Hi i am i a little hard up for some air right now.Feels like i have been trapped in this circle of exhaustion for far too long.The capacity in me can only contain this much i suppose,i am starting to feel my eyes swell up again.Shit shit.
Obviously,its the worse time to lapse focus.Prelims are nearing and what i have done so far is so not going to bring me through.I have to concentrate hard & i am dead serious.I mean yeah right after this post,when i am done ranting.I need to feel better now now now!!!Yes i should thank the teachers very much for realising how our lives revolve around stress and work without doing anything about it.
Yeah,too bad huh,its life..I need my period to be over fast,i need to stop thinking,i need to leave everything aside for now.Oh remind me just how am i suppose to???I am practically immune to it.No point being clinically depressed cause its not a solution to my problems,its just putting my future it jeopardy.I have to do something because i do give a damn about it.
I really hope things are just gonna get better after the rain for her/him/they/you.Yes please it better be.Needless to say,if only everyone else just keep their own lookout for their own lives maybe its better.
Okay,i need to study.Byebyebye.
Finally,
Friday's here again.I am really thankful that i made it through the week which has been predictably taxing.As the major exam approaches,better days are far to come.I have set off constant reminders about the
preliminary exams but somehow i kinda got very carried away.Just in two weeks before dooms day,I am going to battle the war,kill chemistry and
dominate Maths.Oh yes and the sun will shine and good old happy days will last.Its true we always dare to dream so big but its only wise to bring ourselves back to earth where reality really lies.We've to keep working so hard to achieve and yet for me ,its just having a thousand things to ponder about without a solution to it.
Throw it awayForget yesterday We'll make the great escapeWe won't hear a word they sayThey don't know us anywayWatch it burn Let it dieCause we are finally free tonight
Happy Racial Harmony to you & you.Today"s definitely one of the good days that i will always live to remember.For once,I really feel the spirit of the school in the atmosphere .Most of us came in our individual costumes which is super fun because we never get to do this,not in a blue moon.Everything is made worthwhile because its going to be our last year in school yeah.Anyway i really appreciate the school for letting us off the lessons today,if only life's like that.
Prom is going to be so happening this year.I just wanna say thank you to everyone for showing your support in the event and hope you all will still continue to do so.Working on this project has indeed help me to figure out some answers that i always wanted to know.Yep,thank you all so much.We have arrived at our target and i think we are able to proceed with our next agenda,hopefully.
Life has uncertainties and unfulfilled tasks,have you ever wondered why are you so affected by everything around you?Thats me,cause i am finding it hard to blend in with the surroundings.In this world,which is sadly engulfed in cruelty and pain at times, so hard to swallow reality isnt it?Sometimes we should really search down deep to find the better and good in people which is not very hard, and learn to love them.We should really think through whatever we are going to say,because you dont know your words are like a thousand needles.
Read in between the lines cause thats the only way i can get the message across to you.Goodday.
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Hello Sunday morning,you're looking so pretty fine today.Yesterday has been great for me,finally after a decade my dad has once again joined our family.Its felt so good to be able to spend the entire day with my dad,so good i wouldnt want anything more in this world.
I woke up at 7 ,joined my family in grocery shopping and breakfast,then we had lunch at suntec.My dad brought me and my brothers shopping right away which didnt turn out so well but nevermind.I had this 'conflict' with my bro cause of a stupid phone which indeed wasnt very necessary.Dinner at Chijmes was good enough to fill me for that night.Okay well that sums up my whole day of course.
Anyway have you read the papers recently?There's this 2 ladies and a 14 month old baby who roams around public because they were homeless and broke.The public toilet is where they actually call home.Seriously, I think that i am really fortunate and so are you.We have practically everything that we need and probably more than half of what we want.Its really insane to always be complaining how unfair life has been because there are people out there who yearns for the kinda life we have.
I am lucky for everything that i am given and blessed with.Not just that shelter over my head,but i have a dad who works the extra mile for us and a great bunch of friends who never fails to make my life more meaningful & love which makes my life worthwhile altogether.
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Its Sunday again,how pleasing.The days are passing me by real quickly,sometimes i feel as thou racing through time could be such a chore.Seems like just yesterday i was blowing off the candles from my 5
th birthday or something.Right now,i just found myself struggling through my hectic life.Ha,no doubt in no time i will have to dismiss all the distractions that has been slowing me down lately.I tried doing my chemistry and revising the chapters back and
thats when i could clearly be convinced that i should be trying even harder than i am.Giving up at this point in time is a ridiculous option seriously,I'll just figure away out to start improving.
Second issue-home rules.Why should there be?I just want a more rewarding and weekend a decent meal.My mum gets angrier every time i have to lie to her.Well not that i want to but it feels more like i am forced to.I thought lying would be a better way out to make her feel better but she always outsmarts me.Maybe it has just slipped off her mind that i will be turning 16 this year,which is a fully-fledged teen that is.I deserve some space even if i am denied of your care.Seriously,everyone at my age has something to say about their mothers.Just how many can voice out"i know she don't love me'.Maybe she does just it has never crossed her mind how i really feel.I told her
umpteen times,just that she would say,Then have you ever thought about me.So we end up being quits cause there's no first step to anything at all.Oh and by now everyone should have come to hear of the alarming news of 50 fake monks being caught.I mean i know such things go around but it didn't occur to me that it would be here,here in
Sg.Why would people make use of religious purposes to get money?I thought that was really sinful because using the good to do bad is like extra bonus in your karma.To make things worse,these people are so privileged to be able to do many things in life. yet they chose to mess with law.One of them mentioned how afraid he was to be jail,but its such irony because its only right to face the music when it comes to receiving the consequences.Nobody ever gets away with the law,not in Singapore for the island is small.
Hello!!
Dont you think the school should be placing the mirrors back to where they belong??I mean
everyone's sharing one,just one!!I mean I see the school's concern but how can they seal the mirrors.
Anyway i am glad the taxing week is coming to an end soon.I seriously need a break for i have not caught the last breath yet.I need juice,not just any,but some to reinforce my brains to contain chemistry& kinematics.Oh my,just wont it be nice if i could conquer my fear of chem and happily move on with no doubt of passing.
Tomorrow marks the last day of appreciation day?Or am i wrong?Kay but i think its a pretty eventful activity just that everyday should be filled with thanksgiving.We should always be mindful of the things that people do to lead us on in life.(:
loveyou.
Hey all,study today was rather productive.Yes,we seriously need to be more engaged with books and chemistry.Eeeeek hate chem doubly hard today.Starbucks is always too crowded on Sundays & maybe we should have a change of location.
-You know,nobody's gonna blame you for being yourself.In fact it is better to be,trust me.
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