hello,
the week is just tiring for me,as you know the drama performance will be on sunday.
The ticket sale was alright and i am just glad mrs norani wasnt that angry.hahas
Really hope that the play will be a good one for the audience.
Tired,and worn out
sometimes i wish there was just guidiance for me.
it seems like it has been forever that you'been gone
Everything is just f- up.Really really and i need a life.
you should too.bye
Hey yo!
Whats up lately?I am finally back home and my parents are fianlly home as well.Have been very restless the whole week at my granny's,yeah cause of the baby,jesper.I had no idea how tough taking care of a baby could get,yeah like how hard right!Omg,dont even try!
But he is like the cutest thing.!(: Shall try to upload his picture sometime,yeah really cute one.
Then watched the world cup,well actually wasnt suppose to..But my uncle placed some bets..yeah italy won!!
Usually,its like the normal routines..Sometime,me and my anut would go do abit of shopping,take jesper for a walk..and will have dinner out at night.Believe it or not,i swam 3 times this week.And the week went by just so quickly.
My dad is really nice..got us a good dinner and he is gonna spend more time with us .yeah,good huh(:
By the way.Please try to come down and support drama club's play okay??cause alot of time and effort is put into this..so yeah its really worth it.Get tickets from me alright(:!
life
Have you ever tried comforting yourself with the silliest reasons in the world.?
Cause the world seems to be ending and the skies are falling,and all alone ,tears are flowing helplessly.We cant just pretend its the end,no matter what it has to be moving on.
Life,its means family, friendship,love,romance,fun,humour,sadness,depression,dark,fantasy,society,money making and most importantly faith.Surely we go through all this the same,be it whether the wealthy or poor.The best thing in life is that everyone is given the same opportunities and chances to persue their own dreams.
We measure everything in terms of fairness and equality.Sometimes the grass seems to be greener at the other end,yeah cause things are only viewed from the surface.
Too much that we have,and not knowing how to appreciate.Too much to lose before we could regret.
My family,is just like any other .But i really cannot understand why i feel different being in the family.Questions like..why cant my mum use a softer approach in disciplining me?why cant my mum take some time off and listen to me and understand?why cant my mum just be like any other mums?It a great thing that my family members are very encoraging most of the time,i mean when they tell me my mistakes ,i am able to take it to heart and really try to correct myself.My mum just flares and unreasonably without leaving some space to hear my explainations.Sometimes we just argue without a reason or maybe because we dont want to lose to the other party.I know how much i have hurt my mum ,with words but same thing she hurts me with words too.iI have made many promises to god but somehow i always fail to fulfil them,its really frustrating to keep repeating the same mistakes over and over again,i am upset with myself right now cause i have let my parents down. Till today,i have never really achieve anything to be proud of,not even after how much my parents have invested in me.
Maybe i dont know what hard work or hardship is.I must say my parents have really spoonfed me since young,and right now its like ..i have seen much of the outside world.Like how people out there are suffering..why my mum is always helping others etc.
Take my Dad,to me i am really glad and fortunate to have a good daddy like him because i know he really loves the family so much that sometimes he really hides all the pain and hardship to himself.I know how stress he can get from work especially when he is away from home all the time.I love my dad too and i really dont know how were gonna do wothout him.i hear him on the phone and i could sense..the woes ,sadness ,stress and everything that he was going through yet he tried to cover up all that,Probably thats the reason why,i have never told my dad any of my problems i face,cause being a daddy of mine isnt easy either.He has been away for so long and this father's day will be missed.
Its not that i dont wanna do well to please my parents.Sometimes they just dont see alot of things..like our own time when we study or when we face stress ourselves.
Even the tiniest success isnt important isnt it?cause to me,my mum never seem to be happy with my results not to mention my behaviour.If i have failed in a test.she would ask why cant i get just a simple pass?On the other hand if i pass the paper she would ask why is it just a simple borderline pass?To her i have never put in any effort in doing anything in life,to her i am useless in whatever i do .To her philosophy,a person who works hard will produce results.!
No,its doesnt work all the time..To me,everything that you do,you must have faith in yourself,and believing that you're going to do it!No matter the outcome,the process is more important .
Even Thomson Edison failed many attempts before he arrived at his goal,reason being is because he has never given up hope on his inventions and most importantly,he has never give up hopes on himself.
I am sorry that i cant make it up to you .
Love ,its all about making great sacrifices .Yeah i realised i am not worth of my parents'love ..Before wanting others to love you,you gotta learn to love others too and loving unconditionally.Its a success if love has overcome hatred,from enemies to friends to lovers.
We are all meeting new people everyday,and knowing new people means knowing new personalities and differences.Were all different,thats why we are all so special .We must learn to accept the differences between one another and treasuring the difference that we dont have and of course learning from them.Well,thats the best way to improve ourselves.
