Monday, October 30, 2006

Has the time come for me

Hi!(:
kao,I stayed home the whole day today and i watched xiao xin all over again.Good thing i didnt take my afternoon nap cause i will end up wide awake in the night.Yeah ,halloween is over,no more candy no more scary business .Me and my mum decided to start packing our stuff cause we dont have much time left.
Hahas,and then i played metal slug with Don.I know how lame it is but yeah at least a noobie finished the whole mission.Okay this is serious,i dont know when to get started with my work.Life has been too good(:

You go lovers<3

I never dreamt it'd be this way
I've lost any chance for me to say
To say that I miss you, say that I love you
Will someone please tell me I'm okay
I wasn't prepared for what's to come
A life made of memories gone so young
And now I'm regretting all I've done
But in your heart know that I'm with you all along
Wherever you go, I will be waiting
Whenever you call, I will be there
Whatever it takes, I'll make your darkest days so bright
I'm in your heart tonight
<3

Sunday, October 29, 2006

There's gotta be more to life

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Hi!(:
Allie's party was very happening for us all,yeah by the end of it we sure hope she have one great birthday this year!So yeah basically were like playing in the playground doing the spins and yeah we got really mad but yeah it has benn soso long since i had such fun.Thank you!(:
Then i realised i was such a noobie at everything ,i cant bowl nor pool hahas but i cant play the playground.
<3
Okay anyway life has been a real smoothie,see everyday's just sleeping and leading my life.I went out too but yeah sg is really out of place to rant already.Hahas and i cant wait to go back to school i miss my classmates and i miss their jokes .I dont wanna stay home and sleep it seems like the sandman has been visiting me more regularly than ever.
Oh yeah i must post this phrases
1.Losing with the winnig attitude is victory
2.There are so many wise choices to make in life,why do we always pick the wrong ones?
3.Loving someone is never a responsibility,it is a nature
4.There are always so many things around to be worth happy for (:

Thursday, October 26, 2006

Happy 15th birthday Allie!!<3

Hi!(:
I successfully ponned school and went shopping.Wow,so me and mum had a little shopping spree today(:
The branded sales was like damn crowded and everything was considerably cheap.So yeah my mum bought like 3 pair of heels.
Taka is like forever crowded,there were like so many teenagers,must be ponners like me.Had lunch and we talked about everything,hoho and my mum got me a new top from PULL&BEAR.So cool!

Came home at 2.30,i know why so early huh cause we left the house at 11.Then i slept till like 7 and again its another sleepless night later on.Sharks!Allie's chalet tomorrow too yay!Cant wait

Okay bye lovers<3

Wednesday, October 25, 2006

Hi!(:

I just did a very very big business,nope not the wrong food,just too much food(: .
Dinner was damn fun ,we kept joking and all.My dad brought my brothers their first boxers ,so yeah they were like snatching for the blue one..Hahas,just exactly whats wrong with red man.

So yeah my mum made me go to the 3rd storey to on the heater,i was close to it but i hate that room,its always dark and it gives me the creeps..so yeah i ran down and i told my mum i was scared.Then my mum pat Don:"Go,be a man ,you always pray so nothing to be scared of right"
So yeah Don bravely marched up..5 4 3 2 1...SCREAMS.!!!
Don surrendered. (:

I was out today,almost the whole day but not.Hahas had fun didnt we(:
I dont know whats wrong with my parents,they dont wanna sign my Travel plan form!And until now nothing is confirmed at all.I really feel like travelling ,and whenever i bring it up,my dad just smiles.

Oh and my mum said i am allowed to give school a miss,how cool of her.I obey(:
Yeah and actually she just wants me to accompany her to shop so yeah,sounds good to me.
Thats all for today,Selamat hari raya!!

Goodbye lovers<3<3

Monday, October 23, 2006

Hi!(:

I am bored& when i am bored things dont get too good sadly.Sniff sniff!

everything is f-ed up straight from the heart
Tell me what do you do when it all falls apart.
Gotta pick myself up,where do i start?
Cause i cant turn to you when it all falls apart

<3breaks

You taught me a reason to live my life,my pretty friend i dont wanna lose you.
I am sorry for the words i have said to you,dont let it come close to your heart.
I want to just get through everything together with you,you 're the reason i am me.
This is delicated to you my forever awesome friend.WithLove

Sunday, October 22, 2006

Hi!(:

As you can see i have changed my blog song like 3-4 times already today okay so yeah i am just leaving it alone now(i hope).I feel so restless,i woke up at 10 and i had no mood to go to Vivo with my family cause then i will have to leave early and rush for music.
Okay then i took my own sweet time and bussed to Katong mall.Had my music again after 2 months!My teacher's damn cute ,she gave me a present and told me it was for children's day,ya very wth but nice.
Then i learn a new piece today,and its no more kiddo song(: Yay,like finally she realised i am growing up.
Came home straight,i gave PP a miss today.I wanted to buy some stuff but yeah really too tired.Slept more and now i am so fresh and its gonna be another hard time falling asleep tonight.Bother.
I hate school so much(:
I thought Star awards was today k nvm,i want FionaXie to get an award this year.I have not been watching channel 8 Drama series for a good long time and maybe people in media corp have been going in and out of the doors too yeah.
Or even more interesting,Christopher lee & fann wong being the highlight again.Marriage??
(:

Saturday, October 21, 2006


Create Your Own!

