might give up.
When i think about love,I feel like a loser.
When i reflect about myself,I feel like i am constantly changing.
I hope,thats not a bad thing.

I...am eating an orange.Like I've mention,I am changing my lifestyle.
I will have more fruits,I will jog,i will sleep.
I've been struggling through my sleeps for quite sometime.
I m now venting all the shit at my emotional troughs.K,better.

I miss the way life used to be.Things do change.
There's no other way i can treasure things more than i ever did.
Life,will get better eventually.
Believing in myself is the best thing i can do.Go Pris.

I might be a lil retarded now because its so friggin' early and its gonna be a long day.
Its gonna be a good day,I know it.
I know everything's random,but life just is!
I dreamt about attending my own funeral and now thats freaky.
I hope you all are having alot of fun this hols.
Sincerely,i wish you all true happiness.

Life's a bitch.Maybe not

2008-06-08T04:13:00.000-07:00

Life can be so taxing.You know what Im too tired,I mean it.

GINA !!Nice meeting you darling.Really appreciate everything yesterday,really hope to see you soon<3

& it will all get better in time.

2008-06-06T08:37:00.000-07:00

I love Fridays ,especially today !!! So anyhow me and my classmates went all the way to Yishun which is at the other end of sg??!Yeah sounds crazy and predictable its my first time in the west so wow.The first bad incident approached us when we first stepped down ok.Let m re- emphasize just stepped down. This guy was like " lai lai,ni men lai" whatever so he insisted that Sean touched his oh -so beautiful girlfriend. Let me recall some facts about this girl, weird pink fashion,diamond studded nails,Blondie and i dont wanna talk about her chio face cause its too chiooo get it. Okay we are very straight and norm so we dont go around touching people we dont know,esp chio peeps. He went on asking"where you all play 1"(wth i dont even get that) Sean replied"I dont play but i stay in Bedok". OHHH and we are asked to remember their faces ok,like ok i will so not forget because they have such memorable faces seriously!!!I wasnt even the least pissed ok,just felt damn entertained.

Anyway,we left Jonas with 85 missed calls because he was still sleeping and it was like 3 already!K so we all spent the whole day at this place playing majong,sleeping,singing,some guitaring,play dogging and more singing yeah. My mum has been nice recently,my curfew was extended to an hour later omg how nice !!!She gave me extra allowance this week without nagging and making dinner for 2 days!!

My classmates are awesome people. There's Charmaine who's always kind for all reasons in the world. She's the umbrella when its raining,like a friend in need is a friend indeed kinda thing yeah.Venetia who's a really happy aunty now,hmm but she's afraid of my hugs now!!Wont blow into your neck next time,just hug promise!!Dian too ,youre like the best singing partner and anyway you smell good :) Josh and Ryan who's omgnessly good at guitar,singing and being good companions .Sean aha great bfff aeaeaeaea yeah!!Thanks for paying for the cab home today,i owe you sometime ok. Jonas who's the ultimate asshole for provoking my outbreak and i am not having a good time with it ok.I hate you the most anyway.Pls dont oversleep all the time,beg you.

Hols are here,i need to plan a new lifestyle seriously!!Must make it work,I dont care.Anyhow,goodnight all i wont go to the west unless its an emergency ever again.Chill bye

Quick post.

2008-06-03T17:48:00.000-07:00

Cheers to all bad hair day people! I hate OB ya know.

I am going to get pass an econs paper later,everyone please pray for me.I need ladyluck so badly because i just realised Im completely clueless about what I've been studying!!Hmm 5 chapters,no big right??Oh no i cant even convince myself properly.

I really like accounting or should i say I am seriously thankful i took that back in nas so yeah the paper was pretty much a breeze.If i were to fail that,i can seriously just quit school forever.I am so hungry i can hardly study,i need food to do the perking up!!

Studying with Saml was unproductive for me,its my fault cause i was'nt the least focus.Next time you see me ah Sam,I am 100% chiongster. Wait & see.Heh hi
Hang out soon k,Cheryl,Sl & Zsa. That day was super fun,love you all.

Sweet dreams that wont come true,I leave it all for you

2008-06-01T00:53:00.000-07:00

Study @ Pp with Yl and Aliff. Because Yl was there,i miraculously felt like I am working hard,cause of her great pressence,i felt relieved even thou exams' here!!I like people who dont put alot of thinkings in their lives cause they're the people who are always carefree.To all girls who are deprived (Hi YL),you can look me up anytime,form some cool club and get over with life yo.

