Definitely,maybe
I just got my new
vaio and its the prettiest thing ever..for now that is.I really have to credit my uncle and aunt for helping me out in getting everything done and making my life so much easier.They are seriously the most
efficent people you can find at times like this.
School has been so good to me,I mean it gets me going and I've not take my mind off in such a long time.I really look forward to school alot,esp with my classmates around.
I went to town today with Charmaine,dian,Ryan,Sean & Jonas after school.Caught the movie,Definitely maybe and it got all the girls tearing seriously.Okay maybe its just a very wrong time to be watching shows like this.
Anyway right now,the star signs are probably hitting all over the place and thats why things are getting quite rough for everyone around. Sometimes,we really do hope things just work out one way or another but time is the only cure to every wound.I've been taking various paths and risks in my life and whatever that happens comes solely from my own decisions.The way things are now might not be exactly the way I pictured but at least I know I try.Thats good enough to just keep life the way it is for now.Problems just cant stop getting at you sometimes and the weight on your back just gets heavier each day.Maybe all of us should just start learning to lift the burdens and get some rest aye.
This calls for a freshmen's party
& just tonight,i miss you dearly.
Omg finally its friday. Im here to retrieve my weekends after a long hectic week.I wanna chill out the whole entire weekend and gear myself for next week. Im business crazy after sunday!!!!Anyway Hii Charmaine thank you for bringing honey water for me today,you are like the sweetest thing in my sugar darling. Omg,Im starting to enjoy school so much.Yay goodnight all.
Meer 1b21!!!
Wait there's more..........but another time.I have not slept a wink in ages BUT,last night was great man.I turned in right when i sank into bed and omg i did not dream or wake up in the middle of the night.Its a huge deal to me alright.Im far behind from CSA since i skipped the lab thing so i need alot of help in this area.I started studying Org beh and Econs,okay maybe now i know the reason why i could sleep so well last night.Everything now is just revolving around school,my class and work.Oh and I wont be able to get my life back till the term ends?
Heart breaks & Jealousy.
Hi all,i had 2 hours of school today which predictably is a waste of time.Hmm having first time lectures,its a pure taste of true boredom & extreme lapse of focus.I will definitely screw the entire subject when it comes to computerisation because i dont understand a shit.I officially hate CSA and Econs for now. I will probably grow to love econs more one day but not today so yeah..I wonder now,if its okay to fail that particuler module.
I should join a few clubs to spice my whole life abit man..Im thinking,photography,production crew,hockey!!(i know,i dont know whats with me.)drama club hmm maybe i better think twice as hard.
Went to town with Alicia after school today and it was really fun thou we were really drained from school.Im really broke now because i just bought my maggis top and i have not get my textbooks yet!!Its really annoying cause its freaking costly & heavy.I have to try harder to convince my mum to increase my allowance really,its reasonable if you consider the long journey to school and back,break time snacks,lunch,unneccessary stuff and list goes on.So yeah.I've no form today and school starts at 9 tmr shitxzxz
This is my love for you.
Hey
yooo!! Today was surprisingly better then i thought.I guess this post is gonna be lengthy but whatever.
Im sincerely thankful to those who always bother to read my nonsense and cheering me up from time to time.You know for that,life just get a
lil better & better.
So during the 5 hour break today the class was suppose to go on some outing but in the end everyone was just left on their own.I met Andrew for a while to catch up & stuff cause it has been
soooo long since we last did. :) Oh oh and i finally found 2 girls from my class who has topics which falls on the same page as me!!I cant portray this feeling man,its just joy.I think
Im also very fortunate to have the best
Sls in my class because they guide our class to practically everything. That 100plus leader who's
gl and extremely
supportive at the same time!
My classmates are very musically inclined seriously. Some have bands of their own and there's this guy Ryan who shares his music background and all with me. Okay
Im really more or less relieved now for overcoming this social
barrel. I hope the rest of the class will somehow step out of their shells and open up more or something really.
Most of all,I miss my clique. I know we've been trying time and time again to get everyone out one day but seems like it so hard because everyone has got their own lives now.All our schedules are clashing and its just a bad time.It might be inevitable that people drift apart eventually but you all know that under all circumstances,we're friends forever.After all that we've been through together,its all worth it.
