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I feel like a so screwed up kid.I splurge too much and i gotta stop before freedom is abolish.I think i have to get back in touch with my books somehow or at least do something financially.Anyway the events today stirred up quite abit of emotions but well i am glad it ended off well.We should really applaud the planners for the efforts and ideas.
For the past few days i have been spending alot of time outside,catching movies and baking.Alot yes alot.Afiqah's really great,i think without her help nothing could probably get done.I really hope the whole fund-raising event is not gonna disappoint us.
I am getting myself into mishaps if i dont start taking some care of my health seriously.It really scares me how time could fly so quicky,even in a blink of an eye wouldnt fit that description.Pretty soon i will probably be seeing myself working my way to disney,yeah hopefully!No,or maybe i should pull myself out of such random thoughts of the world and just keep doing what i am doing.

Another thing i would really like to share about this really wonderful guy in my life right now and i really hope he's reading this.Thank you for all the little things that you really went the extra mile for.Sometimes i feel as thou my appreciations towards you can never be compared to all that you've done for me.In fact thank you for even making this whole thing work out again even when you know its going to be a painful ending.You dont know how much it means to me after all that we were put through.But I am glad we're given a chance to rekindle the past and its not how long its gonna last but the timespan that we have together,I am grateful.This story that we share sounds dramatic but somehow i really wanna live in it for a longer time.Love make things happen.
<3
Im such a lucky girl :)

posted by Priscilla Siah @ 3:54 AM 0 Comments

If you believe in love,hold on tight.Perhaps its gonna come back one day,someday just not today.Destiny failed us once more,lets bring faith& hope back into the picture,maybe things can be better.

Signed,me.

posted by Priscilla Siah @ 4:33 AM 0 Comments

Hello you.Its has been a week and a lil more than that.I must say it has been a very screwed up week.I think prelims are coming at the very wrong time,there's no space and i mean NO space for revising at all,just how cruel school can be.
Ya right they have interest at our hearts.Everyone might probably gotten over that bulllshit a decade ago.How do we make success happen when it doesnt even exist at all.I feel so tired i think my skin is starting to crumple up and my eyesight is starting to fail me.
I have been allowing all the fog of lethargy and distractions empower myself.This is the best way i could portray my resentment towards studying right now.

I dont feel ready for the examination cause obviously i am not taking things in very good stride.My mind wonders off more than a mile away most of the time.I know i worry too much unnecessarily and i put my mind to things i shouldnt even be bothered with.I grew up like that and i suppose i have to carry on living with that.

I feel better,just have to get something to ease my hunger and do some work.Gosh,i think my parents are right about everything.Sometimes the things they say can make alot of sense.In this case maybe only my dad plays that role.
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Hey,i wish you're really okay right now.I really dont wanna see you sad and all.I know not everything we do work out they way we want it,but at least you know you have already tried your hardest and i think that matters.Seeing you cry and pouring out everything somehow makes me feel really helpless.I just wanna let you know,I 've been there.& girl you gotta stay strong because you know you deserve more than this.Its too bad people enjoy taking full advantage without appreciating.Its not worth it.

posted by Priscilla Siah @ 7:52 PM 0 Comments

I need a new gesture for my blog.How about good morning Sunday!
I guess retrieving my life back could be postponed,I need to do something about my studies.As i was revising back yesterday i realised that there's so much brushing up i have to do and there's only a week left.Save me save me.

I shall go download the songs that i've been looking for and read the papers.Oh and maybe grab some breakfast.Today shall be very mournful(:

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