i dont know why everything has to turn out this way.
saw the lion dance , (:
besides having our reunion lunch today,we went to visit lao ma at the old folks home.
its really sad to see her in that state,shivering and all thin to bones. when she saw the family ,somehow that smile was intact again .
went to grandma's house for visiting.the atmostphere was so guo xing nian.
my mum had to ruin it for me,she just has to.
keep bringing up everything, making me really upset.like its new year please!
went home i went straight to bed, and i refuse to speak to my mum.
my dad asked me to go watch i not stupid too. but i was really not in the mood to.
there is just too many things going on at the very wrong time .
okay,happy cny my dear friends :D
<3!
decided to post something nice for today(:
happy cny everyone. hahas,cant wait cant wait!
woke up late and skip tuition:D
and finally gonna meet manda and melia later.oh yay ,i miss them <3
manda is damn funny!
i ask her wear red she dont want !make me look so odd like ang pao .wl!
cant sleep last night,tossed and turned so much .
anyway,sang myself to sleep.hahas,it worked!
i really hope things will get better, well ,will everything still be the same.?
<3
You're a true friend, that I want you to know,
Our love for each other has helped us to grow.
We've been through some tough times, but we've made it through,
The only one I ever trusted was you.
You helped me through anger,
you've chased away fears.
You held me through sadness, and kissed away tears.
You stayed by my side when the world turned away.
You helped me see joy when the skies were all gray.
You were the rainbowat the end of the storm.
You help me be different when I shouldn't conform.
You held my hand when you knew we would fall.
Every heartache, you saw me through it all.
I'm not sure I'm always the best friend to you,
I know I'm not perfect, but this much is true.
When life gets you down, And there's nowhere to turn,
I'll help you through and I'll share your concern.
I'll try my best to return every favor,
When you're sure that you'll drown,
then I'll be your lifesaver;
Even if we both go down.
Whether we sink or swim doesn't matter at all,
Just know that I'll be therewhenever you call.
I'll pull you out when life pulls you under.
I'll be the sun when there's lightning and thunder.
And when it's all over,
And we've fought every war,
There's one thing I promise, Of this I am sure,
When the time comes that we're put to our rest.
Be sure that you know that, My friend, you're the best.
And if there is Heaven,
then I know you'll be there,
That if you die first then you'll hear every prayer.
And soon I'll join you, but just know until then.
That I'll miss you each day 'til I see you again.
At the end of the tunnel, you'll be my guiding light,
You'll lead me to heaven, away from the night.
We'll be there together, and we'll never grow old.
And we'll walk hand i
n hand On the streets paved of gold.
i am the last one standing on the top of the hill! hahas
no, joel made the silliest inside joke today.
forever it goes.shen fu! followed by amen . it made my day,it did .
he is super hilarious.like pulling bra straps and acting thou he had his periods! laugh laugh laugh.
my dad is finally back with the greatest surprise! i am really glad he is able to make it for chinese new year :D
but after that he will be going back to hong kong again :( sighs .
mdm low is getting ridiculous. have started steaching and she starts throwing all the assignments for us to do. like expecting us to squeeze the last bit of our brain juice .
no,feel like going on strike .
gonna fail like shit.
i need something for the jumble sale tomorrow. hahas,there is gonna be so much fun .
<3 you all
and and happy new year.gong xi fa cai! (:
i am gonna decrease slowly by the day.
i am really desperate for a handphone! well,my mum is allowing me on the com for half an hour :D
actually its my fault,bill shot up twice as much ,and my mum got ereally furious this time . i know i am overdoing things :(
mdm low did not come today !thats the life man,no lesson,no stress !
bad thing ,did not manage to get the threatre,only next friday i guess. gosh,all the plans are totally ruined! !
and it goes on and on,without a never ending road.
dear yiqin,it really great that we have built our bonds when you are in singapore .friends forever <3 we all had a great time ,come back soon yeah! remember the departure hall yeah.
love you all lots!
we celebrated mum's birthday yesterday.
there was like alot of people in my house and my mum was busy hosting.
it was so close to losing a love one.
thanks innie(: not for you i dont even think we realised how much we still <3 each other.