The feeling of love is sercurity and guidance,just like being in love and being able to do things with your partner is being blessed with happiness too.I dont know but its just magical ,someday it will happen again maybe..But i am blessed cause i am able to love .
And i realised as long as the person you love is happy,you will be happy the same.It doesnt matter anymore doesnt it?
Friends.maybe the sweetest thing in life,people that go through the highest and lowest point in life with you.Some may only know you and be with you for a short period of life but the timespan isnt important..the memories kept are worth it.Friends help us overcome our challenges along the way.Friends help us realise our mistakes,and they bring out the best in us.
And without these special people in the world,i dont know why i am even living.
i love you
with love.
Priscilla
hey everyone,its a good day yeah a good life !(:Couldnt sleep last night,was having bad thoughts after i watched the nun with my mum.Woke up real early,gave fii a morning call and study poa!yeah i dont rock the subject (: Then she called back cause she couldnt sleep either ,she came over cause she wanted to get music from itunes.yeah but in the end the whole systerm was kinda screwed so got nothing out of it.Had lunch and my mum drove us down to bugis.Aunty karen and my mum could really be talking till the end of time from cars to children.We are not late.Teni ,Jas and wong are early!hahas :DWe took neos today and made alot of wacking and noise in the machines man.oooh,and we ate alot..in fact too much cause we cant resist the temptations .!very good food!cabbed to fii's house,watched an ultra saddist show.Saw 2,omg dont watch !its freaky and disgusting plus heart attacking. !Allie joined us for awhile (: like finally we got to meet .hahas misses<3 fii made a splendid dinner today (:good chief huh,your tai tai wanna be.Wong was so scared of the dogs so she didnt dare to step on the ground.hahas end up having her meal sitting on the table instead.hahas it was good entertainment .Tuition,and the amazing thing was..Royston slept throughout .thats the whole day made with speciality
where everything lies
My head is spinning ,dizzy
today 's just good..sick!
allie,i miss you.
hi everyone!
Nothing much happen today,like as usual i was home trying to lead my life.
had a major conflict with my brother over the com and we nearly tore the house down.
My mum went to watch the omen with jerome's mum,like how cool is that!And me and jerome didnt go,watched 4 episodes today and i finished reading the entire book,like finally!
going to meet melia tomorrow!(: i need her ears.Uncle peter is going to take us out tomorrow too,it has been long really.
there is like very nice new songs on the radio nowadays.
yeah the lastest this week on 987(:
story,Rachel moved into the country hoping that she would be able to settle down ,cope with her family and life.She felt lucky her husband simon was always there by her side giving in to every of her needs and of course definitely appreciative that he still loves her after she lost her figure and sex appeal due to her pregnancy.She was new to the neighbourhood,made a few good couple of friends there.Bianca and hattie,yeah lost her friends in london as well.Bianca 's a full time model ,working in years,perfect shape and boobs after her twins.hattie was a well loaded brat,ill mannered ,impatient but yet one pretty hot bitch for her age .Her dad remarried after the divorce ,majorie was her new stepmother.Certainly,hattie felt that she couldnt last an hour living with that witch,it smells a horrid disgusting sight and for most of the time it gives her the urge to kill her.fastforward.simon got drunk and unconsiously went on bed with zoe,rachels's bestfriend.Unforgivable,of course she cried nights and nights nearly divorced her husband as well.bla bla..being punished enough, .... and they got back together. something like that.Bianca soon faced her second pregnancy,one day she was bleeding from her inside..hattie well didnt have her driving license,but wanted to rush her bestfriend to the hospital desperately..yeah and she ran over her stepmother.The irony in this is that she didnt exactly kill her stepmother..her father did.Shot majorie and then killed himself as well,he hated majorie and he thought that the debts would die with him.Yeah unwanted burdens were left behind to hattie,sold almost everything in their assets except her horse to pay off everything.sad ending..whatever ,this is a saddistic book .yeah cause everything is like always turning out so sour somehow.
i took a nap in the afternoon when i woke up my hp is gone.i woke up the next moring and my ipod is gone.The first thing that came to me.. mum!okay chill man
HAPPY BIRTHDAY FENGSHENG!! Hope you have enjoyed your birthday!best wishes.(:
keyboard lesson later,yay! gonna learn new songs again.
hmm,i dont feel so good.Everything's just grr!
gosh .
bye!
random,pillow fights are fun!:D
Saturdays are always meaningful right.? My mum took me out in the morning to get a new dress and brought lunch back for me and Don.How wonderful,and of course i continued watching the oh-so interesting,touching,emo drama,Liu xing hua yuan :D
Hahas,no way i am staying up to watch the world cup man.2 am.??omg
Okay so i viewed 3 full episodes with the theme song,so nice.!Bussed down to church,we just attended the praise and worship and left.Had katong laksa for dinner with fii,qh ,trent and the rest.i think i ate too many pearls ,i am burping so much right now.