Yl stayed over. I dragged her out of bed at 8 this morning to go to town with me !!Ha the early bird always catches the worm dont they?Empty malls are cool,really.

Answer this prayer,just one last time

2008-05-30T07:23:00.001-07:00

When pain ends,will the world come to an end too?

Cause if you jump,I'll jump too

2008-05-27T04:47:00.001-07:00

She's da bomb and so is my bag. I hate friendster,it has some dysfunction since forever. Anyway I woke up late and I missed the first tutorial,ha.I attended APEL because the teacher is so pretty and she asks alot of redundant questions,i really like her. The journey back home with Saml was great ,but time's too short..for once i wished we both lived in Tuas or something.My exams on next week,Im not the least tense or even working. Something's terribly wrong with me and I am not bothered at all.I need to get into the groove of studying man,like everyone else around.Seriously,I've drive all nutshells into my O levels,its time for my break cause I've not gotten enough of fun. I feel like i am super deprived of my teenage years,its gonna be over soon.I wish i can always be 16 cause its the best time of my life,anything can happen when you're 16,like for real!

I think we're alone now,the beating of the hearts is the only sound

2008-05-26T04:47:00.000-07:00

I like today especially,it has been so bloody long since i felt like a day was priceless. Every little thing worked out for me,even economics.My dad's stepping in to discipline because poly has no rules at all thats why it rocks!!!I am not allowed to wear slippers/shorts/spag and i have to be with a jacket all the time!!!!!!I'll bear with this for another day well its the least i can do since he's only back for a while.

Can someone please show me the way out to fresh air?

A rising contentment

2008-05-24T03:14:00.000-07:00

Hi all you know I just completed my CSA individual shit which is a literal shit by name yes and I am feeling so relieved now!! Vaio has this cool webcam thing and I am just trying to be an idiot so yeah pls pardon me..oh it even take multi shots!!

Today's a depressing Saturday because of the workload. All TP people are so stressed up now,i mean for those who take time to sign in to Vbus!!! My dad's in town now for the weekends and for me its really alot of juggling between friends,family,work and time for myself.

Just got back from Rc after a damn heavy lunch that will amazingly last me through the rest of today.Caught Indiana Jones with the whole family,yeah we hardly do that but its really cool.Its a super awesome show,beats everything esle hands down.When youre in the theatre it just feels like youre in the adventure yourself.

My dad's gonna take me for a quick spree tmr because I've too much to be coping with now.Sounds really bad but yes i think I desperately need to map out a guideline for myself.

Dear Jacq,I am really touched when i read your letter.You're really such a kind person at heart and you always feel for everyone around you.Thou we were never really close,you always cared and at the lowest point in life,you are always there. You dont know how much people around love and treasure you the same dear. You are definitely one girl that deserves only the best and I hope you will stand strong one day love.I will be here to keep assuring you that everything's gonna be ok. Lastly,I really enjoyed your company yesterday even after so long. I love you Jacq,always will :)

Bye all,its homework time for me.

Dearest,Charmaine

2008-05-22T06:41:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY TO YOU SWEETIE. I HOPE YOU HAD THE MOST SHOCKING BIRTHDAY SURPRISE OF THE CENTURY THOU IT WASNT MUCH OF A SURPRISE. WE LOVE YOU SO MUCH OK,WE'LL ALL SING YOU A LOVE SONG TMR. LOVE YOU!

I LOVE YOU,VENNY,DIAN AND CHARMAINE.

Walk me home
I don't wanna go all the way alone
Baby would you walk with me home
Baby would you take my hand
Come with me now to a special land
Baby would you walk with me home

Gosh how cheesy....today has been a long day for me. Goodnight all,i might be able to catch some fresh air tomorrow.

Like really,Random

2008-05-20T05:53:00.000-07:00

Hi Dian,I am done with being sappy ok. I feel so stupid suddenly,i dont know, the heat has probably gotten into me or something.But its a damn good thing,i swear.School's not so bad cause there's no CSA lecture,school ended early and we chilled for 2 hours.I spent only 5 bucks today and i am gonna do that for another 2 days cause i am getting another bag.How stupid but thats how i work for things.Yesterday was really nice anyway,met kenneth,hc,lz,fel,yl and joel after almost a million years. I think we spent almost 3 hours at nyny which is probably the whole time.We took the long bus journey home and that was really when we got to catch up so yeah it was good.I really miss them alot.Like what kenneth said,friends always drift back somehow.

