hi.the mid years is driving me nuts.
i study,
oh well,i studied.
many sleepless nights and i am very exhausted.
you're down ,so am i.
its true, everyone have tried.
sighs
elective geography!all the farming shit.
every page you turn,there will be a farmer..
more farms,even more farmers.
and then even more farms. ..very interesting.
i think i prefer nature.
no,i prefer you.!
okay.
farewell<3
hi.i didnt study much.
library is a very bad place for revision cause the tables are too short and many distractions that you dont see.yup,so dont go.
stay home.
jasmine
>thank you for the milk okay.!i know it cost 2 bucks.hahas i will remember that day!
cheer up alright,life moves on.smile (:
fii
>dont worry about anything okay.i will always be here to listen to your problems no matter what.it isnt irritating k <3<3
allie
>dont stress yourself,you're sure to do well.yep cause no matter what you will always be ahead of me.hahas, and your eyes are beautiful,dont create dark circles.<3<3
sam
>i hope everything will be well for you too.thanks for the lift (:
i am glad everything is cleared too<3
i dont want you to go .
never a forever thing,sighs.
blog,you're dying off.
i think i have been studying lately,which is a good thing.okay the reason probably is all because i have not been focusing for the past 4 months.?and i am starting to feel the sense of urgency now.i dont know how long this has not been updated.but my journal is
didnt have to go to school today (: actually we have alot of work to do so it doesnt make much of a difference. Next week!cant wait to get pass it.
yep,will be spring shopping madness!new bag,new shoes,new wallet!practically everything :D
yesterday was bad,couldnt pull myself out of bed.the next thing was,i found myself in bed when it was already 8!okay so i decided to take my time.cabbed to school.
have been failing maths ,yep and heard that the papers/tests were considerably easy.!
but really dont wanna fail the midyears.except for combine humans ,its really no point studying anymore.see,nothing really gets into my head.not to mention how boring it can get.
going to school now is not just a challenge,its really some place close to heaven.the first people ,friends will never fail to brighten my day.the feeling of togetherness is sooo happy :D
well,this period ,forwarding the midyears had made much stress for everyone around.with the number of subjects .really tried and worn out.
as for my family,oh well.were drifting cause i dont feel close to my parents and my dad will be leaving soon .again!and he goes to work,comes home,go straight to bed and he hardly ever ask about me.perhaps cause we have nothing in common to share .sad reality.
i hope matters between my friends will turn out fine,maybe after all the midyears.
alicia and phylicia,has been studying really hard .they both fell sick in the end!
sighs,take care and really dont stress yourselves too hard.as for me i have no choice but to push myself cause i am way lagging behind.
i have to leave all the worries aside for now and fully concentrate.
this is to a man who ought to go watch barney or FREDflinstone.
i really feel like taking my parang and go bong you really hard in the head .yep, and i will so please dont let me see you.if you are gonna hurt her abit in the heart,i am gonna ,gonna...
ah,you wait.really revealing the bad side of you.i thought you were nice understanding and a good bf.okay you mixed and stirred the whole impression.i have no nuts to do with you,but she is my bestfriend.!love can make you run around circling the world,get it !tresure the best of what you have got,cause when you lose it,you can never get it back.go get this into your head!you can never count how lucky you are.
i dont think i will ever want to love.
bye bye
hellos.
my blog will be saved today.
sighs,i should stop thinking too much.
sorry.
i wish none of this ever happen.its just too much to take.
i still love you,
still care for you.
& you know that i will always be here for you.
<3
i am trying soo hard okay,it feels awkward.like i think i need some space and all
hope you understand.
i am using an on screen keyboard,so yeah .bad typing with less emotions.
nothing much happened today,school as usual.
the timetable i drew out -redundant.
tried to pay attention.
xh,i am really touched by your post:Dthank you for the all so much things too.
glad we accepted our differences<3
i love the girl who sits next to me.
>everything sums up to a different defination
okay hello everyone
i am more in the mood to blog now.really dead tired man seriously.just got back from church(:
its a good day today for all reasons, uh huh.