Dont judge a book by its cover

Hi!(:

Okay lets start this off with little issues today.I want to post something meaningful today since i have so much time in the world to spare,please do bear with me.
Okay i am gonna reflect my Eoy compo here so yeah you can grade me,but yeah i chose the topic mainly because i thought it was easier to get substances and yeah i made it!Quite a good pass.
'Do not judge by a book by its cover'
Why?This statement you often hear it being drilled or when its used to outline the appearance and stuff.Well,not exactly..Look at this from a better perspective!See everyday we are meeting new people and we dont know these strangers.So yeah from their appearance we make our judgements and create a whole new character whom really doesn't exist at all.

Now just simply take for example,a big fat hairy man.Yeah little kids around at one glance ,this is the kind of remarks given:"he is a nasty monster"And why,cause they dont even know who the heck on earth is this man and from his outlook he must be mean and scary.But this is only a judgement isnt it?For all you know this man so called"nasty" may be kind at heart and he didnt choose to be big &hairy you know.?

On the other hand why children are not one bit afraid of Santa?Simple ,they have heard many fancinating stories of this man delivering toys on christmas eve.So yeah,of course they wouldnt be scared they would most warmly welcome Santa!Santa is big and hairy too by the way.

Take another example,this plain simple book that you take from the shelf may be just ordinary with no fanciful pictures to grab your attention and the very first thing that come to you"how boring"!And the next thing you do,you dump it.Well then it isnt very fair to the author himself,this book may keep lots and lots of the author's inspirations and effort & its definitely worth your time of reading it.Wouldnt it then be fair to the author if you try to flip the book open before shoving it aside?
Its only after you finish reading the book then you could judge for yourself whether its really a good book or not.Fair.

People may come in all sorts,and by the way we are all different and unique in our own ways.No one deserves any wrong judgements at all.

Friday, October 20, 2006

Too strong for too long

Hi!(:
Life has been going on.Today's a bloody day,for so much is flowing.P.s,thanks for letting me say my part,i am really thankful for that.And least i guessed we know the both kind of stories<3
If I could smile at anything you said
We could be laughing lovers
I think you'd prefer to be miserable instead
If I could love I'd love you
If I could love like anybody else

Thursday, October 19, 2006




















It good to start of thanksgiving everyday,with this practice we are able to show our appreciation to our love ones around us.And its important to let them know how much you really cherish their pressence.
Home
Mum
Thank you for bringing me into the world,and to bear with me for the past long 15 years.I know sometimes i really made life so tough but yeah i must admit without you,i am really nothing
Dad
Thank you for working so hard,i really appreciate and i love you Dad Siblings(if you have)
Thanks for making more noise in the neighbourhoood,which wasnt really needed..But yeah Don's getting better(:
Grandparents
Thanks for bringing my parents up,it was a great job!
Housekeeper
Thank you for keeping the house clean,saving alot of our efforts
Outside
Bestfriend
Thank you for making my life rock so hard,and making everyday memorable for me,i love you
Friends
Thank you for being around cause you all brighten my day(:
Lovers
Thank you for letting me learn to grow out of hatred,thank you for that little joy in life(:
Teacher
Thank you for imparting your most dilligent education.
Person next to you
Thank you for being there and bringing so much laughter to my life(:
Person behind you
Thank you for all that we have been through
Person in front of you
Thank you for being so gl?
Schoolmate
Thank you for a good reason(:
Toilet cleaners
Thank you for making the toilets a better place
Serivice providers
Thank you for your service..?
Last words to the world
Life sucks






Wednesday, October 18, 2006

Downturns

Hi!(:

So school started off this way,i failed my combine science and its rather pathetic cause i needed just 0.5 to pass my overall!
Physics>39/75
Chemistry>36/75
Then the whole day was damn boring and i couldnt find a better reason why we even came to school today.Man yeah was damn tired after everything i skipped drama came home slept like forever.

hey,i just wish you could be in my shoes and just feel my situation.It a really hard position and then you will know what true friends really are.I dont choose to be made use of all the time,its really causing my life to be damn miserable.I mean sometimes i wish there was just something i could do to just stop all this,i wish i could stand up for my own rights,and i wish i could just let you know how much i treasure you.
<3

Monday, October 16, 2006

Be strong be strong now,
Too many too many problems,dont know where she belongs.
Where she belongs?
She wants to go home,but nobody's home.
Its where she lies,broken inside

Hi!(:
like be very prepared cause i heard many people are gonna retain!I dont wanna think too much and i dont wanna like care or even put my head into all this!
Okay so....goodnight!
Best of luck!

