When i get older,I'm sure I'm gona love you
My dad's in town so I have been spending time with him since his return. Been eating and indulging alot but guess what its the holidays and I am happy now!!Everything is settled now cept for the fk-ed up fact that i m accused of shit. I must be damn careful in school now,I might just get stepped on.Or should just totally get a policeman outfit for my classmates so we can feel more secured. Being gutless and not wanting to create a bigger problem is two different things ok and if everyone just wants to settle everything physically wouldnt the world be in chaos?K I am done here,hopefully its reallly done.
I cut my hair again on impluse but i guess its ok cause again our hair will always grow.That day catherine had a good time watching me do this but i had my fun when alicia came.So anyhow,i look like this now.
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Dear,daddy will be arriving before 12pm.Please wait for me.We will go out for lunch and shopping together ok"You know there is no ugly people in this world,its just the people with the ugliest hearts. You babe,once is enough you want a second time.Bring it on,Im not afraid of you.
My apology if you have not seen the worst side of me yet but now you are reaching my limits!!!I dont want you to be in my life but i dont understand why you are making me significant. Good for you,pls try me ok.I am damn tired of everything that has been happening and if you wanna push it,i'll give it all to you ok.
Dear Felicia, smile ok.Life will find a way out on its own somehow especially for good people,good friend like you.Be strong darling, we are all here for you.
YL IS STILL AT MY PLACE.YAY GAY I HAVE COMPANY FOR TWO NIGHTS STRAIGHT. We are watching a gay show. k party time bye/
So today i had a heavy heart and when i got home nothing felt like what it should be. Dear friends,Im really sorry for making you all worry but I will be fine in no time.
I want time to think through,i dont know why but i keep telling myself i need time!!!Wa,today's pretty hardcore,shall not think about it for now.
Thank god,the 1 and a half month break came just in time. Chill pris,chill. Thanks people really thank you for being there.I like your ice-creams.I like your blogposts.I like your humour.I like the way you make me happy.
I can go kill myelf now. I screwed my exams today and to be specific,econs. I studied and nothing of what i did came out,such tough luck. Now,its just good that Im through. I think my blog is really boring and I m often here to rant all my emotions and thoughts. Keeping and swallowing is difficult sometimes, so yes please pardon me for that.
I've been reminding myself the whole time."You,can walk out of this,yes you certainly can." There's only those little things in life missing towards perfection but yet it will never be pieced together because life is made to be imperfect. Dont try to understand what i m saying,its gonna take you all night. If you have been there ,you'll know what i mean.
Goodnight,friends or stranger. If life have not been easy for you,I wish you all the better. If you are down , please cheer up and be happy. Simply because,you deserve to.
Melissa
You really have alot of explaining to do, dont ya think?F really.
There's always that one person that will always have your heart.
So yesterday i decided to give myself a good break because i have been such a hardworking girl for the past 2 days.Right pris.....................
But whatever,i went to town anyway with Yl and Fel. I really miss them both so much and they are really the kind of people whom i can be with and just laugh non stop for god knows what.
Anyway I m the only one spending like crazy yesterday but Im very satisfied. Life's good like that.
All good approached us yesterday,really for once I feel like every step i take is just getting closer to luck. Someone from Le salon offered free wash ,blow dry and style!!!How can anyone in the right frame of mind turn that down right!!So yeah we all had curly hair,look at fel,really nice ay?:) Yl's still chiooo.
Im going to startbucks soon! have been there studying since the week started. Manage to do some productive studying which is very good of course.Saw the most random people ever,not the point but...it became randomly fun too.
Kkz anyway thank you to the people who came to talk to me and everything.Everything's good or should i say Im taking it well yeah so :)
I miss you C d v j j a ,classmates!I miss you Cheryl,Zsa and Sl!We can wait till all this shit exams are over ,really.
OK MY FRIEND JOSH( VERY EMOTIONAL NICE BEAR) will be selling alcohol online at a much lower price. I know not many are as hardcore as him but stilll maybe your parents....
Will you,still love me in the morning
9.30am,lazing in bed still pondering about the rest of the week.Anyway this is a dedication post and even if it might be wrong,I think I wanna do it. Dear you,thank you for coming back in my life even if its only a very short period of time.I enjoyed every bit of your company and definitely,your comfort. Thank you for making me feel like your gf, keeping each other company,studying together,having fun and most of all thank you for making breakfast and sending it to my doorstep. You have no idea how much i appreciate every bit of this.I'm really sorry things have to turn out this way for you. I must admit even when i was filled with bliss when I'm with you,I'm experiencing fear all at the same time. All that came to me was insecurity and how afraid I really was to go through another break-up.It came to me that this isn't how i want things to be.Having someone in your life means being happy and most of all you know you can always fall back on that person at the end of all hectics. Not that i didn't feel all that, its just that things are no longer the same anymore. After all,we both have changed and maybe its not as easy as we think to re-accept each other back into our lives.Nevertheless,you are still my dream boy because you have almost every quality I look for in a guy. Your humour and how we can really connect at times. Like I've always said, you may not be the best in the world,but to me you are because you,made that impact on me.You really don't know how much it takes to walk away from the one you love. You don't know how much courage it takes a person to even let go of a loved one. Even if everything i wanted is all within my reach,I wouldn't just take it because i know this decision will be for the better.Perhaps you will understand where i am coming from one day,at least i hope you do. It has been almost half a year since we broke up, but i still did love you. Every single day,I'd still keep you in my prayers and pray the best only for you. You will always mean something to me,always . I'll let fate take the wheel from here,hopefully it guides us both back to eternity someday. Whatever happens you know I will be proud of your every achievement and when you are down,I will be here to try make you happier. Lastly, remember a part of me will always be with you,Yanjie.
