These people are so nice to be working with except for the fact that they like lying to me because they think i am
gulliable.I clearly state here,I AM NOT.(:
I need to turn in real soon because i need to channel all my energy for work tomorrow.Again like i have mentioned,i have no life yet.Being away from school can be a very bad thing because your brains dysfunction most of the time.Oh yes i can finally get over the O level results fit.I did up to what i expected ,so yes i guess i would urge anyone else taking the
Olevels to study at your own pace and consistency would do good!!If i can amazingly do it,anyone can!
Life has started to be busy for now.Work has been less tiring,lost of lies going around but a lot of fun at the same time.I cant wait for a lot of things to come,2008 is pretty unpredictable.Anyway i lost my Form A on the first day and i had to go all the way down to MOE just to send in my choices.Please pray i make it into my first choice!!!!
CNY is drawing near and this gives me a very valid reason to buy new clothes!!I will definitely seize the chance to go to Hk in march again!I am gonna be so free for almost 3 months omgzxz and i will be in such devastating condition.
Hi all i desperately need a haircut.I can hardly see myself now,really.
I am still nursing my all-in-one package inclusive of cough,
sorethroat&flu.I stayed over at my cousin's place again how cool its like twice in 2 weeks.We had a great movie Marathon session until.........................and i got so pissed for a while.I know this is so redundant but yeah its good if i can let it out for a bit.Okay,better.
Results are gonna be out this
friday omgzxzx,i know i am scared.I think i mention this once at least on every post and sometimes when i get too tense i will have a short summary of how traumatised i am about it.Like now,I have issues with the
Olevels & serious ones.
Anyway,this is for you Amanda
Siah for being cute,sexy & retard inside.
Happy 7 months
yj.Still counting alright and i love you so so so much.Thanks for tolerating so much for the past 7 months and i know its getting past your limits somehow.I am truly sorry for everything that i've said or done to hurt you darling.You are such an awesome Bf and i am telling the world right now because i am really proud of you :D
Kisskiss bye.
Can we please have another stayover soon!!?
& there you will meet the closest people to me.
So hi!I am staying at home today,finally.Actually i am feeling extremely faint for some reasons.Let me share my nightmare,here goes.I was having a bloody lump in my throat which concludes it might be a sore throat and i had to go up and down almost 6 times to get warm water.I tried so hard to turn myself in which seems almost impossible the whole entire night.Yep so guess what i was even in time to see my brother off to school today.The main reason is definitely cause of vocal classes,it has been straining my voice a lot. I insist on having laksa for lunch and for some weird reasons I enjoy aggravating the pain in my throat.I am officially sick.
Okay the lastest season of American idol is seriously interesting,I meant solely the audition part.The irony contents are so hilarious god.
I have decided to save my recent pay for something not worth it but i am still buying it.I've always been using my money to buy in bulk but now things change.Things always change for me .(:
Its weird because I feel i should settle in and start reading a lot for some psycho reasons.There is this very strong urge for me to enter a Jc if i can make it.Well maybe if i stay on the lighter subjects it wouldnt be so bad for me...right?Since I am not exactly smart at all,i should probably aim for a mediocre college.I've such tough luck sometimes,seriously!!Just wait till i get back my results before i can convince my self that my luck will turn around someday.
I would desperately wanna achieve as much as i can in my life.Not cause of my future,but dad.
I could still vividly remember how disappointed he was when i got balls results for my PSLE.I wouldnt blame the fact that everyone around me are all geniuses,better workers or luck but sometimes things just dont work out the way we planned.I hate it especially when they compare me with the other kids because everyone are born with different talents and its just how we appreciate that.It has never made me any more motivated or even inferior sadly,I am still very clearly convinced that we shouldnt even be comparing in the first place.
I realised i have
absolutely no life.I would rather be in school studying my ass off.People who gets into
PAE are so fortunate,seriously.Firstly,they have a life,they learn something new everyday,they meet new people and most importantly!!!!Its 2 points off from O level!!I cant wait to get pass the results,it determines how my
CNY will be for me.The thought of it scares the hell out of me even till now,i know i am nuts but but is it possible not to eh?To have a brief summary of how my days are like...Working at
marriott and its okay because time flies too quickly.In case you
dont know the days are real short for me and its bloody reality.
I spent every cent i earned,as long as money comes in it always goes out.
Saturday was an awesome day with my long lost cousins.I like it when we all talk you know especially the heartfelt talks and all.I stayed over night by the way and being with them always somehow expand my dreams of working for Disney.
Omg is it me or am i really tired..I cant even seem to blog like a human.I've been lodging complains to myself,convincing the impossibles and mostly stoning
ALOT.
I wanna eat my lip smacker up right now because it smells so good,
I wanna purchase the entire set of
lipsmacker online no kidding.
I.need.a.life.absolutely.
Hi this is
Newyorknewyork and its a really nice place to chill out really really.Look at my root beer float
omgz its like the most heavenly thing ever.
Fel's very
chocolatety waffle ice-cream!!
Oh and by the way we were doing very major shopping that day and i got a new top.Just one okay because even thou i have better spending power now its like my hard earned money!!Yeah and i know the value of it man.See like just buying one top will cost my one day pay..and just so you know i worked my head off and i bet it was worse for
fel and
yl cause they worked the full day!!As for me..............
hahahahas,I get exhausted too easily.
