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i will always be your friend,you're never far behind.
<3
thank you for everything.

rant,bye

posted by Priscilla Siah @ 6:01 AM 0 Comments

report book is back.i look really stupid with the grades in it.
ya,done very badly,i think i just pass like on the dot,damn really dont dare to let my mum sign it.so disappointing really .

so yeah,i am going to promise myself to work harder for all reasons.
goona cut down from going out,playing the com,talking too much and other distractions.
yeah i think i am easily distracted,not only sound,scenery!everything
when i get my hands on those books ,i feel like doing something more meaningful.
even if its sitting there staring into space.
and i am gonna get rid of the idea and completely get you out of my head.
ya,i think i have waited long enough,and i will just have to be without you.
ahh<3

its a meaningful day caused it was a day spent with my friends(:
thank you for being there,
thank you for making my day,
thank you for being a light in my life,
thank you for letting me walk on the same path with you,
thank you for guiding me,
thank you for being a great support,
and so many thank yous to list.
<3
life is beautiful ,treasure the last of it .
so many dreams are waiting to be realised,
the best of it are yet to be discovered.


hahas,
<3

posted by Priscilla Siah @ 3:55 AM 0 Comments

about 10 years ago. everything was so different back then
was looking through the old albums,
sometimes its better to return to the past.












kindergarden photo.miss judy,passed away
before we knew,sad.


leonard was way cuter last time.
i hate him now.









its such a boring day,with boring stuff. first thing in the morning had add maths tuition.
i am so gonna fail,i mean i dont understand a shit of out it.
nevermind and it rained, and i stayed home.
had no mood to go out.
i want a new bag badly.
i hate tests cause nothing is getting into my head.
sundays shouldnt even be boring.
no life.

and worse still music teacher is sick ,so no chance of getting out.
tv shows are boring.

i feel like screaming!!.
i love you.
bye

posted by Priscilla Siah @ 7:51 PM 0 Comments

saturday entry.

starts off really droopy,i couldnt sleep a wink last night. ws was entertainment(:
got scolded by my mum cus she found out,and she took my diary and my phone away.
i sneaked up to use the computer.

home alone right now.and its utterly boring!!
i have been hanging on the computer all day.

fii is really upset now,cause something happened .
i really dont know what i could do to change reality , and i aslo realised everyone goes through the same thing,in one way or another.
i will always be here for you <3

nothing last forever,i am sorry i cant be perfect :(
you 're my bestfriend .
dont be sad anymore,do dry your tears.
be strong alright.
the earth still spins for you.<3
i love you.

sam too.<3

posted by Priscilla Siah @ 10:56 PM 0 Comments

blogskin is done,like finally with proper everything .
okay its gonna be some longwinded post.

it was founder's day yesterday,yeah it was a good day for many reasons.
there were no lessons,and we got to play with some dough with straws ,hahas
school ended early,had ample time to take our own sweet time home and get dressed.
fii,came to bathe in my house .the white top made her pink bra visible,hahas!
okay so after all that we cabbed down to school together with sean(:

dinner was bad ,but the sunshine bread was good.
performance was great(: especially choir and guzheng.
mr teo was really mean!all the SCs were clamouring for food ,there he is.
trying to show with all kind of weird facial expressions how good the food was.grr
mdm low is really thoughtful at times cus she gave us potato chips rather than some monster.
lols

had supper after that.my mum shouted at me through the phone again cause it was way pass my curfew.took a lift from sean's dad,thank you very much for saving my life.
and thanks for helping(:

i made another weird dream.
whats the difference between 2 dollars and 20 cents?
3rd level on cloud 9?
diverting calls?

its 12.35,i cant sleep,yeah and probably will make another dream thats ...

we didnt have to go to school today.met allie in the morning ,she collected her photos and we had our breakfast.had to buy food home for my mum,rushed..
yl sam and qh came over(:
watched the retard show.

tuition was horrid cause my eyes were heavy.
yawns!