Cause obviously,she's outta my league.
Hi this is a post of our planned surprise party thing for Wongjm. The rest of the pictures are with Jasmine so that will have to wait!!K so this whole thing was made possible thanks to her very beloved Bf Marcus even though his acting sucks .But still you should all see Wong's classical surprise face cause she thought Marcus was cheating on her.
We made him bring her to pp Starbucks and then the four of us,Allie,Teni ,jas and me crept up from behind with a huge balloon,present and a birthday cake. People in starbucks were obviously staring damn hard but whatever....cause the surprise worked out.
Meantime in the making...
I think this photo is so funny because i look so patrotic waving at Teni.
Wong must be damn touched cause we had CSA exam the next day and we stayed to party instead!!
I wont risk a step towards fate.
& for the last time,I love you always forever and ever.
Goodbye
You're the last good thing about this part of town
If only i can get my hands on
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Then again,its not like i can wear these cause I cant really walk normally in heels.But its very nice right!!Maybe some of you can fall in love with this too and we can have a lil spree and my dream will come true.Whatever the CSA must be getting to me.
My life is currently screwing up on its own and it all up to me to unwind everything. Work hard,Pris!!
Talking about results,
Im very very proud of you,
Melia. I need to succeed just like you.
Sorry,I have having a
lil shopping fascinations. Ok i need to focus on my exam which I cannot afford to fail or i will meet my so dire consequences.
Being you,is what you do best.
HI!!Actually
Im very pissed with myself today. First up, We got an Effing C- for our economics report after all the harvesting,all the cramping all the hard work.Deep down,I think teachers are very sadistic people,no offence.I mean my dreams of going into a Uni might just be dashed cause of this freaking C in my report.
Ok thats the second C I've seen so yeah you must panic for me.
Anyway,I met
Afiqah to study and shop in town today.We studied really! We made a point not to speak to one another for like an hour or there will be a penalty of 1$. Works,very well.
I really love
Afiqah even when she was being an idiot to be more than half an hour late.
Ok its not like I
dont see it coming but i thought she would change !!Kidding,today was really fun and productive at the same time. Next time, we must bake i
dont care.
I happen to read one of my very good friend's Private post. I see how life can really change a person especially one's emotions and even bringing out someone that you have never seen before. I know its so easy to say this but i guess we really have to take chances in life and believe that god will always always be having our backs so yeah
don't be afraid of falling i suppose?You know one fine day, you will start seeing the light to things and that life made us fall for a good reason. I dare say so because I've been there and all i can say is...it will really get better in time.
Hallelujah,we'll make it last forever.
5,6 pick up sticks.
To the kids of tomorrow. Live life without fear or hesitation.
Cut your hair,bangs it like how 2 brave souls did today.I am not part of it, my fringe has grown as you can all see and that finger is not mine.
& Im in love with who you are.
Lets be liberal with our demands from life,maybe we will find ourselves more contented. So anyway I fond today kinda funny cause went i came into tutorial,apparently only Vee and Adam plus12 other people showed up. How nice,k it wasnt as bad as the last CSA i attended cause only 8 peeps were present when class started. My classmates are too cool for classes you see!!Wl,Miss you all plz come next time,we shall be good students from now.
I caught "money not enough 2" with my class yesterday. It was very much like the other Jack neo productions cept that it was more touching. The show was so sad I got a little emotional and i was not alone because that girl beside me was sobbing quite hard..i think. K,that's exaggerated but the show's touching and,sad.
There was this part about the families pushing the responsibility of their mother here and there.Oh and the first thing that me to my mind was.."that sounds so familiar' .Maybe everyone somehow goes through the same predicament its just how different people deal with things.
Know whats best? From my personal point of view,i think we should all work for ourselves,girls especially so we dont have to rely on anyone when we are old and all sappy. Life,is by far the most unpredictable statement. By the next minute,you have probably wasted half your lifetime doing nothing.
The thing about JackNeo's productions,it always sets people thinking because it relates alot to our own lives. Perhaps only then we will start to think and do whats right.
Karma is hitting.
I AM GOD DAMN TRAUMATISED CAN YOU
PLZ FIX ME. So like today it was extremely,traumatising. There's a call from above,hitting me right smack into my face. Anyway,I
dont know I am still traumatised!!Gay gay gay gay,I gonna repent.
The snake says i wish i had hands so i can hug you like a man
Fii!
you are always missed.
Hey gay its
friday.My week has past fast.So anyway my ob presentation came out pretty well and I am eternally grateful to my group members for all the effort everyone has given. K enough of thanks giving, my week has been fine. I just caught the dark knight with
Saml and
crd!!
Ok maybe i am so not into the batman/
spiderman thing but the
show's quite good!!
I am quite relieved now,more or less projects are almost all taken down. Which is a very very good sign for a poly kid because...thats a sole burden i suppose.
If there's one thing in the world god could give you,what would that one thing be? My answer would be family. I really miss the times when i was younger because i always had my dad with me. I never thought that as i grow older, i actually needed my parents more. Every little thing in life will always come and go but our family will always stay, at heart.
For the past few nights,it has been immensely difficult. Wake up and i know I'll live, for the better,only for the better.