I dont know what I am typing,the thought of hockey practice is crazy.I am getting to lazy to prove my worth and everyone else is gonna win the bet.& because of that I have to freaking press on cause i dont wanna lose in this one.Cause of hockey,I am getting the ultimate pimple outbreak and its depressing,seriously!!But i am sleeping better now and its the best gift cause you've no idea how much i need it.Sleeping is my bliss,so damn all good dreams,i would rather catch my sleep.

On a day like this,will you remember hon?I know i did.

Can you hear me calling for you?

2008-05-18T07:58:00.000-07:00

Pictures from Alicia's house warming.

Jas came a lil late and i became a light bulb.

Dear jasmine,just believe me when i say time heals your wound ok. Try not to give a damn about everything for now,just let it blow over and i promise one day everything will get better for you. Take care love.

Things were pretty good today,Alicia's house is so beautiful and i prefer the location better!!Alot of drama happened recently and I am feeling quite depressed about it.No actually I am always emotional at night,it a very eccentric habit but i guess there are reasons. People around me are kinda down now so....shit bye

love is bliss,but a dire consequence at the same time.

2008-05-17T06:17:00.000-07:00

My first photo from the Polaroid with the most spastic looking Elmo. Charmaine's balloon burst during the process and that really explain our faces.

I had my ass stuck home the whole day and i did some tutorial at least.I m seriously very impress with myself today. I went jogging with my brother in the evening and we did the grocery shopping together.My brother is really growing up and its really faster than i think.On second thought,things would be better if time could just grind to a halt for now..I cant wait for tomorrow,Im sure its gonna be an awesome day.For now,its better to just sleep all sorrows away,dream of a desire like perhaps how i can change the world.

It has been so long now,i really wonder how're you doing.

I know that its so cliche,to tell you that everyday i spent with you is a new best day of my life

2008-05-16T18:00:00.000-07:00

TP's CCN day. Pictures all credit to Ryan

We spent almost 20 bucks on the fund-raising yesterday,for a very good cause i suppose . Spent the rest of day chilling with Jask and Saml at starbucks. I am watching Mtv kopi now or should i say I am patiently waiting for Mtv made to start so i can be motivated to work for the rest of today. I have a pile of work to do by today or i can jolly well stay home for the next 2 days.

I think being contented with life is the best gift anyone can ever ask for. Read the straits times,you will probably feel more fortuntate now really.If Sg ever get hit by a natural disaster,we're done for. There is this girl who has to get her leg amputated in order to be resued,seems like i can hear her cries from the picture itself. Sighs,I think i would rather be left to die than to go thru all that pain & agony.I should give thanks to god for I m so blessed afterall.

Gotta pick myself up where do i start?

2008-05-15T07:42:00.000-07:00

Because i cant turn to you when it all falls apart.
Dear you,please be ok. Like seeing everything thats happening today,its kinda scaring me. I know i cant contain too much of this shit all in a day.Everything has been bombarding on me and sometimes i really wonder how I m going to help someone when Im not even capable of taking care of myself.But all i know is,I really hope things turn better for you because i really need you. I dont say this all the time but i really really need you by my side. You made me stronger and you helped me though most of what I m going through,I just cant bear to watch you fall apart ok.
Goodnight my friend,i hope to see you in better shape soon.

a nick of time & a fallen fate

2008-05-13T04:06:00.000-07:00

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Hey bimbo. I had so much fun with you yesterday. I know our school tmetables clash like hell and we can hardly meet but still i love you ok.

These skies are turning grey,marks the closure of today.Some people,like me would probably be awaiting for a new hope or better,a new direction.I've been sentenced a life-long commitment in order to reach my peak.Im wondering if i could take another measure,a shortcut perhaps...All my life the search for this answer has been going on,when do pain ever end.

The thoughts running through the back of my mind is amazingly taking me apart somehow. At times like this,I dont need people to understand me ,i just need them to trust me. To believe that everything that i do,i am taking a risk to deal with my life. & most of all to believe that I m making the decisions cause i dont want to regret my life.

Its really ok to fall because somehow,someday we always pick ourselves up and we stand stronger than ever.

Crayons can melt on us for all i care

2008-05-10T08:02:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday Brandon & Weiru!! :) <3

Lone time no see you babe.

Brandon & Weiru's birthday celebration at cafe cartel was good. So many people turned up and it was almost a pri school gathering.My life is gaining a whole new meaning to it :) I really enjoyed all your company today.

Anyway the feud between me and my mum is getting huge.I hate this seriously,yeah and so much for a happy mother's day. K i gotta learn to let serenity get hold of my mind.

We are new people everyday.