I miss
Yuanlin and
felicia alot as well. You two have been so close to me we 're even sharing beds.K,sounds wrong but yeah.Life is definitely a turn without you both in school but we'll meet like at least once a week and get really high together yeah.Crazy
kidz. Not forgetting
kenneth and the rest too,see
everyone's like busy!!!
I miss 4r5 and the drama club man.I know i have been using my
cca to over my huge ass but its really because of the people there that makes me a
lil motivated.People like
Zsa,
cheryl,
shaz,
sl,
edwin and all,i thank you all so much.
& really randomly,i miss
Jacq& all.I miss Gina for the times when we studied together ending up talking more,going to church together and just really talking yeah.
Please pardon this post people.I just have to say it.Goodbye all
Poly life is extremely different than before. I think my class is really bonded and thats a good thing i suppose. There's like a class blog,celebration for Dian's bday and class outings.Omg 1b21 is hardcore to the max \/ I had my first lecture today and i swear i was trying bloody hard to stay awake. People around seems to be catching things pretty fast and thats gonna leave me very far behind.I wanna As everything if i can k,no kidding.
School 's on at 9 tmr and i have a freaking 5 hr break in between. Whats with the timetable really,anyone wanna compare with mine???!!!!
I will always believe that we will find a way to love one day.I promise to hold you so tightly in my arms and tell you,baby my love for you is so deep. We'll live the rest of our lives together with no regrets my love. Dont let patience go to waste,destiny shall not let us down for the second time.
this is my sanity.
Whats up all. Fel and yl stayed over at my place again and its cool cause its becoming a weekly thing.I hope our friendship always remain this way really.We went to a bbq at Clement's last night and it was a good catch up with the other people.I spent quite alot today buying school stuff,headband and a bowl of fats. Parkway has all essentials in the world :)
I dread Mondays now because when school starts,i get monday blues.The last time in sec school,things were way different okay.I had so so much to look forward to everyday and even studying perks me up sometimes.I miss all the mischief my classmates are up to,I miss having yl as my full time partner and most of all i miss being part of the universe.I hope i dont get lost on my first day cause i am wondering where in the world is the lecture hall. I hope the person who sits next to me open up a lil,offer me a candy and maybe help make me feel better.
Gosh,i hope life is working out for everyone,esp people in my plight. K,shopping for clothes tmr,thats a good idea.Bye all.
dream,visual,plan,act! Go tp!
HIiiiiiiiiiiii all.My orientation is over.I skipped like more than half of today ..i know so much of being enthu!!!I think all nasians fled anyway or at least i did with 3 others!!Yesterday was pretty alright and for now i just swear i will fit in with my new classmates somehow.We only have 24 in class so it should be okay if they quit thinking Im thai/bad girl wth yeah.The mass dancing and all were seriously engaging plus it has been so long since I've been in school.My ridiculous timetable is a turn off man,i mean who goes to school for 2 hours righttt!!!Oh and none of my ex school mates are in the same class or the least near my class okay,this suckxzxz.I just hope none of us drift apart really.
Kisses dont lie,i suppose.
Im glad school's on tmr.I cant wait cause life sucks now.Good day everyone.
Your pranks made me fool
Hi everyone.I am finally recovering...or at least i think I am!! Anyway if Fel's here now Im sure to give her the bashing of a lifetime k,no kidding. I received a call from Melvin and he told me fel left her phone at his place.& since he was using fel's phone to call,it sounded very convincing.Then he went on telling me she brought a whole lot of alcohol to drink because she was emoing for some gay reasons.For the whole time I've known Felicia,i have hardly seen her getting upset or anything cause she's always the one comforting me.I swear the situation was so tense and i was even thinking of calling her dad cause now she's at the other end of sg.
All this is a made up joke people.I dont know why i am even pulled into this.AND I ACTUALLY BELIEVED YOU omg.For the complete 2 mins of making me all worried,the both of you owe me big time.
No you hang up
Now i really wonder...........