>someone msn nick corresponded to mine.hahas ,just a little short of what is left huh
okay i will try my best to recall friday.
jasmine and tenissa birthday.
a so called party of heartfelt sorrow oh well.
was one of the first few to be there.oh met allie and fii earlier on that day to get the presents and went to allie's house to watch tv.hmm
then wong came and allie's mum fetched us there.
first to greet was teni's mum,she is really nice.
bla bla bla.
more people came and the party started.
then remembered taking a bottle of breezer,dont know whether i got drunk.
i am damn lousy.
anyway yeah felt so much better after the whole incident.
thank you alicia,so much<3
and all.
thanks you xh for the stingray and grow milk.
and bimbo fii for .?green nails?
mum called fii,damn screwed.reached home got a round of nag.
took a lift from sean's parents,thanks alot yeah.
be careful,hahas
had tuition early this morning,hahas and pissed the tuitor off.
okie in fact this made me learn a good lesson.hahas
bye.
>>really afriad i have reveal my life
hi (:
pictures from thursday.
discovery centre was rather boring except for the puppet show.then went to watch the sports event.was sleeping most of the time,good thing the sun isnt shinning.
took the shutter bus to lakeside mrt.goshness,damn crowded
heard this "this is what happen when you take a train from the west when all your schools are located in the east." hahas,so true.went back with qh,okay the whole journey took an hour.
went to jasmine's party yesterday.
well,i dont know,blog some other time.
hope everything is okay,take care<3333
once again happy birthday tenissa and jasmine (:!
thank you>allie,fii,xh,sy,tay,jas,wong,r2 and all <3>
>i love the journey of love. someday just not today
:D
i shall always abide your guidance.
thank you.
kfc chicken is good.ice cream cools you.
and thanks yl xh and sam<3
hey sam,your post really touched me.thank you so much for everything(:
i hope your everyday could be just as happy as today.
<33
church
i thank god for everything you have done for me
and phylicia for praying the whole week.
<3
pulling things back to where it belongs:)
hi,as you can see this blog is close to death.but i will still keep it updated if i get my hands on the keyboard.oh wells.
gonna recall about the week.
monday.
drama and add maths were the majors.
tuesday.
lessons,
hmm,and i forgot about the rest of the day
wednesday.
poa test,english test,chemistry test!
went to pp with sam(:
bought /stock up groceries and junk food.
thursday.
napfa test.
pp with sam and xh(:
bought more food.
friday.
screwed cme.
tmall with sam and qh.
watch the track & field event.
oh and not forgeting.xh and dh 2 months!!(:
well okay that explains why i am so broke.
abit on the downside now,and i dont know why.
maybe cause the earth is spinning 2.4567 times faster.
time is running way ahead and i am losing it.
okay off and away we go.
bye<3
this world is made one beautiful place,
for i am here to experience it myself.
i love you
i miss you alicia.
i miss the times we had.thinking of you reminds me of how much we have been through together.
like 2 peas in a pot.i dont know why are things turning out this way.i dont want to ever ever drift from you.
<3
i dont know,but all i can say is that i am really very touched and latent by this.
>Priscilla
Hey pretty! Everything's so haywire and all but I hope nothing can break us apart. I hope I can always be here for you no matter what cause you are always here for me. It pains me to see you like that and truthfully,Im really trying my best to help you to the best of my ability. So are the rest,we care for you. And we love you alot but sometimes,the only person that can help you is yourself. You've probably heard me say all this 453million times but I wanna get it stuck in your head so you wont ever ever forget. I'll never give up helping you. Yup, but its ultimately your choice what you wanna do with your own life. Even if one day I wake up and find that I don't know you anymore,I'll still only be a call away alright. Once again,lovelovelove<3
gosh,thanks alot fii.i love you more than what is beyond to say.<3<3
i feel rather foolish now,its so bad.
although i was hurting myself ,i didnt even think about the people around.i feel terribly bad.
its really stupidity coming to think of it,nothing heals the wound except finding a solution to it.
i am such an idiot.
i dont want to make anymore empty promises.
i will be much stronger than yesterday
sighs.
slept late last nights,trying hard to discharge all the bad thoughts
today we didnt go for the anasing race.
okay so fii,qh sam and me skipped the whole thing.
squeezed and slept.
watched new york minute.
went to watch the hollaback crew perform.
dinner.
thats the whole day,with pleasure(:
<3