2008-05-09T06:53:00.000-07:00

I love you,bestfriend :) Damn sad right,we're in the same campus but we only get to meet once a week for one pathetic hour.Me and Afiqah's outing got pushed back 3 weeks in a row,i have not seen Saml for like a week or so. I just met Hc after 2 weeks.Wth cant TP be smaller so we can see our friends everyday!!

Yay all its Friday,best time to get recharged and of course fulfilling my weekends.My dad's home for the weekends so it gives me a valid reason to skip hockey on sat!!! Me and my classmates chilled at starbucks after school for the longest time ever,everyone loves friday.

Actually i cant wait till next week because i am facing some major cashflow problem.I spent twice of my allowance this week plainly on food.Sounds really bad right,I need alot of self control seriously especially when it comes to savings.

I am getting stoned,like i said i dont seem to bother alot thats around me these days.Its only now when I am blogging,i tend to have the urge to just trash out my entire feelings.Things about the world,things about life,things about every issue,politics and now even economy is coming into the picture.The contents of my life can be so mundane,or am i now too occupied to even realise a thing.Now i know,i need this,i really do.

A story forever told but never old

2008-05-08T05:26:00.000-07:00

I took this from the compound of TP. Anyway i have been bumping into a lot of random people lately and i guess i really really miss them alot. Coincidence sure goes a long way,one way or another its affinity thats doing the trick i suppose.
I wonder if people in TP gain weight like crap or something,i mean you get good food everywhere in school and for like 3 times a day we enjoy sumptuous meals. Me and Charmaine are seriously turning into a little wonka factory of our own because we have endless supply of junk everyday.& after the good life you just automatically fall asleep during lecture accompanied by the comfort of the air -con. I am practically half-doomed if i continue with life this. Hold it,but i do hockey now so i guess its okay since I am promoting healthylifestyle. :)

School's cool today cause i made it through CSA lesson and I have been cut off the noobie club. 4 hours of break passed really fast and its only today i found the hidden talents of my classmates!!Accounting class was a drag. I am just so thankful i took Poa in sec sch or i would have given up this subject!Ok,I m quite motivated to get things right somehow soo I am going to study after this ,yes.

Life is such a dramatic cycle,all the ups and downs can drive you up the wall sometimes. Its pretty hard to hold on but somehow we just freaking have to. Going through shit aint a bad thing,learning and moving on is just a phase of it. I wish i dont have to grow up,because as we grow we are suppose to be maturing and get a lil more sensible as it goes but its tough it really is.Yeah being a kid is great,cause there are people to hold,guide and catch you when you fall all the time.

If anyone can make me a better person,you could.

2008-05-07T08:01:00.002-07:00

Life is so hectic now.I just had hockey and guess what i almost died.But again to prove my worth I have to do all it takes to keep myself alive .Yes plus i just cant stand pt cause I have not been running in like 7 months!!I am so freaking stress to even emphasize a little on trying. Projects and assignments,they just keep bombarding . This calls for S.O.S man, I need to get a freaking timetable so i can plan my life now.I mean it,ok bye.

Impluse.

2008-05-06T07:01:00.000-07:00

If only people can choose to do shit when they are implusive and be forgiven when they are better. Wouldnt that be nice.Im gonna be having servere tuesday blues from now because its a really long and draggy day!!Everything's just wrong today because everyone around isnt quite themselves.At least i know there are so many out there are who are probably standing where Im or perhaps worse.You've no idea how much I mean it when i say I m really too tired to bother about anything in the world.Whatever thats gonna get in my way,whatever. Everything happens for a good reason so let it be.I dont know how i can even come to this point,whereby fear isnt really an issue anymore.

I need a change in myself.

Till then,goodnight everyone. Cheers to all your birthdays!

You're always trying to keep it real & Im in love with the way you feel

2008-05-04T06:40:00.000-07:00

I am seriously quite TANNED now,how am i suppose to convince anyone about this! Chill at Nyny the whole time and guess who we bumped into of all people on the world,Mr Chris. Hmm and for some reasons i get prank ed on very easily!! When we got the bill,we had like 2 receipts and obviously one came from someone else's!!!So the waiter said we were suppose to pay for both because Mr chris freaking left the place without paying wth!!! I was so taken aback by this man cause i have no cash at all and C'mon who the hell gets their students to pay for their meals!Cant believe it,he can actually set this whole thing up with the waiter.It scared the hell out of me and damn it ok,all of you should see how much Mr chris ordered!!!
Chronic pranks,yet you can just keep falling for it over and over again. School's up tmr,how depressing but i should be happy with myself since i mange to compete my assignment before i went out today. Bye everyone,you all should be very wary of teachers these days.

