Things always choose to crumble down at the same point of time.I '
ve decided to take a good break for sometime ..or should i say a break i should have taken a long time ago.
I realised i am the kind who is willing to sacrifice for a lot of things but when it comes to my own,I find myself lost.Maybe i have not been doing
alot or anything constructive in my life.I am just practically looking for an answer to death. I really need to understand why can life be this fragile and maybe only then i will wake up to discover a meaning to it.
Just pray for a recovery,the next time,I will be so fine. :)Till then,I'll see you all
Ps:I swear I hope there's something i could do,just anything to make it better for you.
This is the hardest story that I've ever told
No hope, or love, or glory
Happy endings gone forever more.
I need a long break.............................like really long.Its so late now and i am contemplating if i should get that bag.
I cant believe myself,i tried to turn in at 8 and now i am up cause of a bag!!If only shopping can be a form of exercise,i would probably be extremely fit.
I am having this current ambition of voluteering as a part time counsellor,no kidding .
I want my life to be meaningful for now :)
Spiderwick is an awesome show.
Today was made into a great day.
Bye all.
Life is definitely making a turn around. HII!! Today has been good. Got a belt from haji lane after ages so yay.I think Saml and I wont be going there for a good long time. Dinner with Fel and janice totally made my night and its almost impossible for me to turn in now because i had alot of food.What irony I am getting sleepy as I am typing this.
I miss having Hk cafe in the morning for some reasons. Gosh when is everything gonna officially end.If you think life is miraculously a bed of roses than you need a serious reality check.Yeah
Anyway cause i am random......Hi i miss you ,clique,jacq ,catherine hii,s,d k yeah.
I made a fugly looking bracelet yesterday,I am sure i wont wear it but if ANYONE is interested you can buy it from me!!I will let it go at 3 bucks. :) No,I am kidding.
I hope everything turns out well. I wish you can just tell me whats wrong.Gosh,mistakes are harder than i thought.Okay I am finally seeing the light at the end cause i convince myself every second that everything happens for the best reasons.It really does anyway.
Today has been great for a sunday.I look forward to meeting my cousins everytime and especially today,it has been really heartening. I love you,melia.
Hello everyone. I realised that life can bring alot of cuteness whenever i see my little cousin,Jesper.
Anyway first things first,Happy 17th birthday SEANTAN. Your birthday was the biggest blast i swear,i bet everyone else had just as much fun as i did.It was also only then..i realised i miss my life alot. A setback is only set up for a comeback i suppose.
We had last minute plans than day.Yl and fel came over to stay for the night.Their company has always gievn me more joy so yes lets do it again this monday!!! :)
Step up 2 is an awesome movie,whatshername has made me drown in her beauty and i am definitely more motivated to be a girl.
Take chances in your life,you may not be in the winning team but it was a good try anyway :D
Someday,i swear life's gonna get better.Or maybe it already is so good i am kinda taking it for granted.You know what,I should be instantly happy.Saml has been with me for the past few days and she has given me great awesome company.You know like going to ecp just to let me let things out,shopping,applying for tp and today working together so life has been very cool.I am still thrilled at the thought of money flowing in.& i cant wait for this saturday because Fel and yl are going to stay over omgzx.It good that Im very occupied.
Sometimes i really do wonder whether life works out the best for us.I mean suffering is the process not a phase right.Time after time people are just bound to get hurt somehow no matter how happy or bubbly they can be.Life is too realistic,it just moves on.
I quit.
Just another day,wish it would always come and go away.
My baggage is too full to fit everything else but my am i glad i got everyone just what they wanted & more of course.I feel sickly suddenly.Bye
Tmr will be my last day in Hk. Marks the last day of shopping and when i get back to Sg,it will be back to the old times...I wish i could find a job still.
Happy 17th birthday PHYLICIALEE!!!Hi babe i really hope you will enjoy this day to the fullest because its really not everyday we get bday gifts you know!!:) I am so sorry I am not there but maybe we can still go out when i come back okay.Just so you know you rock my life very hard. Love love love longer time than Wp.
I went to causewaybay today,my favourite place in hk and you know what!!!!I bought something from Giodano omg whats wrong with me.So anyway today has been a great day because i am determined to make it a good day so there it is.
Hi my dear good best fantastic amazing and wondrous friends,you all are too too nice and I declare my love forever to you all.Bye goodnight,i think i should get the most random award.I like Paul smith.
Helllo!!!!!I am done with all the enrolment
shitz omg.When i
wouch down to
Sg i swear its the first thing I am gonna be done with. Oh oh see
Hk,pretty huge eh. :)
I am extremely well taken care of by my dad.I have full course meal all the time and my dad babysits us like ... a dad.My extreme lack of vocab has in turn made me blog this way.
It really does look like as thou a typhoon has just swept past the house.But it really is a very comfy place you know..for three, that is.
So i was saying,my dad takes really good care of us.First he will send us to all kinds of treatment.Hair,face,eyes yeah you just name it. I feel a lot different somehow or maybe I am just convincing myself psychologically.
Hee,hi.
I am feeling a lot better now.I cant wait to get back to
sg because there are a lot of things I have to tend to. And of course things that i need to sort out..soon.I hope things will stop falling apart for awhile.There's just no right or wrong in doing things,we just have to move on with whatever decisions we make. L.I.F.E sums this up very shortly.
Some random things.
I am addicted to Juno soundtrack.
I just had a major shopping trip,I know my friends will be pleased. :)
Tights overload!!