Whats your first reaction when you see this........... :)
Again,with the lastest plans.....fel and yl stayed over at my place.We're really in need of cash right now because we are just not cut out to save. We had Mac delivery in the morning,pizza for lunch and Carl's Jr for dinner :)& i"ve not even come to the part on what we did yesterday.Met Hc and the rest today and shopped for school essentials together. They are all really an extremely understanding group of people.Thanks alot for yesterday.
I think Shayne Ward has a sexy voice.I mean i have been stuck on his music everytime it turns on.Anyway school's on in like 2 days and Im hardly preparing!!I hope i meet a good bunch of people,people who studies hard and play hard all at the same time.I hope everyone in school gets tired of dressing up someday because i am already lazy to.if you know me well you probably know whats running on the back of my mind now. First days are always exciting!!!
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You know whenever you are standing at the lowest peak of your life,you just gotta really look around and look on the best side of things. Sometimes it really doesnt make sense to me that everything happens for a reason but in alot of things,we chose to make it this way.Unknowingly one day,we might have already stepped out of misery but its really because things used to mean alot to us thats why we are pulled back again and again.Its really nice when our minds are put away from life for a bit but ultimately we still turn back because its our hearts thats leading us on.Seriously,no one esle would truly understand but ourselves yeah. The thought of sheer happiness can be too overwhelming at times but if we fall back to reality,just believe that things will get better. For me,I am just too drained to persue anything else for now.I hope that by leaving somethings on its own,it will find its way.Somehow,I have to keep up with the pace of my life and even if i dont...I have to.
Wouldnt it be nice
Wouldnt it be nice if we could all live off without a face.
Wouldnt it be good if we could have no troubles for a day.
Wouldnt it be perfect if everyone around has
thinkings which matched yours.
Wouldnt life be better if all ifs could come true.
Anyway Miss
soh yuan
lin is a talent by nature k.I
dont know,she just has this gift to joke.
"
Dont go out so early
tmr k cause
haji there
dont open early.Meet like 1 plus"
OMG I thought 1 plus is like freaking broad daylight my dear!!!Its always because you
dont get your own jokes and you always make people around happy
thats why we love you so much.
We desperately need a school bag!!!Oh and my parents agreed on getting me a new laptop!!I am feeling so gay cause the excitement of having one in my room is like freaking cool
plz.I can just lock myself in my room the entire day with everything available.Life is good when your parents give you some space at times like this.
Today's cool cause my dad is back but....its only for a day.Heck it already,as long as we had some quality time.
I wanna watch licence to wed can anyone please lend it to me?? :)
islander hardcorexz
Why cant someone just ask me something dumb like.....why is hair growing on your head?I will so gladly answer you.Today's a lazy and slowwwww paced day.Everything's so draggy but still it was fun somehow. I always love your company babe.Smuah.
I feeling like locking myself up at home for 3 days straight so i wont spend a single cent.Such drastic plans always fail because my butt will get too itchy. Take example..monday when i was at town with Yl and Issac, we splurged.
This is so sad,why cant we all change the world.Perfection is something cool to be an aim.
we'll live the rest of our lives,but not together.
I bought the coolest boxers ever!!!Actually because its cheap and at the same time cool.Its probably an impulse but a good one anyway.
Yl stayed over at my place last night and we watched a horror to sleep.Today was bad,seriously bad. It has been pouring all day and we cant get to anywhere so we ended up being stuck at pp.How uncool.
Why is this sick feeling of lethargy all wrapped around me.Hmm i am wondering if the weather forecast would show an explanation.Cant life be any more productive than this?Like maybe counselling,serveral home visits then by the time i get home i will be too zonk out.
School's orientation is on next week,like finally................................................ !
Reckless.Implusive.Confused.Hysterical,me.
& i swear no one else in the world ever end something like that so beautifully.Its my bliss
time after time
Hi everyone. I've alot of pictures taken yesterday because...Its Happy 17th birthday tenissa!!! :) :) It seriously has been ages since the last time we all met up and i think we all know that we miss each other alot.Those school days were the best because we always had each other through all the good and hardest times. We're all going in all different directions now but I hope we'll always be in contact.Ultimately,we will attain our own successes one day and when we look back,we will definitely remember the people who made us today. :)