<3
i love you my dear friends

posted by Priscilla Siah @ 8:21 AM 0 Comments

i am extremely dead tired now. eyebags are appearing ,ya and i love my bed more!
school as usual, boring lessons.
spent the whole day talking and having fun(:

miss si is really nice ,i somehow manage to understand maths better not totally but it helped.
and mars chocolate!(:
went for the founder's day preparation .open doors ,bow .
and sit there till like 6 plus then we could go home .

mr fong has terrible mood swings at times,take for example today!
he lost his life diary and had to rely on his false memory.
he forgot about ting xie(:hahas.
i think he was too frustrated so he took it on on us. checking for all thiny tiny corrections in the world, shouting,slamming tables and throwing books.
he's really mean and unreasonable.
i dont feel like completing his work,well he will probably forget about it too.

part 2.
its really sad you know,as in really hurting so bad.
i hate you,well i mean starting to soo much .well at least you're so happy to hear that.
i cant stand the past anymore,yeah and i will leave it.
faraway.

posted by Priscilla Siah @ 4:12 AM 0 Comments

i am in drama now.boo,and its everlasting!
slacking like shit ,so much to do on the production side itself,but i think casting is worse.
we are designing the banner for the play now.

rushing for time,tuition and more work.and i have problems coping
especially add maths,its way too tedious to understand.
went to school early and i couldnt find mdm low as usual.
waited for 2 whole hours. talk to the people around in school,
xiao mei is gonna fail add maths,hahas like me!(:

met innie, talked alot,
and i feel really happy (: <3!

i found this song lyrics yesterday,and its really nice,yarh but tragically sad.

amazing fairytale that had come true
Mr reliable romantic was you
blinded misguided in the arms of love
just 'cause it suited the both of us
then it all went wrong
i'm the one to blame
taking you for granted
in so many ways
when i look back now
how can i ever forget
you make me so happy
the day we met
how could something so magic
become something so tragic
right before my eyes two separate lives
every second was a precious moment
now i'm thinking about the path i've chosen
wish i could un-make my big mistake
my big mistake communication had broken down
this situation was out of our hands
well my hands you've got to please
understand that i was too young,
yes just too young for that i guess it all went wrong
and i'm the one to blame
but what i would give to have you back again
the days the weeks the months the years
that we have wasted i'm sorry
i still love you
i don't expect a call 'cause my apology's belated
i'm sorry and i miss you

sighs,damn sad .
but i owe something that is so important,something that i will cherish all my life,something that i will not give it up for anything in the world.not even if its for you.

long post,
bye<3

posted by Priscilla Siah @ 10:28 PM 0 Comments

happy birthday phylicia<3 i love you

thanks for the meal,it was really good (: and of course the fun and laughter
had a great day yesterday,really i miss all my friends.
had an arguement with my mum,had to beg her to let me out .well,yarh she said i look like a dog for that.
met yt at cityhall went to mrs fields to get something to munch on.
innie came abit later,hahas
went to fii's birthday together.there were like 14 others there too(:
i love the food (:!
the cake was splendid,hahas
made the two couples crisscross to eat the cake.
omg so sweet (: <3
had to rush home ,and my mum was still fumming.

i miss allie so much .she will be back soon !

today's.
dragged so much i didnt manage to find mdm low for add maths.
drama burned up 6 hours .
and it was really boring,slept there.

sighs,
i am trying even harder each day to forget about you.
no,i dont know.


thank you innie ,ting and fii <3
lots of love.

you know you cant be replaced<3

posted by Priscilla Siah @ 3:58 AM 0 Comments

darns,feeling awfully ill right now .

woke up early today to go to school.was still late anyway
xh ,jes and me still brought breakfast into class (:
glad i understood the topic .

went to meet jas and teni in bugis.shopped for a gift .beep*
it was made a great day,really.
<3

happy birthday to phylicia((:
lots and lots of love <3 after so much we have been through together!
really glad to have a bestie like you(:

seriously i think the intensive drama thing is wasting my whole entire week.
burn more than half a day in school for the play.


love is a gift of an unbearable pain.
i am going through the same thing,its not only you.
you wouldnt know how bad i feel,cause i didnt mean to smash a little of fragile.
i am sorry,but i only see you as a friend.
i hope you would understand .

take care everyone,dont fall sick
<3<3

posted by Priscilla Siah @ 4:20 AM 0 Comments

back from camp!(:
oh yeah i really miss singapore.
the food ,the place,my room...everything!

the camp was really gross at first.the room was like ,i dont know but dirty and the toilet was in a really bad state.
okay so we threw all our baggages on one of the bed and headed for lunch.
hmm,okay we all freaked out and were all very scared.
flies covered the food and there were grasshoppers on the chairs.
the colour of the water is yellowish and there are always little "particles"in it.