I seriously dont wanna screw the holidays ,sleeping and eating soo much.Add mathematics is driving me to a corner,yep i cant do log for nuts.i cant get anything right in fact,good for nothing!thats it.
Alicia is working so hard during her job attachment,yeah and we hardly have the time to meet out.Guess there is still the 17th to be looking forward too yeah(: i miss you !
while you are out there persuing your life,you dont understand how naive you're to the world.while you're out there having the joy of your life,you dont understand the sadness beneath.while you're out there seeking the love of your life,you dont understand that love hunts for you.while you're out there learning to grow up,you dont understand that you've grown out of yourself.while you're out there waiting for me,you dont know i've always been here.for all this time,things has always been the same.life is destined,just the way it is.do understand the world now,for you ..its always the same.okay,i am just bored so i just made something up. bye!
If you were only given another chance to live your life.hahas,its just random.
So boring,like leading some "no life" novels.Yep so it went like this,i stayed home the entire day doing my homework ,watching the extreme emo drama series ,and leading my life.
hahas,world cup is starting and i will jolly well go to bed.
goodnight dreamers :D
this made me bloat like a pig
teni,me and jas
bras are c-olourful(:
hi,i just got the shopping fever like those major ones.Me & jas felt that sense of urgency yesterday.it took up pretty much of our savings not to mention how abundant things were.
got this lacey skirt cause nothing else goes well with my top.
had a haircut plus styling ,kinda screwed cause it didnt look any different
Had to admit all the bimbotic nonsense we went through ,eg,shades,hairwax?and full length mirrors.omg i think we had too much fun trying to screw ourselves.(:
we had a good meal,like in years ever-ting tai fung.ehehhs,but like i am extremely broke now and i still owe debts to fii.thanks for getting the tickets sweetie,and the necklace is really beautiful<3.
cabbed down to kallang threatre,jasmine obviously have no idea how many nassians were there and teachers of course.the concert is really melodic to start with,the choir performance was great!(:the dance and voices!gosh.it was really worth it,and really glad i was there to experience that night.Fii and the rest left first ,after the whole show ended,i went home together with tenissa.It was the very best moment,the journey was long and the road never seems to end,but yet i wish it could just last a little while longer.Were talking and nearly got hit by a car,yeah close one.Kinda sad though,sometimes were all just afraid of growing up ,cause things are changing so quickly.Noone else was there,just two .it was dark and creepy ,no other stranger in sight,she held me till we reached the bus stop.
there were so many whys,but i didnt know the answer.It doesnt mean that when you care for a friend but you know you got to hurt her, wont help her in someway.Cause deep inside you know the love for her is harder to comprehend,so much that you have sacrificed.
We have been through so much,but just exactly how much have you really learnt?If time could just take a step back,i know i would be stronger.Its just said repeatedly without any measurements.But i have never given up trying,cause i know i am gonna make it.
True love never dies" i guess.Its just better to let it all go but its gonna take awhile.I will always
wish you well.How could it possibly be,is the last.farewell
bty-*
I really want you to be happy,so no matter what happens,i will always be here.It really hurts cause you dont know how much you mean to me.
One<3
till the day i die,i spill my heart for you.the holidays is getting worse by the day.Was at my grandmother's watching mtv the whole day.yeah all the ultra sexy videos,like drool please(: especially the pcd buttons!hot!
lilo and stitch 2 is a good movie,okay here it is briefly:
a story of ohana,love is greater than death.end of story
060606,supposingly the world is said to be ending.Is this just fabricated?or is it..the last of tonight?think of it..there is only a few hours left and yet there is so much you have to do.In just a few hours,were all gonna be together as one.Pure,and leaving this place in peace but still, what is left behind cannot be undone.If nothing of it happens,then we go back to reality as usual.Homework,shopping,stress and life.yep.And not forgetting we must all go down to kallang threatre tomorrow to support our fellow schoolmates (: combine concert is gonna be a great show yeah!my mum is leaving the country,and while us!her children will enjoy it here in singapore,so nice huh.but my mum is giving in too and i,yeah the same.the typhoon is easing and were getting better.Not mother to daughter but sister to sister will be fine.and i like that(:well,sometimes we really do need our parents by our side and right now my family is very important to me.Cause being together is something valuable that money cant buy and i really want my dad to know that.Hey,big hello to everybody! enjoy your holidays and dont forget to do your homework(:take good care of your health too(: more fruits and vegetables. <3!miss you lots my dear friends.
there is all this crazy little things going in my head right now,eh cant think straight.
i am still tired and running a temperature.slept since 5 till now,gonna grab something to eat later,yawns!
freaking woke up at 8.15 this morning for tuition..watched harry potter last night again reminds me of a past,yep.i couldnt concentrate and stay focus,and kept dozing off.
tuitor was pissed,he wanted to give up teaching.
