hellos(:
just got back.long day.
bought all the class paint and all.gonna paint some rabbit and tortoise thing.
hahas,joker!
ss was difficult, especially the source base!
and i think i screwed the second question. good thing its ll over.
yay!tmr is like the 1 of march,thats like damn good news! cus valentine month is over.
hopefully all the lovesickness is gone!darns
hey jacq,i really hope you are feeling bettter now. everything is gonna be okay (:
cheer up alright.
i really dont know,maybe its just a bad month cus everything is happening around which isnt really good. yarh hope everyone will be strong and face whatever ever is coming along.
good or bad,they happen in life.
we all go through the same thing .
<3
first march(:
hellos(:
its like 8.56 in the morning now? damn,its early.
slept at 12 plus last night.i hate martin mystery,its so gross.
went to orchard yesterday and surprisingly i didnt spend alot(:
firstly there was nothing to buy,and i was broke.
fii had used up 150 yesterday,i think she is awfully guilty.
hahas
went around and got everything needed.
left early.
from today i am gonna start scrimbing and saving. yarh i really need to,cus i got no extra funds at all.i wish i could pay for my own hp bills someday.
oh well.
keyboard lessons later and i am extremely lazy to travel down.
starting to have second thoughts now.
really busy next week.
still have to go all the way to raffles for drama.damn feel like skiping
and i cant study for ss.
okay next issue, everyone please cheer up,its really not the end of the world.
<3 so many dreams are still waiting to be realised,dont let all the setback stop you from persuing them.
take care!
<3
i miss you cat!
<3
today just describes gloomy.
tired and miserable .
the world still continue revolving without leaving a trace,
but simply cant keep up with the pace.
i am so restless,i cant concentrate during english and ss especially.
eyelids are heavy, and my mind is in neverland.
good thing poa got pass quite well.
slacked like shit.
okay i feel like swinging myself now!!!
horrid.
somehow i wish she loves you,so all the pain will be taken away.
allie,innie,yt and wong had guzheng today :(
so went to have desserts with fii .
miss you my dears <3
hope you're doing okay
bye
hellos!
hahas,cant believe i took up the courage! okay fate will locate the destination.
happy birthday sam!!(:
another year older, and you got to keep all your smiles going!<3
the hamster is damn cute,omg!
i have been trying to pay full attention in class,hahas and somehow manage to during poa(: thanks huiting!(:
i got so much to say to my friends.really everyone is like so down,
i wish i really somehow could make this place a better world to live in.
young girl you dont cry,
i will be right here when your world starts to fall.
young girl its alright,
your tears will dry you will soon be free to fly.
well hope that does.
why would anyone want to regret?its even harder and more painful.
i dont want you to follow my footsteps,
i hope you know whats best for your heart
<3
i hope allie,innie,sam,wong,daph and all who are feeling down feel better.
sighs hard.
omg! i dont know how to describe the d'marquee thing.
so wild and so rocking?
yeah anyway i think the screaming part was even louder than the music : /
well,but its kinda cool. (:
there is this two girls in front,i told jerome it was way entertaining enough.hahahahahas.
they were dancing and singing to the music,well actually blocking my view.
then went for dinner, and had to rush home quick cus i had a curfew.
and my mum forced me into bed.
i want to thank the people around who tried to brighten my day(:
thanks alot!<3<3<3
everything is gonna be okay having you all around. yeah take a little time and it will all be over(:
i can do without a guy,but without friends like you,i cant do.
thanks for being there ,i am truely touched.
<3
how am i gonna be strong without you i need you by my side,
i am going to leave you behind back in the past forever..goodbye my lover.and all of the other.dont waste your time anymore. i dont deserve to be treated so nicely.
well,we are still so young.
i am trying and you should too .
study and just study..
listen i had more than just enough .
what goes around comes around,you should know by now.cus you never thought that i would break you.
did you think that i would love the other way?
yeah you had it all figure it out.
then tell who's the one whose crying now..
to him,
i hope that were still friends.
i am not very sad about it.it has been so long already so kinda expected.
yeah so just like live well yarh.
and and,
i hope we can just talk like normal humans.
shall we just put the past away?
i believe we all still have the same thing to go through.
bye.
should we just end it all with goodbye?
since life is a two way road,i sort off tried to make another for myself .