Was it you who spoke the words that things would happen but not to me
Oh things are gonna happen naturally
And taking your advice I'm looking on the bright side
And balancing the whole thing
But often times those words get tangled up in lines
And the bright lights turn to night
Until the dawn it brings
A little bird who'll sing about the magic that was you and me
Cause you and I both loved
What you and I spoke ofWhat you and I spoke of
Others only dream of the love that I love
See I'm all about them words
Over numbers, unencumbered numbered words
Hundreds of pages, pages, pages forwards
More words then I had ever heard and I feel so alive
Now you and I, you and I
Not so little you and I anymore
And with this silence brings a moral story more importantly evolving is the glory of a boy
you and I both loved
what you and I spoke of
and others just read of and if you could see now
well I'm already finally out ofand it's okay if you have go away
just remember the telephone works both ways
and if I never ever hear it ring
if nothing else I'll think the bells inside have finally found you someone else and that's okay
cause I'll remember everything you sang
you and I both loved
what you and I spoke of
and others just read of and if you could see now
well I'm already finally out of words.
we were all so happy ,and as times go by ,where has it all gone? disappearing one by one , whats it gonna be this new year reunion? ohana means family,family means nobody gets left behind or fogotten.
i miss amelia and amanda alot, we spent our childhood together,since like i was so little.hey and we slept on the same bed before!everyweek end we would go out with your parents to town remember,then we would stare so hard at the toys that we want. and after school,i would walk to your house and sometimes we take afternoon naps together. now that you are moving away,will all of this continue to stay?
we went cruising together , and i really miss the times we laughed and played .the time, we fell across the lido in our swimming costumes when were young .hahas and not forgetting when we were at the childcare centre till like 1 am. and we manage to trap oh-so genius jia in the tent.!hahas,damn gulliable!
now that were growing with time,everything changes . we hardly have the chance to meet .the last time is when i saw amanda walking home and i called her(: and yarh thats the only time .
its rather sad, cus now we have our own commitments and everything .but we are one family ,i hope you all will still be there for me.<3
school was really bad today :(
felt really sick and giddy,put my head on the table and got reprimanded almost instantly :(
thanks to all the people around me,i really appreciate it .<3!
feeling much better now. (:
but i hope joel can stop calling me shen fu! no position to be,seriously.
hahas
i feel that i am adapting to my new class. the people are really warm and nice (:
had a long driven day by now, and i am awfully tired.
seeing all my besties so stressed up from school work,studying so hard ,i really feel so bad :(
but i am really glad that we are still able to spend quality time together in school although we dont get to sit in the same clasroom anymore.
my mum is bias towards my siblings .
why must i give in to him all the time. he comes with a fork , and this morning a knife,even the cane is no longer a dreadful weapon to the kids these days.
yi qin is going off tmr :(
i hope i will be able to send her off .
goodbye to you my friend .<3
and another thing ,sighs,dont know how to put it across in words .
just that she is being ridiculous with words .its just fake .
okay bye for now.
<3!
delicated to you <3!
so much happened in school today.
got 2/20 for social studies .hahas
mr foong's lesson-cough cough
add maths is so screwed.yes
found a thousand reasons to your woes and unhappiness . look at a different point of angle,things are never so bad .
the only person who can hurt you the most is yourself . and to overcome yourself ,you have to be able to listen to your heart.
be strong be strong now,
too many too many problems,
dont know where she belongs ,where she belongs?
she wants to go home,but nobody's home,its where she lies .broken inside
with no place to go,to dry her eyes.
life is very different.
drove me up the walls in rows
had a long day today. studied really "hard"
jiamin was falling asleep,
sam was dozing off soon enough,
yuanlin is trying hard to pay attention?
jesamine...stunned?
okay,hahas . we got through it all thou .
innie shook me up the whole day.she did.
hahas, dont play already (:
waited for allie ,fii and innie to finish lessons and we went home together.<3!
really zonked when i got home .yawns!
okay got to do chinese ,boring!
<3 you all!
she was crazy,she turned mad.
she was really down and upset.
why is this happening to me, yeah life is so hard .
the taste of drama is really horrible .
7 deadly scenes are so hard.
help me,i want it all to be okay<3
hello girls, pictures from cat!!!
you all look great,feel free to retrieve from here.
loves!<3
hellos,its sunday.
and my whole family is out and i am home alone.
heh!
my uncle is gonna book a cozy theatre for 20 friends. how cool is that. !
uh huh he is so nice (:
science tuition later .
sighs dont feel like going .
>you are intensively annoying. like i dont get what sparks or whatever.
you sound strange and drunkened .
its a bloody holla day(:
girL:
yes i love you,i do.and i am sad,cus you dont ****ing care.
boy:
hey!i do give a shit about it ok.how the hell can you say such things.
girl:
i can say it loud and clear that never give in to me before.you dont even bother!
boy:
right now i am not even gonnna bother to remember who you are.
girl:
i just want to be with you,all that was so hard to get
boy:
ya right. i can believe you.
girl:
i have been trying to
boy:
because you never told me
girl:
its so obvious.
boy:
apparently i did not get the hint
the end.
its the end of my lovestory.
bye forever .
it was a mega hot day.
yeah,the rain is going away and the sun is shining its way (:
my clothes will dry,
will all have fun together,
out in the sun!
had boring lessons with many many tests.
everything we did today seems to be in vain :(
school ended around 3.30.and we cabbed home with wong,allie and fs.
hahas.
now i am back here blogging,and its boring!
