Oh dear,my tummy has been rumbling non-stop ever since i got home.
Anyway lessons were pretty short today,like just in 2 hours .Had lunch today with
Fel,
Yl and
kenneth which cost us a bomb man.As in we ate hell
alot of food,
spents like 4 hours plus and bad digestion till now.I am so grossed out by the makings in the toilet tell you.
I
couldnt have dinner cause i nearly vomited.The taste of
bbq is so settled down in my tongue.
I am so full it feels as thou i have just walloped up an elephant.Gosh
Kay bye &happy hols.
Thank you Yl,much appreciated(:<3
Hello.
Lets talk about my O level paper.Well it
wasnt so bad,probably just screwed up
abit of here and there,adding up all the unwanted carelessness other than that,no.
Then went to Pp with
Fii,
Jm and Allie.
Hahas,right after the paper its always best to feast.Nothing bests the
banmian at pp
okayzxz.
Today was utterly a complete waste of time.E-geog could kill,physics created the dead atmosphere and Ss was super hardcore please.Thankfully we had a teacher like Lim,always releasing us earlier,giving us breaks in between,allowing us to watch dumb commercials which definitely perked up our day and and he even allows us to bring Mac delivery into class.
Class ended at 11.30 and i had lunch with Xh and Saml.I dont know why we ended up at T-mart in the end but still at least i had what i wanted.Going home was the longest part of the journey and i promise you wont want to know why.
I just slept my way through today again,its gonna be hell for me tonight.Woohoooo.
My class position was 13/40 and my level turned out to be 128/230 .Isnt that like the above half.Hahahaha!!
Hello brilliant Sunday morning.
I cant believe I'll be taking my mother tongue Os tomorrow.I dread chinese so much because all they ever ever talk about is politics,human life & values.Its harder to comprehend the passage plus we have to put in so much thought to the questions.Lets just hope tomorrow turns out really well yeah?Good luck babes & hunks.
Oh and i just got my haircut on Friday and there's no freaking change in my hair except maybe a fewer strends gone.Then I had lunch with Yl at pizza hut which was amazingly filling but good of course!Walked over to starbucks and chatted with Jm for awhile while waiting for Allie and Fii to come.Went home and tried my best to study but failed.
Yesterday was great except for the earlier part which I screwed up.Quarelled big time with my mum because she was unreasonable to me and then to her,i was being too rude and stuff.She always has to use her violence which obviously dont work at my age.
I was really upset over what she said to me.Sometimes i really wanna know what the heck have i done so wrong to deserve all this.Heck it all,heroine of all evil.
Met Jim,leo,xh & the rest for dinner at lagoon.Had a real long walk down the beach but it was a memorable walk for sure.Then to arcade then home.I am so glad i came out you know,at least it made me all cheery again.I am never happy at home,in fact its the far worse place to ever be in.
Bye
Hello hello.
Frankly about my grades,I am not very happy about it.I wont go very far with those red marks in my report and not as if i am gonna get a commendable testimonial from my teacher or so.DPA?Ha,i will reconsider that when i find something to offer to the poly .
Today's officially the last day of school for all,doesn't it just sound pleasurable.Please,bless all graduating students for we still have another 2 torturous week to go on.Speaking of that,there's our Chinese Os on Monday.Just see how time is bringing us through,scary isn't it especially when you're not the least prepared.
Anyway it has been good today.After school,caught that Pirate movie(Trouble with spelling)With Jm and Saml.We had so much fun smuggling our lunch in and going bonkers over the casts!!If only i were 15 years older or something..
Okay then some shit happened to Don today which totally pissed my whole family.Some people are so eager to mess with authority and creating a huge scene for the world.Hello,if you have a bloody problem with your life you do not have to share your agony.Plus showing off how freaking hot chests plus hair are is not impressive at all.Pick on someone your own size please?Damn you coward loser,i dont think you will get away with this.
Ha,now so much of this being the kindness week.Actually Wl is right,you dont need people to remind you to be kind cause it should come from your heart.It makes alot of sense.