a road harder to cross but at least it still gets me to my destination.
i feel abit crazy.dont know why ,life seems to be so gloomy.
but right now i am currently busy with all the activities and stuff.
thanks my dear friends<3
i really appreciate the efforts ,really .
thank you,from the bottom of my heart.
i just dont find it normal.yarh .
i feel uneasy, and all the words in the world to describe difficult.
so little time so much to do.
so many tests next week and i really dont know how to cope further.
i still have my keyboard thing!
and and that thing!!!!!!
got feel like banging myself on the wall!
eyes are swelling real bad now.
i talked to my mum and dont know why!
she actually understand me.okay so i told her everything .
okay except for the "can i have my handphone part!"
my mum is quite understanding actually. she knows i mean how hard it is.
except for the "can i have a private line part"
okay i am picking up my courage now.
thanks dear
<3
hellos! long day today,and right now i am waiting for my tuitor to come.
i hate maths,seriously .i dont get the topic and all the unknown sense comes in.
i am very extremely tired.
i dont know why is everything a two way road,yarh and often everything just kinda cocks up!
i am feeling much better now.thank you (:<3
i dont even want to think about it and i dont want to commit another crime to my heart.
okay ,perhaps i should just let nature takes its course .
important lesson,
i just realise although you always seem so happy on the outside,you are such a troubled person.
the sun will always shine down on you.
you are just like anyone else,
a true friend, and needs a listening ear.
problems and troubles are clamouring over you too.
i know.
the world is a beautiful place,dont you think?so smile!
everything will be fine.
tomorrow will be a better day!(:
<3
i really cant stand my mum. not just recently but ..for quite sometime already
quibbles none stop and i cant argue back with her cus i will always lose.
my dad went overseas this morning...yarh and like i dont know when will he be back.
okay.
an updated post(:
it a romantic valentine shopping day!
omg,i love my valentine please. (:
we are gonna share the heart shape pizza .
met allie and we got valentine gifts for everyone. spent alot of time in candy empire .
and she got me a mars bar! so nice,hahas.
we took a bus back to pp. shopped even more ,allie had very soar legs.
met with innie and yt.
went to tmall for dinner. innie had to leave early
shopped with regene,and we took a train home together.
long driven day ,
i love you girlfriends.
<3
really pissed now :/
i dont understand why does popularity means so much to you.
i dont understand how come you choose to take things out on me.
there is alot that i feel towards you too,but i have never did what you did .
both of us also need to do some self reflection.
i was there,and you also choose to forget all the times .
and now i am labelled as ..
i know you're hurt and upset. i know
i wasnt using a tone with you .i was just really mad and didnt want it to show.
i finally understand and woke myself up from a nightmare.
i think you're so contradicting, everything you claim ,everything you told me .
i didnt want to go against you cus i knew that you were facing a hard time .so i decided to let the past go and get along. instead you rather turn a black face at me ,i dont know why.
i know i have changed towards you,but i have my reasons for doing so.
best friends? you were once so close to me,as in we would tell each other everything.
now,we have almost nothing to talk about.
i still treat you as one .
tough day.
many tests and loads of fun too.
lots of crazy stuffs ,hahas
winks(:
so romantic! oh my god !!! so thoughtful,so so so nice .
i love watching love scenes. <3
read my emails.
very very disppointed .
hurtful words, i dont know .
yes yes,i am stupid cupid.
i love you dear valentine!<3
step one.
you confess to her , your love
step two.
you starts calling every night and sing her to sleep
step three.
you promise you will be by her side to protect her and give her the comfort she needs(:
step four.
i dont comprehend as it goes deeper.
hahas,darren
have not been blogging for awhile.
ss and chemistry test tmr.i dont know how to revise .
tuition!
perhaps i was just afraid of losing the grasp of you.
you were the one,
and you know how much i really do love you
<3
these are some of the pics taken during cny(:
it was joyful,but yes the family seems to be shrinking.
one of the family didnt turn up.and so did our grandmother.
and the cai sheng ye drink is very awful,taste like plain water.
suppose to be ice lemon tea :(
yesterday was the far most happy day of the week .
really really really extremely happy! (: that smile was back to where it belongs .
i hope it remains like this forever!
yes! merry merry day(:
<3!