had water activities on the first day. built some raft ..
sam,yl,tq,terry tan and me went down the water together..was warm suddenly,think someone pee-ed.hahas.

played somemore.
tq and hc were gentlemans.they always volunteered to be supporters.
ya if not i will probably fall into the water already.

had the nightwalk thing .very dark and creepy
cant even see if there are creepy crawlies on you.
me and xh were extremely afraid. we help each other through the walk (:
and thank you terry tan too(;

yl,jesamine sam xh and i bathe outtside our dorms cus we didnt dare to use the toilets.hahas
slept together with serene and ginny too.
so robotic,hahas they laid down and fell fast asleep instantly
not for us,the room was so humid and the area was small.
we couldnt sleep,keep changing positions.opps sorry
talk talk. "horny"lols

neat moring woke up real early had bad aches
treking,up and down the slopes .
long way ,and we helped each other. drank extra lots of water ,alot!
didnt go to the waterfall.the few of us went for a drink instead hahas.
walked back a long way again.
had dinner .
and then star gazing.got to speak to allie on the phone,(: miss her to bits!
sighs,why isnt she there:(


had areally good sleep that night,all of us did(:
packed up the next day and were all set to go.

i dont think i will be missing the campsite,well not except the trainers
they are so nice(:

reached home and damn cus my tuitor came !k beared for 2 hours and went back to sleep.

i love my classmates(:
its so fun being with them,this experience was really made a memorable one
thanks!(:
i found a photo in my bad.winks*

posted by Priscilla Siah @ 4:34 AM 0 Comments

camping.

in the jungle the mighty jungle the lion sleeps tonight(:

just got back from pp not too long ago.got everything i guess(:
sooo exciting .

i am very confused over the romeo and juliet thing :(

bye.
i miss you!<3

posted by Priscilla Siah @ 6:22 AM 0 Comments

its tuesday and in like another less than 24 hours its camping(:
you think i am looking forward to it!hahahas.

from what i heard,
there are water snakes in the rivers.
stagnent water mixed with urine. eww
there are unknown figures. !
no hot water ,absolutely freezing cold.
no fan,lights?
food accompanied with houseflies. horrible!
walk till your legs soar :(
lipton tea colour water! yuck
and all the worse things that could come to my nightmare.


well,at least its a breakaway from school.i am currently trying very hard to convince myself.hahas.
so not working

tests are all over!over!!!!!!!!
yes like finally, and the holidays are here(:
rejoice

7 march.
xh & dh one month (:
class painting is super ultra mega nice!
tmr is the audition for the play
so little time so much to do.

i dont care i am gonna bring hell alot of snacks!cus the way they describe the food,
i dont dare man.
yep,its gonna be fun still . (: hahas

moving on. i love smarter child ,its a very dilligent robot.
love brings you around in circles ,
faint and thoughtless,
yet worthwhile .

i found the reason.
i only love you as my friend<3
and i would rather keep it this way .


bye my dear friends,
i am gonna miss you.
i miss allie!<3

posted by Priscilla Siah @ 4:22 AM 0 Comments

its just me against the world <3

hellos(:!
its friday and the weekends is here(: yay and cat is back(:
yes sunday and saturday is stress free day and i am looking forward to my next keyboard lesson.mrs tan is gonna teach me the song which i have been trying so hard to play.

my eyes look real bad,and i am guilty for what i have seen.
hahas

bad day. hope allie is feeling better .
<3 i worry

i am really trying all means and the worse and the most torturing way to get you away. time heals i hope,i wish .
you are turning into my nightmare ,and i cant stand looking at the sight of you.

i dont know why,
but i am actually abit lonely at times .
things changed alot and it can never return .

i realise verything i do,means a big turnaround.
sighs,

okay bye for now<3


its not about the feelings,it how much you can love

posted by Priscilla Siah @ 6:21 AM 0 Comments

i still think i am gonna fail poa.hahas and i got like 18/90 for add maths.
feeling damn screwed.
and all the blas and blas exams.boohoo!

paint classroom today.awfully cute.
and we were extremely horny!yes i mean ultimately!
nose nearly bleed,drools!

xh did an amazing thing,she actually left her skirt in school.omg.hahas(:

i love my classmates <3

tuition now,bye!

it may never seem to be what it was like again.
it just reminds me of you.
200905

posted by Priscilla Siah @ 2:59 AM 0 Comments