Hello.
Today's a great day,or should i say a promising day whereby everything seems to work out.I feel happy after such a loooooooooooooong time,genuinely happy.
Had tuition then walked over to pp to meet Xh.Jas and Jm came to meet us at Mos,then we shopped for abit.I look so shitty today and i dont know why.
I am in no blogging mood.So bye
Hello everyone.
I have been screwing up my skins alot but nevermind i am very satisfied with this.I cant stand my last fonts its so unsightly!!Cheryl Fong helped with the image,yep see the talent?Thanks alot by the way!Anyway lets go back on school,I dont know why but i am pretty cool with my results.Hee cause i know i have given my best and maybe its all what the best can give.
Other than that,life hasn't been very good to me.But i am glad things are sailing on the low tide right now.I feel so caught in between sometimes,honestly.Maybe its just me,you know i suck at handling problems like that or should i say i was never perfect to start with.
Dont worry,I've long convinced myself that the world's not perfect,things can never be well and good all the time.Why hate when we can love.Why kill when we can save.Why revenge when we can forgive.
I dont know how to tell you all i love you all the same.How much i hate taking sides and how much i hate being in such situations.For now i only know how much my friendship really means to me.Its people who makes me wanna work hard for things like that.Friendship is a wise investment,bear that in mind okay?
-I hope things willjust turn for the better,even if its only a short while..
I still love you.
You know that song?
Its alright,I am okay.I think god can explain.
I believe,I am the same.I ve been carried away.
Splender
Hello People.
What a day.I am entirely drained right now after the long detour.Seems as thou we' were just walking aimlessly through the malls.Today's fun still,i learnt to play a decent Pool which wasnt so bad you know.All i could remember was eating rather?Had SeoulGarden for lunch,then we shared a whole tub of Ice-cream,large fries and more ice-cream.
Very filling and yet satisfying.The amount of food we had today could actually bring me through the week but who cares after today things are gonna change.
Please pray for me,for my results so i wont have to come home and face my family or rather,myself.
Goodnight and goodbye.
Hello!
Happy Mum's day.
I know,this is the day we all get together,blow some candles and giving our praises to our mums.
By doing so,you let her know how much you thank her for her tough love for you,through the years.I dont know why,i cant bring myself to do all this thou i want to.I feel like as thou i am defying my own conscience.
We were never like that,no.Or should i say i never wanna picture my family like that.I'd love to be happy and that has gotta start first with your own family.I guess they are the only people that would very much be glad to be there for you and giving you the right support.
I would love that,i wish my mum could be the one i turn to when i need someone.
Sadly ,she's always losing it with me.
You know what i really picture in my mind?A whole family,together and unbreakable.Then we could have time for each other,talking and not yelling.We could all sleep in the same bedroom,watch the same tv shows and do everything together..
Nothing else in the world could be that perfect.
K fat hope.
Anyway i had a great sunday!Met allie,wong,fii and jas at PP again.Then we walked around,shopped and talked alot.Hee,i just got myself a new belt and many starbursts!!
It was fun except for the part about my stupid cough which wouldnt heal.Maybe i should go take some cough syrup before i die of coughing.
Okay today's just great(:
I'll be off early tomorrow and i dont know why i am so excited!!
Hello.
School's senseless,dont you think?I overslept today,fortunately made it to school on time.Did that NE quiz,got labelled JUNIOR and got home by 10.Omg,they are insaneeeeeeeee.
Had a way hard time deciding on someplace to go,so in the end we went seperate ways.Met Fel and we went to town for abit.
Shopped ALOT,but its mainly her cause i kept reckoning.Sometimes when you really have the money you spend more time thinking of what to buy and that sucks.Got a new top and a great lunch so it was satisfying enough.
We seem to keep bumping into Nasians wherever we go and they are like our"next of kin".
People like Jm,allie ,d,and yl.Yes isnt the world so very small,but i like it that way.
I feel so empty maybe cause i have been glued to the tv for too long just now.I have missed out too much seriously.I miss disney and I dont wanna miss a single episode of"Cory the house".
