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Im deprived. Perhaps i have been trap in this circle for too long and right now I just seem to forget how is it really like to be loved. Today as i was walking down my memory lane,i passed my dream house,and just like any other day i would stop and let all the memories of before flow through my mind. Today things are different. A good change in fact.

For the past few weeks,walking pass that house would pain me somehow.Cause the best part of this house,it was you. This house established part of my dreams and it gave me a motivation to work hard for my future. I always wanted life to end up over here,in this particular house which i wanna live in for the rest of my life.But today,exceptionally today. I manage to smile when i walked down the same lane. I realised that luxury isnt gonna be the thing that makes happiness happen. You just need two people to be in love,to be really happy for the rest of your lives. Now i finally know,even if I dont get to live in such a luxurious place in future,its still gonna be okay.People might be at the most desperate edge of their lives sometimes.We would go right down on our knees to get just what we want. But eventually,they stand up and realise that its not very worth it at the end of the day. It came to me that people who genuinely loves you inside,they will never let you be alone at this edge.They not only stand by you forever,but they will fall with you if you choose to let go.