We should make jerseys cause we make a good team

2008-05-03T07:26:00.000-07:00

Today's my first hockey practice day.Well very very surprisingly,i enjoy the sport alot and Im really motivated to go for trainings at least once a week.Give me a chance,we can definitely see a change from aesthetics to sports.The weather today is really scorching man,I can totally see the distinct diference in my skin colour now.My muscles are aching so bad and Im so exhausted.It has been at least half a year since i last do sports seriously!!

I rushed to Tmall to meet Zsa,Szeling &Cheryl right after practice.It has been forever since I last met them and today happen to be the perfect time.I hope everyone is coping with life somehow,school sounds so torturous or am i just taking life too easy now?Another week has passed and I am not working towards a resolution at all.Ok,Im getting started next week,a good time to pick up and prove my worth!!

I had to cab home and rush to ryan's gig.Ha, my classmates are very very supportive people right.We all paid 14$ for supporting fees and one free drink!!!Spent the rest of my day with Charmaine and it was so romantic because there isnt an instance whereby we both have nothing to talk about.It just goes on and on and somehow I really like that connection. :)
I cant help it but to state details cause my day has been so meaningful and it has been a long time since i felt so drained.Goodnight everyone

Now,take a leap of faith

2008-05-02T03:51:00.000-07:00

Im deprived. Perhaps i have been trap in this circle for too long and right now I just seem to forget how is it really like to be loved. Today as i was walking down my memory lane,i passed my dream house,and just like any other day i would stop and let all the memories of before flow through my mind. Today things are different. A good change in fact.

For the past few weeks,walking pass that house would pain me somehow.Cause the best part of this house,it was you. This house established part of my dreams and it gave me a motivation to work hard for my future. I always wanted life to end up over here,in this particular house which i wanna live in for the rest of my life.But today,exceptionally today. I manage to smile when i walked down the same lane. I realised that luxury isnt gonna be the thing that makes happiness happen. You just need two people to be in love,to be really happy for the rest of your lives. Now i finally know,even if I dont get to live in such a luxurious place in future,its still gonna be okay.People might be at the most desperate edge of their lives sometimes.We would go right down on our knees to get just what we want. But eventually,they stand up and realise that its not very worth it at the end of the day. It came to me that people who genuinely loves you inside,they will never let you be alone at this edge.They not only stand by you forever,but they will fall with you if you choose to let go.

Dear beautiful,may i get you from the pouring rain?Its warm here in my arms

2008-05-01T05:37:00.000-07:00

There are a 100 over photos but I need to go rest.I mean i seriously need a break from tonight.It has been tearing me apart and its good Im still in one piece because there are some who caught me before i fell.Anyway we celebrated jas's bday and as you can see ,we have a great time,camwhoring,having great food and mostly talking,catching up with our lives.I am too tired and at the same time i want to talk to someone so i can feel better.

Hi Jas i hope today has made your bday a lil more meaningful,keep the balloon okay :) I had a lil embarassment of my own holding it for 15 mins.I'll edit the post tmr.Night all

Definitely,maybe

2008-04-28T06:41:00.000-07:00

I just got my new vaio and its the prettiest thing ever..for now that is.I really have to credit my uncle and aunt for helping me out in getting everything done and making my life so much easier.They are seriously the most efficent people you can find at times like this.

School has been so good to me,I mean it gets me going and I've not take my mind off in such a long time.I really look forward to school alot,esp with my classmates around.

I went to town today with Charmaine,dian,Ryan,Sean & Jonas after school.Caught the movie,Definitely maybe and it got all the girls tearing seriously.Okay maybe its just a very wrong time to be watching shows like this.

Anyway right now,the star signs are probably hitting all over the place and thats why things are getting quite rough for everyone around. Sometimes,we really do hope things just work out one way or another but time is the only cure to every wound.I've been taking various paths and risks in my life and whatever that happens comes solely from my own decisions.The way things are now might not be exactly the way I pictured but at least I know I try.Thats good enough to just keep life the way it is for now.Problems just cant stop getting at you sometimes and the weight on your back just gets heavier each day.Maybe all of us should just start learning to lift the burdens and get some rest aye.

This calls for a freshmen's party

2008-04-25T21:22:00.000-07:00

School's out,lets have some fun people. Oh I am wishing you Happy birthday right now dearest Venetia :) You're our class da jie da really,thanks for always planning and organising everything babe,your efforts are well appreciated.

Hope your birthday will be an extreme blast this year.Cheers!

Kay now my life's moving a lil too fast,i dont even have a vivid memory of how this week has just past.