Me:its so tough can i just drop the whole subject
tuitor:can!why not??your poa also right?drop drop ,drop out of school better.
grrr,seriously man till now i am still stuck at log and quadratic!!since like ages ago and i getting the blues of it.Same goes for poa,always confused between debit and credit.
went to kenneth's house for chem project today.his house is like damn big please?!(:
we finished the whole thing already,phew.then went to pp with yl to get late lunch and headed straight home.thanks for the drama series yeah(:
like totally addicted now.its a dophine bay show,and its damn touching and yeah, sad.
wanna watch the whole set plus the other one(:so it can occupy my time.i really dont wanna go to my grandmother's house cause i will get homesick eventually.And my dad is not coming back any sooner.
Sighs,things are gonna just get better right?.i miss the campsite right now and i think i dont mind cleaning the toilets and jumping from the 5th storey.I miss the food and of course mainly the people and the team spirit!i miss those laughter and joy ,for one moment life seems to be carefree.
I think this will be really something for me to remember this holidays,argghhh
miss it so bad.
<3
hi !the camp is officially over!yeah and you know i am gonna miss it.
first day.
hey daphne,cheer up alright ;)
hahas,bus journey took sometime due to the early jams in the road trip.were laughing so much with afeika and susanna and the worst thing is that we couldnt stop,people around probably thought that were mad.
when we arrived,we left our belongings in the teacher's dorms and headed stright for some belaying lessons.were all required to wear our hannahs and helmets.stink like..walau really stink.!100 over students sweat in it ..and its there !on our heads sercured tightly..the smell can really drown you.!okay i dont wanna go on..eww
there was this demostration..the trainer,was lifted and the hannahs were pulled back..and something was very disturbing,in other words censored,hahahas!omg !hahahas
lunch was heavenly,took three watermelons to fill,yep!
had public speaking training.the usuals,being confident,receiving our audience and delivering.
nearly knocked off..
forgot to mention how dirty,sticky,smelly we were already.
i cant really remember whats next..dinner?even better food!!could help with 2nd serve.
night walk was a thrill!paired with yuhan(:
2 minutes through we already yelled cause mr chew popped out of nowhere..and of course it wa really dark and you know in the forest there are animals around..and human pretending to be something..you know.
had supper..damn good please.curry puffs with hot milo!
had a debrief before were sent back to our bunks.by then were all exhausted.
bathe with daphne in the same boy's toilet..hehee.shh(:
at first it was really hard to sleep,the floor is so hard!and our hair is damp!and 2 group had to stay up awhile to clean the toilets,which were flooded.
slept between susanna and qishan.some couldnt sleep.hahas
day2.
woke up with a headache.elliot was our new mc..he woke everyone up early prepared and were all puntual.the teachers were very impressed(: had pt!can kill my muscles really..through the long runsme and afeika were like right at the back..hahas!yeah we were like the slowest runners!breakfast was damn good!(:
next was high elements.scared really scared of heights..see the five storey high poles we had to climb.my team was however very supportive and yeah really thankful for their encouragements and not forgetting the trainers..firm..but positive(:i made it somehow?hahas dont ask.
there is this swing thing..wong and jas were stuck for more than half an hour..and me..same thing but still jumped..my life is not over thou.mr chew kept snapping pictures when were trying so hard not to look bad .grr !
lunch was great!how can it not be !were extremely craving for something to munch!
i slept through public speaking..yeah and we had to talk blabla for the school's dvd.
had to prepare a performance the song hollaback girl techno.hahas this is my shit!really good one made,everyone was working together and cooperating.yep it was fantastic.
even the teachers were really impressed.there were very hot dancers on the ground(:
and teachers too,mr chew is really funny.
had exco interview.okay i screwed it but nevermind.were like a bad bunch with..yeah were talking sick in front of teachers.bathe and turned in real early.
day 3
cleaned the toilets..hard time !yuck
damn..i hate pumping and jumping jacks.its tiring but seeing everyone encouraging and all yeah worth it!but still yeah really tiring.for our own actions everyone had to bear it too but i think its a good learn.to help and consider about others of course.
yep and again we made it!we have made the teachers proud.
its one memorable experience.everything was a tough stand but its all about team building.together as leaders we should take good initiatives,and we make the better team.
i have learnt alot from this camp and i really am thankful for the opportunity.
knowing the people around and overcoming the challenges,and there is more to it.and when it comes we will be prepared.
thank you!
be the best you can be!(:
