Friday, May 30, 2008

Answer this prayer,just one last time


When pain ends,will the world come to an end too?

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Tuesday, May 27, 2008

Cause if you jump,I'll jump too

She's da bomb and so is my bag. I hate friendster,it has some dysfunction since forever. Anyway I woke up late and I missed the first tutorial,ha.I attended APEL because the teacher is so pretty and she asks alot of redundant questions,i really like her. The journey back home with Saml was great ,but time's too short..for once i wished we both lived in Tuas or something.My exams on next week,Im not the least tense or even working. Something's terribly wrong with me and I am not bothered at all.I need to get into the groove of studying man,like everyone else around.Seriously,I've drive all nutshells into my O levels,its time for my break cause I've not gotten enough of fun. I feel like i am super deprived of my teenage years,its gonna be over soon.I wish i can always be 16 cause its the best time of my life,anything can happen when you're 16,like for real!

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Monday, May 26, 2008

I think we're alone now,the beating of the hearts is the only sound






I like today especially,it has been so bloody long since i felt like a day was priceless. Every little thing worked out for me,even economics.My dad's stepping in to discipline because poly has no rules at all thats why it rocks!!!I am not allowed to wear slippers/shorts/spag and i have to be with a jacket all the time!!!!!!I'll bear with this for another day well its the least i can do since he's only back for a while.
Can someone please show me the way out to fresh air?

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Saturday, May 24, 2008

A rising contentment

Hi all you know I just completed my CSA individual shit which is a literal shit by name yes and I am feeling so relieved now!! Vaio has this cool webcam thing and I am just trying to be an idiot so yeah pls pardon me..oh it even take multi shots!!










Today's a depressing Saturday because of the workload. All TP people are so stressed up now,i mean for those who take time to sign in to Vbus!!! My dad's in town now for the weekends and for me its really alot of juggling between friends,family,work and time for myself.
Just got back from Rc after a damn heavy lunch that will amazingly last me through the rest of today.Caught Indiana Jones with the whole family,yeah we hardly do that but its really cool.Its a super awesome show,beats everything esle hands down.When youre in the theatre it just feels like youre in the adventure yourself.
My dad's gonna take me for a quick spree tmr because I've too much to be coping with now.Sounds really bad but yes i think I desperately need to map out a guideline for myself.
Dear Jacq,I am really touched when i read your letter.You're really such a kind person at heart and you always feel for everyone around you.Thou we were never really close,you always cared and at the lowest point in life,you are always there. You dont know how much people around love and treasure you the same dear. You are definitely one girl that deserves only the best and I hope you will stand strong one day love.I will be here to keep assuring you that everything's gonna be ok. Lastly,I really enjoyed your company yesterday even after so long. I love you Jacq,always will :)
Bye all,its homework time for me.

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Thursday, May 22, 2008

Dearest,Charmaine

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY TO YOU SWEETIE. I HOPE YOU HAD THE MOST SHOCKING BIRTHDAY SURPRISE OF THE CENTURY THOU IT WASNT MUCH OF A SURPRISE. WE LOVE YOU SO MUCH OK,WE'LL ALL SING YOU A LOVE SONG TMR. LOVE YOU!











  1. I LOVE YOU,VENNY,DIAN AND CHARMAINE.






















    Walk me home
    I don't wanna go all the way alone
    Baby would you walk with me home
    Baby would you take my hand
    Come with me now to a special land
    Baby would you walk with me home

    Gosh how cheesy....today has been a long day for me. Goodnight all,i might be able to catch some fresh air tomorrow.

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Tuesday, May 20, 2008

Like really,Random


Hi Dian,I am done with being sappy ok. I feel so stupid suddenly,i dont know, the heat has probably gotten into me or something.But its a damn good thing,i swear.School's not so bad cause there's no CSA lecture,school ended early and we chilled for 2 hours.I spent only 5 bucks today and i am gonna do that for another 2 days cause i am getting another bag.How stupid but thats how i work for things.Yesterday was really nice anyway,met kenneth,hc,lz,fel,yl and joel after almost a million years. I think we spent almost 3 hours at nyny which is probably the whole time.We took the long bus journey home and that was really when we got to catch up so yeah it was good.I really miss them alot.Like what kenneth said,friends always drift back somehow.

I dont know what I am typing,the thought of hockey practice is crazy.I am getting to lazy to prove my worth and everyone else is gonna win the bet.& because of that I have to freaking press on cause i dont wanna lose in this one.Cause of hockey,I am getting the ultimate pimple outbreak and its depressing,seriously!!But i am sleeping better now and its the best gift cause you've no idea how much i need it.Sleeping is my bliss,so damn all good dreams,i would rather catch my sleep.

On a day like this,will you remember hon?I know i did.

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Sunday, May 18, 2008

Can you hear me calling for you?

Pictures from Alicia's house warming.





Jas came a lil late and i became a light bulb.




Dear jasmine,just believe me when i say time heals your wound ok. Try not to give a damn about everything for now,just let it blow over and i promise one day everything will get better for you. Take care love.
Things were pretty good today,Alicia's house is so beautiful and i prefer the location better!!Alot of drama happened recently and I am feeling quite depressed about it.No actually I am always emotional at night,it a very eccentric habit but i guess there are reasons. People around me are kinda down now so....shit bye

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Saturday, May 17, 2008

love is bliss,but a dire consequence at the same time.

My first photo from the Polaroid with the most spastic looking Elmo. Charmaine's balloon burst during the process and that really explain our faces.
I had my ass stuck home the whole day and i did some tutorial at least.I m seriously very impress with myself today. I went jogging with my brother in the evening and we did the grocery shopping together.My brother is really growing up and its really faster than i think.On second thought,things would be better if time could just grind to a halt for now..I cant wait for tomorrow,Im sure its gonna be an awesome day.For now,its better to just sleep all sorrows away,dream of a desire like perhaps how i can change the world.
It has been so long now,i really wonder how're you doing.

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Friday, May 16, 2008

I know that its so cliche,to tell you that everyday i spent with you is a new best day of my life

TP's CCN day. Pictures all credit to Ryan















We spent almost 20 bucks on the fund-raising yesterday,for a very good cause i suppose . Spent the rest of day chilling with Jask and Saml at starbucks. I am watching Mtv kopi now or should i say I am patiently waiting for Mtv made to start so i can be motivated to work for the rest of today. I have a pile of work to do by today or i can jolly well stay home for the next 2 days.
I think being contented with life is the best gift anyone can ever ask for. Read the straits times,you will probably feel more fortuntate now really.If Sg ever get hit by a natural disaster,we're done for. There is this girl who has to get her leg amputated in order to be resued,seems like i can hear her cries from the picture itself. Sighs,I think i would rather be left to die than to go thru all that pain & agony.I should give thanks to god for I m so blessed afterall.

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Thursday, May 15, 2008

Gotta pick myself up where do i start?

Because i cant turn to you when it all falls apart.
Dear you,please be ok. Like seeing everything thats happening today,its kinda scaring me. I know i cant contain too much of this shit all in a day.Everything has been bombarding on me and sometimes i really wonder how I m going to help someone when Im not even capable of taking care of myself.But all i know is,I really hope things turn better for you because i really need you. I dont say this all the time but i really really need you by my side. You made me stronger and you helped me though most of what I m going through,I just cant bear to watch you fall apart ok.
Goodnight my friend,i hope to see you in better shape soon.

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Tuesday, May 13, 2008

a nick of time & a fallen fate

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Hey bimbo. I had so much fun with you yesterday. I know our school tmetables clash like hell and we can hardly meet but still i love you ok.


These skies are turning grey,marks the closure of today.Some people,like me would probably be awaiting for a new hope or better,a new direction.I've been sentenced a life-long commitment in order to reach my peak.Im wondering if i could take another measure,a shortcut perhaps...All my life the search for this answer has been going on,when do pain ever end.
The thoughts running through the back of my mind is amazingly taking me apart somehow. At times like this,I dont need people to understand me ,i just need them to trust me. To believe that everything that i do,i am taking a risk to deal with my life. & most of all to believe that I m making the decisions cause i dont want to regret my life.
Its really ok to fall because somehow,someday we always pick ourselves up and we stand stronger than ever.

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Saturday, May 10, 2008

Crayons can melt on us for all i care

Happy Birthday Brandon & Weiru!! :) <3




Lone time no see you babe.

















Brandon & Weiru's birthday celebration at cafe cartel was good. So many people turned up and it was almost a pri school gathering.My life is gaining a whole new meaning to it :) I really enjoyed all your company today.
Anyway the feud between me and my mum is getting huge.I hate this seriously,yeah and so much for a happy mother's day. K i gotta learn to let serenity get hold of my mind.

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