<3!
lessons were extremely boring. yes!
their voices were like singing me off to sleep !
played some piggyback thing during pe. nearing fell off wong,or actually i did.
and the day was bad cus it raining and all the laundry cant dry!
i see everything loud and clear.you shouldnt, you know it.i wont blow things but if you do treasure,you will stop all this .
lessons were always boring for a start.
i dont get what mr joseph lim is teaching,english is hard to comprehend,chinese was crap.
add maths made everything look worse !
but hahas,since it is like that-boring.
so should talk more right!
drama was okay
luffy (dont know how to spell) can take up the role of a world class actor.
real shock man.
it rained,
my day was darkened :(
i cant find the days again,
if only i could turn clock in another direction,
everything would be fine.
<3!
lessons was boring, and i mean the whole day .
the teachers talked no sense that got into me .
i am feeling:
weird for some reasons.
happy cus there is no school tmr.
:/
had lunch at KFC after school (: fish ole was great!
for all the years we came to be.i really wished that we could always be sitting on the same table,
sharing the worse jokes and pouring our thoughts to one another till the end of time.
<3
drama as usual,mdm azean didnt realise i was eating m&ms.
the t-shirt was horrible,with bad designs!
rained cats and dogs the whole day. got all drenched and dirty :(
okay,that was my day. have fun (: !
for you bring out the best in me,that no one else can do,thats why i am by your side,thats why i love you.
tuition was okay.
i bet me and tay was like really staring blankly at the board.
its a day with no nothing so i will go and get ready for school now.
hahas,no homework?
restwell <3
i spent the entire day with my family(:
okay tuition was fairly boring but its a good thing its wasnt that difficult.still need abit more understanding.
went to parkway to trim my hair,no difference at all.
bought a the billabong bottle i wanted(:
we headed to town,in short raffles city. my dad got two portraits,
don got his dumb book and i got mine!
my parents were so high today,dont know why.
but my mum laughed alot and my dad sang very loudly for no reason .
okay,like wow,is it a blue moon night .?
had french for dinner.
the ambience was so calm and peaceful,oh and the scene from above was beautiful.
the food was super eww! yes,it tasted awful and the bill was very bad.
i hate that place for so many reasons.
from me to you:will a past be shadow that wll follow us around?when we first met we never thought we became best friends.so do promise it will stay till the end of time,you're all very important ,and special.<3
super tiring day,the whole campfire thing ended at 9 plus.
sweats, i will miss r6 dearly .when they decided to be cooperative for once they are real cute.
hahas, in the end got the consolation prize,and mr wong had to cancel the performances.like wth!
alot of effort was drained down . :(
mr fong called me out today,i was like ,oh shit,not again!
hahas,he is quite okay for a few minutes. he dont even remember about the holiday homework.
there were so much that was going on i have forgotten the activities. but it was fun :D
probably the best of the four days.
okay and i hope i am adapting, bye!
<3
if i could fly like birds so high,then straight to his arms.its far beyond the sun.
orientation is fun , sec ones are cute.
and we get to skip whole day of lesson for the whole week.and its tiring.!
was really pissed off,cus i really dont know what to do with the whole situation :(
to my very dear friend,
i am hurt by the way you are treating me. why?
friends were suppose to stay by each other giving the fullest support in everything.
everything i did,you turned away.
with downcast eyes,i had to walk away.
nothing in this world can be described the pain.cus you're my best friend,i know so
i was always there when you need me the most,my shoulders may not be comfy for you,but i will still sit there till you feel better.
right now i understand, i cant keep depending and expecting.
i, just hope you wont leave me out again.
then and then again.this is reality,and i know you by the heart.
its the 2nd of january tomorrow,
yep, just a gentle reminder that school starts tomorrow.shrugs!i have not touch my homework(:
erm actually its :(
okay panick! shit,i dont feel any sense of urgency at all.
only my pencil case is ready,books and bag.
okay i am ready for school if the teacher forgets about holiday homework,which probably wont happen.
well,i am not the only one right.?
(where is wong ????)
its a new year,with a whole new beginning.
new class, new teacher,new classmates,new rules,new environment,new whiteboard?
dont know why,maybe its because i have not started on my school work ,
that why i am so freaking tense!
hellos
happy 2006 everybody(:
new year new hopes and dreams.lets all strive harder together yeah.
thanks everyone.
<3
i missed the countdown,woke up at 3,stared at the wall.
regene moh called four times and she is not picking up now?
i feel screwed,i have not started on my homework!
school is like in 1! 1! 1 okay
i am gonna miss you
okay bye