Saturday, October 14, 2006


RockYou Scratcher | View
Hi!(:
I dont know why i am doing this,but yeah if you're gonna take your time off and do the scratch card then yeah its delicated to you<3!
Life has been very boring,i feel sick of sleeping and watching my tve the whole day and i dont have spare cash to go out.Ya like***
Oh and like wth i have to go to school for drama tomorrow to do the APEX thingy which is dumb !

Thursday, October 12, 2006
































Hi!(:

So there's no school today!woohoo and the damn e-portal thing is tough ya and i just dont wanna do it so soon.Well,yeah so the exams are already over,time for me to decompose slowly,there's like nothing else for me to do already!

I am not going to OBS (Just my luck) We had so much fun yesterday!(Didnt we? (: )

Monday, October 09, 2006

Hi!(:

Chinese paper was so cool to take its revenge on us,it was horrid especially when the teacher gave us the wrong time.There was like suppose to be half and hour left for the last section,but she gave us the wrong info and told us only 20 minutes left.It scared the hell of of me,like c'mon i practically have not started on the first part.I dont have the faintest idea what will myresults be like.So yeah one more sigh of relief,its finally our last paper tomorrow and everyone will be free from all stress and woes.Smiles! (:

Okay some superstition news,well next year its hopefully gonna be the major year and well..i am suppose to hang on tight and put all the effort to do my "o".
I know,this is so predictable,even my Mum drills this in my head everyday.

I watched big mama house 2 today,its a real good show,just not as hilarious as 'Meet the fockers"oh yeah,its really good.I am gonna watch all the comedies i can find to kill time!Yeah my hobby and and oh Runaway vaccation is good !
So is the new disney channel movie"read it and weep"..All the great shows,i am coming for you!(:Final destination anyone?


Picture of my family










:D

Sunday, October 08, 2006

Hi!(:

So hey!Today's just went on alright,had lunch with my family and shopped with my bro.So yeah the very first time we did this together,went around the mall..telling each other about stories in school and yeah surprisingly he has a whole lot to tell,i am amused.
Brought presents for our friends,even he did and i chose it for him cause it was for a girl!I had to loan money from my bro cause i was low on the cash.Hahas,very embarassing for that.Thanks Don!(:
Went to get some lightings for my granny cause she will be moving to the Bayshore,yeah good news.
I had a haircut today,which makes me look no different but yeah at least it was a good hairwash.Came home ,slept and my dad prepared dinner for us today..so yeah its just special.
I am not gonna study for chinese,so hope the paper is passable for me.I will be thankful enough.
Okay i better run,bye!


I sit and wait does an angel contemplate my fate and do they know the places
Where we go when we're grey and old'cos
I've been told that salvation lets their wings unfold
So when I'm lying in my bed thoughts running through my head
And i feel that love is dead I'm loving angels instead

>bless the sole breadwinner of the family<3<3

Saturday, October 07, 2006

Hi!(:

Yeah the haze problem has been going around so yeah take good care of yourselves everyone.Today's not so good,not abit for me nor my family.
We went out yeah for lunch and i came home with Don.Watched Rv in my room and tried to enjoy the saturday life.

My dad's frustrated,my whole entire family is frustrated.I really dont know why this has to happen all of a sudden,and i dont know if i can take this.My dad has been working real hard for the past years,to build this family,to even give us a life.I seriously dont think he deserves all this man.

The fact is..he is the one contributing,and yet now he is the one losing it.Spare the last bit of fairness in this world,why do family fight family when we were suppose to be standing together holding one another during the bad times.No ,nobody notice cause everyone's far too busy isnt it?

Okay thing now,i better pray hard for my results..so at least it will ease my dad's mind or maybe lessen the burden..

Friday, October 06, 2006






Hi!(:

So yeah the mooncake festival is over,well yeah surprisingly,i dont see my neighbours bringing their kids around with lanterns anymore.When i was little,i used to burn those paper ones.Yeah ,now my bro owns one musically inclined with a gay song.

Thursday, October 05, 2006

Hi!(:

This life,for all the things i have actually screwed up,yeah it took a little effort too!Yeah so..the exams are like over,well to me!I have the entire weekend to relax and just let my hair down after the whole struggle..which is totally not paying off.I know its ridiculous,but i am really scared i might really do badly..

There is something going on between my bro and his friends..and maybe he knows better cause he's not going to listen to me.This sucks..for him ,for the world's sake he is only sec 1 ,everyone's growing !At least he's cute(in some ways)so yeah stop the discriminations about him..How mean can you get.
I am sure my brother has a bigger heart than you meanies.You can just be 3 cm taller and you call him short,omg grow up !

Okay back on subject,yayweee exams are done,i shall leave the worrying for my subjects aside and enjoy(:
Good luck everyone!<3!

Monday, October 02, 2006

Hi!(:

Add maths was fairly okay and better compared to emaths.Weird!
I lost like 10 marks for the paper,but there is still the other 90%.So yeah no worries(:

Me and wong were supposed to be studying just now and yeah you dont wanna know what we did.
I am so exhausted by all the exams,its depriving me of my sleeps.