I bought a speaker for my ipod,how mature.
H & M is a good place to shop,cheap and good i like. (Hi melia,i got stuff for ya)
Hair treatment is definitely working out for me.
I need to find a new bag urgently!!!I have like 2 days of shopping left.
I wonder why am i feeling so blank-out
Catherine is a super wooper fantastic girl.
Life is so short.
I cant wait for f & y's sleepover.Soon!!
Dad rocks my butt.
Goodnight.
Miss you.
Love you still.
Bye priscilla.
shitzx
I am starting to have a deep connection with the environment.
Day1 in H
k. Still pretty depressing but I am totally getting the groove of shopping.I feel like i am currently dealing with an
impulsive & reckless shopper,me.
I love my dad to the core and
that's all I can really think of humanly now.
Hi all,yesterday i met up with
lovely 1 :
& unpredictably lovely 2 :
Of cause being lovelies,they got me:
Just to cheer me up and it really worked even if i might be diabetic in the later part of my life.& to all that have been with me ,helping me to stand on my feet again,
i'd tell you that you gave me more reasons to be living on well and happy everyday.Okay people namely,
Yl fel,
allie,
fii,
saml,
jm,
cj ,perfect stranger & you know who you are.You all make me feel so blessed or maybe too blessed sometimes.Its amazing how you all can withstand hearing me talk/blab and just cry really
thats why i ought to be more thankful.I realised that one day and( it better be soon) i will have to be strong for everyone of you and i also know that I am not alone in this.Its just a going phase that would be coming one day and evidently ,it has chose it to be today.
This would be my last (hopefully) recalling the bits and pieces of the past yj.I dont feel desperate anymore and i just need people around to know that you've truly been the best thing that have happened to me so far.I thank you with all my heart for giving me such a beautiful 8 months of my life and i would never never ask for more.Here is my story and i hope this will be kept in your memory too.
Honestly,I've not been sleeping well at all for the past 2 night.I dread not being able to sleep but still i kept myself away from the sleeping pills.When i dont sleep,i start to think about everything and naturally I'd still think about you.Like i 've said,i wont be able to totally let go right now but I will one faithful day.I worry about you for the fact that you're not taking good care of yourself.You have school till late and just yesterday you told me that you're up nursing your rash when it was like what??1 plus am.You have to get up at 5 just to study and i dont feel that it is healthy the way you are juggling your own life.I cant do anything to interfere anymore but you really have to be well okay.Especially in this predicament,I really wish i could be the one too see you through.
Just so you know,I will still try to be your friendforever,thats what you want right :) I will and if there's anyone you need to turn to,I will always be available to you.
You've done alot for me and i appreciate every bit of it.I dont just because i've lost but i always did appreciate everything you've done.To be true,it was a little hard for me to forgive you to just abruptly end everything like that but after sorting things out I am reminded that I am a lucky girl yj.Its true when they say its better to have loved and lost than to never have loved at all.
I was reading through the letters you used to write for me and wow i must say it has been the time of my life when Im with you because you were so sweet to me.We might not have made forever and ever happen but we made the most beautiful times.We've been through so much together and now without you Im still a lil clumsy on my own :) But its okay,even babies will walk on their own one day.
Dear other half,
Thanks for once....
waking up during an unearthly hour just to bring me for breakfast.& you will always take the trouble to pick me up from my house and of course sending me back to my doorstep time and time again.
buying me a couple ring,signatures as a commitment and engraving your love to me.
being able to work hard with me during our Olevels and i am still proud of your grades till now.
staying over at my place after prom night and when the first thing i woke up seeing you stroking me..i felt like we just got married the day before. :) :D
going to pp alone just to get the m}phosis dress that i wanted.It was hard for a guy to walk in to a ladies store alone but you did anyway.
taking care of me whenever i fall sick,putting the towel on my forehead and staying by my side.You know because of that i didnt mind getting sick always :)
Taking a whole trouble just to meet me at Japan !!!Thou time was short but it felt like a honeymoon.
going shopping with me,giving your weird opinions and no matter how much you loathe shopping you came along just to be good company anyway
catching all the movies with me and now i feel empty cause i am totally missing out.
being silly all the time and you know deep down inside i am laughing at how cute you can be.
the list really does goes on but lastly i thank you for such a good family because i always wanted one.You mum is an angel really :)I still love her a lot .
So yj,stop blaming yourself for anything,if anyone is to be blamed,it can only be me okay.Just recall everything you have done for me and you wont feel like a jerk at all.I've sorted things out very clearly and i can no longer bring myself to hate you and in fact i dont mind going through every obstacle so that we can be together later or next life maybe :) Even if its a NONO then you know i am gonna thank god for letting me have you.
I hope this will clear things up a bit and yeah i wish you well.
Yours always.
Priscilla.
I gave my all for you,
now my heart's in two
And I can't find the other half
It's like I'm walking on broken glass,
better believe I bled
It's a call I'll never get
Its.over. I am not having a good time . Why am i such a fool.I need someone to marry me off now. I need a compass because i am lost. Yes,tell me I'm okay. I wanna let it out so bad. You didnt truly love me did you fuck. Sorry,bye.I think Im okay now.
Hello everyone!How have life been.The pictures below are from my cruise trip okay so yah its only part of what i have because of time constrain. Life for me has been quite a storm but I am seriously getting through it quite nicely now.Hmm,just pray for the better please & thank you.
Goodnight all. Love,me.