I found myself walking endlessly yesterday,somehow. I dont have a very good sense of direction thats for sure, thats why i end up maybe walking a few miles more than an average person does.
Anyway i have to mention that yesterday's banquet was soo cool so i am gonna share it!!Yes boonlay sec had their dinning (thingy) at Marriot please.Its only then i realised how pathetic my school can be.But whatever at least we got to experience something.Of course if only my school goes loose on the budget it would probably be better for all!!& i have not reach the best part!!They were allowed to dress formally(Attention not factory-like uniforms omg) Now there are so many "if onlys" streaming in.
I had dinner with Yiqin,Jolene & Brandon at Allie& D's working place.It was really a great way to end of my taxing day :D
Hello,I've not been blogging for a while.Life have been pretty happening for me these days.Anyway my trip to school was a blast okayzx omg the drama peeps are so mean but i still love them so very much.Haha but if i were still in school i think i'll still be a dick cause i will never attend drama sessions. (: Plus entering the school really starts bringing back a lot of the past like how I even started off my secondary years.I feel so old seriously,but its not a bad thing,i dont want to be studying my entire life.
Working is..............tough but fun at the same time.Now just how do i explain this.Okay tough because the dishes were so heavy,they expect no spillage(obviously ignoring the fact that people do make mistakes),portion the food,clean up,see the guest eating,wasting food.
Its fun because the people there are nice,good heads and i feel well paid(Only for me cause this is my first time). & the best part right now,I've more $ to buy more clothes.
I hope I am gaining quality experience from here.Priscilla is officially more responsible and independent yeah bullshit?
The O level results do haunt me everyday cause omg that day is so near so I am just yeah...putting my mind to other things right now.You know if i do not do anything my mind will wonder off panicking about the results.So yes,I go out everyday cause i dont wanna leave my butt at home.Either working,shopping or catching a movie.Now i really feel like baking with afiqah again.We keep baking nutella muffins to sell but we have not taste it for real.I dont mind selling them again thou,if i have a list of orders like the last time.
I wanna try new icing and bake a chocolate-mint cupcake.
So there are some important things to do right now.First,read the newspaper.Redo my plans on thursay(cancel music class).Shop for worthy clothes,bake chocolate mint and have less food.
Yes so goodbye!
Hi everyone do meet the one and only Sully from
MonsterInc.So yeah I have been going out a lot since i got back from
hk because there's nothing to do at home i swear.No books,no more studying,no chores ,no
tv show and
disney's still my personal favourite. I will be going to school
tmr for some drama club thingy and I am looking forward to that
omgzx.It feels so different to not be in school at this time of the year,even walking down the streets could be that empty.This weekend would totally be burned off working so yeah i am trying hard to enjoy my life now.
My whole family tree's screwed up okay.Whats family without love eh and I am not talking about family internally,I am actually
refering to the whole entire lot.I wished none of this ever happened and this
chinese new year would probably be more meaningful.I
dont understand or maybe i can never understand why does everyone
persue only wealth in their lives.You know wealth
isnt everything sadly and it wont take you anywhere yet some are so willing to die for such value.If you've worked extremely hard for something,you'll just earn it somehow.I
dont see the need to be fighting for something that
dont belong to you in the first place.First you'll lose it eventually,secondly wont you bloody feel guilty for the rest of your life,thirdly i think you're a sick asshole . (:
Anywayz.Yep i was looking through the
abercrombie online shop and i came across a few that i would really wanna add it straight up to my
wishlist!!Really i wanna visit the store in
Newyork one day i think its so awesome,just take a look at it even the polo look so appealing!!
OMG I LOVE YOU pretty clothes.My dad is usually the one who gets them for me whenever he visits but now..chances are very slim.
Hmm i am still searching hard for a dress in town..maybe i should try the island shop!
Happy new year all.Its like 2008,seriously it is.Okay
dont start pressuring yourselves with all the new year resolutions and all okay just let things take its course very naturally.Okay maybe I am just saying that because i
dont usually
fulfil my tasks .I hope after all the bullshit,i will be a better person this year and you know grow up for a bit.
& for those who have been enquiring about my job,I am quite close to losing it because of the insane working hours.Apparently there's
alot of mixed feelings going on between my family and things
hasnt been very smooth for me.First comes this job which is so tough and then comes my parents who wont automatically put their shoes into mine.I
dont mind hanging on to get this experience because I too naive in this world.Most of us only see things on the surface and for most even handling a friendship is a problem.So i thought why not a better challenge right?Ha but
dont try if you have parents like mine.Its okay to protect us but its not okay to start being unreasonable.I
dont want to see my parents as controls freaks but more of cause they still care a lot about me.I know that okay,I do.
Seriously if you're intending to get a job,its better to have a trustworthy friend with you.(I have 2 guardian angels beside me)Next make sure your parents approve the working hours and they know the people around.& most importantly work hard solely for the experience!!I am only a waitress working in a banquet in case you wanna know and i am really happy with that job (: I learnt how important it is to respect the working people out there because they strive really hard just to earn that money for their families.Yeah..so in a way,there's a lot of morals here.There's no need to be ashamed of whatever you do as long as you enjoy that position alright. :D
Anyway school's starting for some
tmr right??Yes i hope you all are all ready and packed up.The first days are always fun!But at least there's no need for me to wake up early
anymoree!I'll miss ya
Jacq,thanks for everything you said to me all this while & Cheryl
dont forget about keeping up your orientation yeah!
Have a great night all(:
