Tuesday, May 30, 2006




















Chemistry was crazy from the get-go
Neither one of us knew why
We didn't build nothing overnight
Cuz a love like this takes some time
People swore it off as a phaseSaid we can’t see that
Now from top to bottom
They see that we did that (yes)
It’s so true that (yes)
We’ve been through it (yes)
We got real sh** (yes)
See baby we been...

Too strong for too long (and I can’t be without you baby)
And I’ll be waiting up until you get home (cuz I can’t sleep without you baby)
Anybody who’s ever loved, ya know just what I feelToo hard to fake it, nothing can replace it
Call the radio if you just can’t be without your baby

Monday, May 29, 2006











































this pictures were taken sometime back..2 weeks?
i remember it was on a friday.
wong,fii,weiru,allie,serene,tanya and me!
<3








being able to spend a little more time at home could really be a good thing.yeah thou you know the boredom could kill and it make me wanna pull the strands of my hair off!

there will be a camp in moe dairy farm,yes this could be so misleading,its not a farm.Not anything with living cows or scarecrows.its a campsite thats a dairy farm?okay that doesnt sound right.you see being already bored i told some extreme lame jokes to ktf and i think he is taking it for real.i told him there will be unlimited room service with dinning and dinner buffet..not to mention this luxurious hotel.
he said "i didnt expect it to be like that but sounds good to me"
okay,maybe this is abit too far huh.i bet its going to be like the malaysia one,except there wouldnt be any beds or anything comfy.truth is,i cant rockclimb for nuts.
and i am afraid of anything that requires me to go upside down and of course..heights!

the bottom half of my body is decomposing.hahas,at least my hands are busy typing and i could still eat .bottom half stays rather still for hours and when i sleep,it just strangles the bolster..
thats all,and and its only the third day can you imagine whats gonna happen ?!
drama practices are very tight now due to the coming public performance.
Romeo and juliet.i thing the best thing about his play is that..i am not going to even appear now.
talking about the main lead ,zsa zsa is doing well .And as for romeo,joseph can be really dramatic.my brother is acting stiff..hahas just wait till you see him live on stage!(:
sorry but i really dont know when will the tickets be out,but do come down and give your full support okay!its going to be on the 1st of july in raffles julibee hall.
the place is like the old victorian,when you step in, the atmostphere could really give you the feel.

okay,life right now..i dont know ,my dad is very worried and he told me not to move.
i dont know everytime me and my mum say something,we will tend to quarrel..like as usual so maybe keeping quiet is a wise choice..easier said than done really.she is my mother !if i dont turn to her,who else can be more trustworthy in the family?and the last thing i will ever do is to confide in donnervan siah.he dont listen and he still has this very childish mind.
to my mum ,he is probably perfect in everyway.you know good behaviour,good grades and he is homely..thinks nothing about girls and he doesnt argue.okay maybe thats the thing i cant be.

>be strong,things ahead are just well planned.
really hope things will just be better for everyone else too.

long post,bye!

Sunday, May 28, 2006























eheh,catch it only on the disney channel(:
i made alot of spelling errors today,dont know why.?can i not be nervous?
was supposed to go rollerblading but it rained cats and dogs in the end.
rained lions and horses,
lemon and cheese.

allie parents gave us a lift to parkway,had lunch there .Good thing we made up for the time we both lost.
went for keyboard lesson and i am learning a new piece today.

i am so bored now i can be running twenty laps in circles.
(:
hi jas,i really dont know what you're going through but yeah you got to be strong too.just like you the way you want me to be.i know how bad things can get sometimes but you got to stand up and our hands will always give you the push you need okay.cheer up and smile!things will get better alright.

altc camp is on wednesday,couldnt be bothered to pack.
i am going to watch disney now,yes i am tvvve addictive"

my tuitor was disappointed in my results and he is giving me piles and piles of work.
i told him i got 39/100.he gave some very commendable remarks like:oh wow didnt expect it to be near 40'
oh yeah and drinking water from the water cooler doesnt kill your toot.

Saturday, May 27, 2006


hello everybody!(:
i am currently .oh well say good at my grandmother's .
i have not exactly lose my entire life there,could get worse.my mum told me i will be there for half a year.damn it.
thats when i say you lose a lifetime,bother.
lost in a world of comunication with my friends .no computer,phone or anything like it!
i miss my friends so much!!i cant believe i am gonna spend the holidays staring into space.!
my mum will be leaving for hong kong soon enough.

i have been working out on fitness for the past week,and i think i cant go on.
blabla.
heard of the high school musical ?its a great show,catch it on disney
25 june ,7.30(:
watch the mtv music awards this coming saturday.

Meet the parents session wasnt so bad.my mum wasnt exactly very pleased with my results.
mdm jamilah tried to cover up abit.
"oh she does concentrate in class and she is not that talkative"
thank you qishan for editing this skin for me(:
i want to get this billabong wallet but i dont have enough savings for it,and my mum does n't approve working part time.
i am getting so tired of nags and scoldings time after time.
i had it,i dont get how the adults go on and on repeatedly without taking a break.

me and my mum are on talking terms,as in getting better,less unreasonable.
good thing she is giving me a lift after 9 tonight.phew!
<3

innie chen!miss you loadsss

Wednesday, May 24, 2006















miss si's bbq was great :D

I am going to be at my grandmother's for sometime. i didnt go to school today because..i am at home right now.its suppose to be the last day,but my mum wants to see my teacher tomorrow .

life really can be so tough sometimes,looking at the way things are going right now.People obviously dont see the point.words that come out may just be practical jokes to you guys,but it may cause a misunderstanding unknowingly.Rumours that are false,and things you shouldnt say could have pronounce harm.

wait,fii just called.wth she is also at home(: okay so i am not the only one screwed ;D guess were gonna miss the duper apex today. holidays are here and i really wanna make the best out of it.Shopping,work,play ..drama ,whatever!(:

the music got me taxing baby, got me got me moving. give me the hot spot,cause i got my bods on it. hot dj got me wearing baby,got me got me drooling give me the big space for i want his bods on it. my girlfriend got her wholeself spinning,got me got me smiling get me the biggest hug,i love i love that special thing.

okay i am bored,the lyrics is still incomplete .hi fii are your eyes looking .?<33hi>

i am really not cut out for any romance ,someday but not today. and when i do things will change for the better again.i really pray that things will brighten up abit so that i can pull myself together again. its okay to fall isnt it?

Yesterday, you asked me something I thought you knew.So I told you with a smile 'It's all about you'Then you whispered in my ear and you told me too,Say 'If you make my life worthwhile, it's all about you'

<3

Friday, May 19, 2006

hellos,everybody i know it seem like a sad day for me today,but i am glad cause at the end of the day i have gained something so valuable in the world.
friendship & love.

its not hard on me,ya me and my mum just need to find ways to communicate and talk things out.both of us will be sent for family theraphy soon and i guess i wont be staying in the house.?
so dont worry okay,i am really very sorry to have caused all the troubles and worries for you guys today.

& afterall she is my mother

my life isnt just a sad story,yeah theres more to it.
my mum is just the major issue i have to deal with now.
i thank god ,for every single one of my friends and supportive classmates.
there is no more that i can ask for really.
these are what life's treasures and what it is all about.

people out there ,i hope it has come to you that there are so much around to be happy and worth
living for,treasure and appreciate the best out of it,and most importantly be thankful.
cause today ,i see that one difference in my life that is really gonna help me through.
and from this i will be stronger than ever to overcome my fears

i need to list.hahas
alicia
phylicia
jasmine
tenissa
wong
samantha lee
yuan lin
xinghuei
jesamine
sean
samuel
joel
leonard
fengsheng
huiting
felicia
nic
hong chan
jerome
qianhua

<333
yes the very main who i really thank for and appreciate.there are others and i hope you all know how thankful i really am.

Thursday, May 18, 2006

hi (:

my results are kinda disappointing.
my english !just a plain borderline pass! arghh

i am like going to school without a good purpose now,like one thing the examinations are over and i bet no one is really in the mood to continue studying.
i need to catch my sleep, i see how bad my eyes look right now.

jas,i am dead sticking with this skin for long man.HELP.!

i need to chill,
sighs.

peas are gross.
hersheys are made up with extreme sugar content.
random.

bbq tomorrow :D

>Its been so long,
why and when will i ever eradicate that one feeling.?

bye

Monday, May 15, 2006

hi.

i am seriously utterly disappointed in my results.
especially english.

my chinese letter writting,1/20
i dont know how i get it but i am screwed.

me& my bro didnt do very well ,so we can both cover up for each other.
well at least for the time being.
i dont know how to answer my mum, she just expected a pass and i cant even do it.

i came home today,
me & my bro shared our results.
complained to ourselves and all ..

my mum was very busy on the phone,
and i am worried cause i know there are major family problems again.
seriously the Siahs are not really considered as the so call
"one big happy family"
besides melia and manda,we dont talk to anybody else.
i guess same goes for the adults .
****** is really a bad issue brought up in life.

my sore throat is killing me.

i love you
bye.

Saturday, May 13, 2006

if the world is coming to an end in just 60 minutes..

there will be alot of things i would realise that i didnt do.
too many thank yous to say,
and never ending sorries and graditudes to my parents .
i would use this opportunity to go whack my brothers,probably cause by then everyone else would be too busy to care.

okay so much to list ..

check this out> http://www.endofworld.net/
funny but i dont know what is it about.

its weird but its a hot topic going on out there.
yep,hope this doesnt come true

so unpredictable,

so yeah treasure every bit of what life has to offer.
the tiniest thing could have done great .
friends& family
: D

Thursday, May 11, 2006

i m very sorry for the things that made things this way.
i really am.

Tuesday, May 09, 2006

hello!hellos!
:D
just one more day and i will be free.
just another day when the state of freedom comes.
and just one more day !!

yay.
add maths really sucked.freaking tough
i mean the standard is so high.

i need my sleep badly.

bye(:

when you're down and lost,
and you need a helping hand.
you just shout
'I'll be okay
(: yes

Friday, May 05, 2006
































bye love.

Tuesday, May 02, 2006

this is damn lame & funny
is like some game,make up story in a circle with sentences.?

man:i turn on the computer
me:i log into the net
fii:i click onto an icon
man:and its WARCRAFT 3
me:and i deleted it
fii:and i ask it to fuck off
man:and i redownload the software
me:and i delete it again
fii>and i ask it to fuck off

okay and that was soo .. hahaha

e-geog is sooo screwed. 10 marks gone!
and chinese paper is tomorrow & i dont know what to study.
My life seemed screwed anyway.

my mum is like the best lady on earth ever. she cared somehow..
she prepared lunch for me and for all reasons it was the best lunch ever.
Like finally the feeling of home,someplace i would look forward to go.

my defination of a perfect lover would be ..
oh well.
:'(

my dreams are so scary,sometimes its so freaky to keep my eyes close.

i am very tired & stress
bye bye.

i love you my friends<3

>you seem more than a thousand miles away