I dont know what coming up for me this weekend,i was thinking to take this time off and rest.
You all should too.
Presenting.............the most unglam photo of the month!!
You must be feeling ultra gay for the midyears are over.It has been such a tough struggle,especially through the late nights.If you have made it through,definitely be thankful.
I know I am,I feel like mourning for those days again.
Yes,and so we called for a good celebration.There was Jasmine,Jm and allie!Seriously man,right now my room seems as thou a huge typhoon just swept pass or something.But it was fun,it really helped bring my stress level down and too,taking my mind off the stupid POA.I really hope i wont get shit out of it,just in case i screw up in paper 2.
I need a reality check right now and a serious one.
By the way.In life we should learn to give and take alot,it really do make things alot easier.Too bad its not easy to keep giving in huh?But too i guess we should never neglect the joy of giving.
Receving too much is draining if you realised.
Okay night lovers
helloooooo world.
I am so relieve the exams are over for me and i made it through today!I really did,despite all the cough/sneeze/psyco.Mr lee's thoughtful,he actually placed the dustbin beside my table which made life so much easier.I hate blowing my nose,especially during an exam cause it breaks the serenity.The maths paper was screwed shit with utter senseless questions,yup you all know it.
Enough about that,today's a good day,plus i have no school tomorrow which adds on to my joy.
Met Wong and Fii at starbucks for an unproductive study session.Mf came,made hell of an enetertainment,laughing over stupid things and all.And now,i am home,thinking about tomorrow.(:
Sidetrack abit.I hate and admire straightforward people at the same time.Loathe them because of the way they put things across to people without much considerations for inner's feelings.Its like, they just say how they feel to make themselves feel better like as thou the world has stopped revolving.But truth is,the world's always around and its only right to let words go through serious thinkings before saying them.
On the other hand admirations comes in because only the straightforward people are the real honest people.Yep,with good intentions,straightforward remarks are due to help.Those are more of genuine remarks i call.
Okay goodbye.
Hello love.
Yesterday was great,met Fel and Yl at starbucks to study and we got chased out cause it was a saturday thankyou.The others there chose to perserver and let that guy keep repeating whatever he kept saying.Gosh,cant believe it.
End up studying at macs.I gave up chemistry,so like screw that paper i dont care.Its better for me to focus ion my maths for i cant pass chem in forever.
Mdm Riza'nice,i really like her encouragements and all thou it doesnt help.I would be able to pass if i think scientifically(?) but I am not cut out to that.
Dined at pizza hut,talk ,took pictures and of course indulging.
I hope i will have some time to study today,I am going to Rc with my dad now.
I'll share more when i get back.
I am worried about her right now,wish there was something i could do to make her feel better or at least a smile..Cheerup babe,I'll be here for you.<3
The stars at the end cant shine,
still sense its brilliance and innocence,
in your heart its the brightest.
For me,you're that star.
So long and yet goodbye.
Hi!(:
Hello all,I am so proud to say i am almost done with all my papers.Well to me it is for it has really been hectic for me.I need to sleep cause i am turning into a zombie with my ridiculous eye bags.I don't wanna think how badly i have screwed some of my papers cause for now i can only think of the joy of getting through everything.Oh but except for add maths,you wont believe what was going through my had while I was doing the paper."whose's the setter,is this paper made for human beings,its okay to fail right?"
You know what,the question that i did in my SAP last night came out in the paper and i had no difficulty in balancing the figure cause i went through that question twice.I feel so lucky i wanted to scream and thank god in the middle of the exam.Phew.
I just had mos with Yl again.Yeah i know its going abit overboard and now i am starting to get sick of ebi and rice.I'll try something different the next time.Oh and i got my cartoon as well so that i can totally relief some stress after the f-ed up week and also partially to make it up to my irregular periods.
Eveyone has been so stressed up recently,but dont worry okay,its gonne be over in a week and we can all take a short break.Like i have mentioned,to achieve goals we have to work very hard for it because everything comes with a price.
Goodday people.
